From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Bi-curious is a term used to refer to someone who does not identify as bisexual or homosexual but feels or shows some interest in a relationship or sexual activity with someone of the same sex. The term can also apply to a person who generally identifies as homosexual but feels or shows some interest in having a relationship with someone of the opposite sex. The terms homoflexible and heteroflexible are also applied to bicuriosity.
The term bi-curious implies that the individual has had no sexual experience—or very little—of that sort, but may continue to self-identify as bi-curious if they do not feel they have adequately explored these feelings, or if they do not wish to identify as bisexual.
30 December 2008
Bi-curious
cogitated by Laarni Lopez at 04:00
think about: life thoughts, net finds, quotations
27 October 2008
sms: amnesia
i know if i did this a couple of years back, more people would have replied.. but i guess, this would be enough..
i texted the following message to almost everyone in my phone book:
Kung naaksidente ako at nagkaron ng amnesia.. At ang alam ko lang ay ang aking
buong pangalan.. Ano'ng isasagot mo kapag tinanong kita kung sino ako at sino
ka? O hahayaan mo na lang na nakalimutan ko na kung sino ako sayo at sino
ka sa buhay ko?
Most of them did not answered.. some thought it was a quote.. and some were not informed about my number and asked who i was? bwahahahahah! some answered laughter and some asked to eat.. hahahaha! well, here are the answers i got..
mamma bear: sabihin ko ikaw ay gf ni *** at ako ang nambugaw sa inyo.
i was laughing out loud with a factor of HP-ness.
dee: ikaw si barn, work force ng pb account sa sykes na ex ni *****. ako si dee isa sa mga kaibigan at pinaka-cute sa pb. pag di mo naalala, hahayaan na lang kita na may amnesia.
no comment
oric: ikaw si laarni, ako i rico and we're super close..
*hugs*
mommy joy: sasabihin ko bitch ka pero love pa rin kita kasi friend mo ako. :)
i'm a bitch and i love it! and a good thing that my friends love it too!
cyrus: if ever man na you forget me because of an accident and ask me who i am in your life? I will say... "boo! gulat ka noh!" hahahah! honestly and sincerely, mag papakilala ako a your friend, teatro baby and a little brother that won't ever forget a wonderful ate who guided me nd accompanied me in my life in mapua, in teatro and daily living.. bow.. :)
*speechless with a grin*
vj anievas: ikas i barn, kumakain ng apoy sa paragos ng ilog para mang aliw. ako naman si vj, ang tigatulak ng paragos mo! XD
which resulted to a discusion as to what "paragos" means! bwahahahaha! he said he would bring me back to my filipino teachers and i should have failed. sorry..
barn: ano yung paragos?
vj: yung hinihila ng kalabaw
barn: araro?
vj: ano ka ba? iba yun! paragos, yung nilalagayan ng mga
prutas or bigas..
barn: parang kariton pero hinihila imbes na
tinutulak? or parang caravan pero kalabaw ang humihila?
i'm not sure if i got it right.. hahahaha!
dad kumag: SINO KA? ikaw ang babaeng madumi ang buhok na may mahahabang kuko na may twist pa, may bonus na lupa lupa.. pero mabango ang k3p$. SINO AKO? ako ang nagpaplantsa sa buhok mo at gumugupit sa kuko mo.. pero hindi ako ang umaamoy ng k3p$ mo. iyon ay si *****! kilala mo ba sya?!
bwahahahahhahahahahahah!
stitch: Laarni Lopez .. nag aral ka sa MIT .. member ka ng teatro at magaling kang actor .. nagtatrabaho kas sa call center ngayon ..panganay a magkakapatid ..responsible at mabait kang anak
ano ka sakin? .. kapamilya mo ako sa kampai ..ex-gf kita na minahal ko ng sobra pero di tayo nagtagal dahil sa mga problema ko sa sarili ko .. kaibigan pa rin kita at mahal hanggang ngayon..
awww.. :')
josica (TL): ask kita if pwede magpa-aux ng agent.. hahaha!
and i actually replied, "sure! if there are no queues.. " bwahahahahahhaha! memory back! shit! i'm such workaholic bitch!
nini: hirap barn. siguro i'll let you come live with me for a week.. potah isa lang mga karakas natin kaya makikilala mo kung sino ka at ako. heheheh!
i've been meaning to go to her place someday and meet her baby!
ninang: ikaw si hagrid! naihambing sayo ang pangalan na yan dahil sa gulo ng buhok nya at pagkachorva nya.. yung tanong may parte sa puso ko at naging malaking part ng college life ko, isang taong masayahin at mahina ang puso. isang taong mahal ko. yun lang..
awwww... *hugs*
shua: ako yung kaibigan mo tapat at maganda laging nandito para sayo
was forced to answer.. heheheh!
mnf: pg nagka-amnesia ka, sasabihin ko sa yo na asawa mo dati si **** kaya lang naghiwalay kayo dahil kay ***.. at bf mo ngayon si *** hahahaha
ako ang kapatid mo na autistic dati at sanay ka na pinagsisilbihan ako.. oo nga pala, sasabihin ko rin na gustong gusto ni *** pag ikaw ang nagiging mapusok at ikaw ang nag iinitiate ng love making nyo.
TSK! hmpf!
bwahahahahhahahhahaha!
20 November 2007
quotes from ally mc beal
Season 2
Episode: Sideshow
Billy: "I think you have, and always will have, self esteem issues and if you don't get the necessary affirmation from your husband, you might go someplace else to look for it."
Ally: "I'm gaining on happiness and I am going to get there one day."
31 May 2007
sobb
this scene made me sob. i was not able to do that for a long time already. i know how emotional ally mcbeal can make me, but i did not expect that i would be actually sobbing. and i really can't imagine that i would be sobbing because of a nelle porter scene.
Elaine comes to Richard (who is standing next to Nelle) and says they are having a problem with John. She says he's in the unisex and he just keeps dismounting. They all go to the unisex where they find John going round and round on a stall and Georgia stuck on the other side of the room. John doesn't let go until Nelle tells him to. He has built up so much force that he is propelled into the stall in front of him, accidentally flushing the toilet. Nelle tells everyone to get out. She turns and opens a stall door and finds Elaine in it. "Unless you'd like me to do the other shin," Nelle says. "Itchbay," says Elaine. When they are finally alone, Nelle tells John that anger may not be any more attractive on him but it's certainly more exciting. "You made fun of my stuttering and my smile therapy," he says. "You are a mean woman." Nelle says she was an angry woman and a threatened one. John wonders why. "You and Ally connect on a very odd but fundamental level and this notion of waiting for the one person who's all things -- I think I'm afraid that if you do that, I'm not that person," she says. "I don't want children. You do. This inner world thing – I don't share that, and, Barry White? I don't believe in two people interlocking in every way, and this Ally McBeal 'it takes two to make one" nonsense, it just makes me want to vomit." John asks why they are even bothering with each other if they are so different. "I want to be with someone different from me," Nelle says. John says that differences can be fatal. "Why can't two people grow together? Meet somewhere in the middle. I can learn to appreciate some of your likes and vice versa," she says. She asks him to name something he wants her to do and she will work on it. He looks in the mirror and hears Barry White. "Oh, God," Nelle says. "That one's non-negotiable," John says. Nelle says she likes Barry White. John says he needs her to love Barry White. "I'm beginning to love you," Nelle says, "Don't you get that? And every time she comes running to you, it just makes me insecure, that you'll run to her." "I'm not running anywhere," John says, "You gave me a frog. You gave me Barry White. I'm not going anywhere. And, I'm beginning to love you, too." They smile and kiss, then share a very long hug.
cogitated by Laarni Lopez at 01:14
think about: life thoughts, quotations, television
15 March 2007
The Holiday
This movie was recommended by an officemate of mine. Honestly, I don't trust his taste. But when I saw that we have a copy of the movie here at home. What the heck..
And I loved it! I'll watch it again, one time this week before I sleep.
I love the main characters. Although, I'm don't like Jack Black that much, I'm starting to admire his talents and what he can do.
It started off looking like "Love Actually", which I thought the concept was.
"Unrequited Love". I almost said it together with Kate Winslet during the naration of the first part of the movie. Isn't that what love really, actually most of the time is?
Home exchange is a really interesting for me. I hope someday to be able to do it.
The Amanda-Graham love story was what really hooked me deeper into the movie. At first I thought I knew how it would turn out. And at the very scene I was about to say, "I told you so," surprise! Two cute surprises, actually, which made me still guess how it should all turn out.
The Iris-Miles thing looked like a little late but alright I guess. Their situation happens a lot though. Unrequited love. Haay.. I watched this after seeing "Music and Lyrics" and the scene where Miles plays the Iris-melody, is so sweet. Made me wonder, if I were a melody, what would it sound like? It should be somewhere near alternative. It just should be.
I like Amanda's job! Making movie trailers. I think, it's really cool.
I want to have the list Arthur gave Iris. Although, I don't think I would like "Chariots of Fire" as much.
Since I thought Jude Law's role on the movie was like his role in "Alfie". I was thinking, is there a movie that Jude Law played a sex maniac serial killer. I sure would want to see that.
I'm half-Amanda and half-Graham when it comes to crying. Tears well up on my eyes so fast, and also when I'm expected to cry I don't. I just recently observed this. It's very easy for me to cry, over movies, things, music.. But when it's an actual scene in my life, I can't cry a single tear. Is it because I have used up the tears for those types of moment in associating those moments with other things? I just don't want to cry that now, I can't.
I really like the voice over thing going on for Amanda's life and the short trailer like shots.
I'll be watching this again. That's for sure!
Amanda: You know Graham, I just broke up with someone and considering you just showed up and you're insanely good-looking and probably won't remember me anyway... I'm thinking we should have sex... If you want.
Graham: Is that a trick question?
Iris: Because you're hoping you're wrong. And every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it. And every time she comes through and suprises you, she wins you over, and you lose that argument with yourself, that she's not for you.
Miles: Exactly, and on top of that there's the old standby, I can't believe a girl like that would actually be with a guy like me.
Sophie: Daddy, she has more marshmallows than I do.
Graham: No she doesn't, you each have five.
[to Amanda]
Graham: You have five too.
Amanda: Thanks
Iris: I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I've been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms.
Arthur Abbott: Say a man and a woman both need something to sleep in and both go to the same men's pajama department. The man says to the salesman, "I just need bottoms," and the woman says, "I just need a top." They look at each other and that's the 'meet cute.'
Hannah: My god, I've just noticed how pathetic you are.
Iris: Really? I'm *so* aware of it.
Amanda: Sex makes everything more complicated. Even not having it because the not having it makes it complicated.
Amanda: I'm leaving in nine days and that makes this complicated.
Graham: Ok
[they then passionately kiss]
Olivia: Mr. NAPKINHEAD!
cogitated by Laarni Lopez at 07:43
think about: life thoughts, movies, quotations
13 February 2007
how to say i love you

here's a list of how the world says "i love you"..
"i love you" in different languages can be found on the internet.. thanks to google and if you know something you don't see on the list, let me know!
| Afrikaans | Ek is lief vir jou! |
|---|---|
| Albanian | Te dua! |
| Amharic | Afekrishalehou! |
| Arabic | Ohiboke / Nohiboka |
| Armenian | Yes kez si'rumem! |
| Basque | Maite zaitut! |
| Bengali | Ami tomake bahlobashi! |
| Bosnian | Volim te! |
| Bulgarian | Obicham te! |
| Catalan | T'estimo! |
| Creole | Mi aime jou! |
| Croatian | Volim te! |
| Czech | Miluji tev! |
| Danish | Jeg elsker dig! |
| Dutch | Ik hou van je! |
| English | I love you! |
| Esperanto | Mi amas vin! |
| Estonian | Mina armastan sind! |
| Farsi | Tora dost daram! |
| Filipino | Iniibig kita! |
| Finnish | (Mä) rakastan sua! |
| French | Je t'aime! |
| Frisian | Ik hald fan dei! |
| Galician | Querote! |
| German | Ich liebe dich! |
| Greek | S'ayapo! |
| Gujarati | Hoon tane pyar karoochhoon! tane chaahuN chhuN! |
| Hawaiian | Aloha wau ia 'oe! |
| Hebrew | Anee ohev otakh / Anee ohevet otkha / Anee ohev otkha / Anee ohevet otakh |
| Hindi | Mai tumase pyar karata hun / Mai tumase pyar karati hun |
| Hungarian | Szeretlek! |
| Icelandic | Eg elska thig! |
| Indonesian | Saya cinta padamu! |
| Irish | t'a gr'a agam dhuit! |
| Italian | Ti amo! |
| Japanese | Kimi o ai shiteru! |
| Korean | Dangsinul saranghee yo! |
| Latin | Te amo! |
| Latvian | Es tevi milu! |
| Lithuanian | As tave myliu! |
| Malaysian | Saya cintamu! |
| Mandarin | Wo ai ni! |
| Marshallese | Yokwe Yuk! |
| Norwegian | Jeg elsker deg! |
| Polish | Kocham ciebie! |
| Portuguese | Eu te amo! |
| Romanian | Te iubesc! |
| Russian | Ya tyebya lyublyu! |
| Sanskrit | twayi snihyaami |
| Serbian | Volim te! |
| Sesotho | Kiyahurata! |
| Slovak | Lubim ta! |
| Slovenian | Ljubim te! |
| Spanish | Te amo! |
| Swahili | Nakupenda! |
| Swedish | Jag älskar dig! |
| Tagalog | Mahal kita! |
| Thai | Phom rug khun / Chan rug khun |
| Turkish | Seni seviyorum! |
| Ukrainian | Ya tebe kokhayu! |
| Urdu | Main tumse muhabbat karta hoon! |
| Vietnamese | Anh yeu em / Em yeu an |
| Welsh | Rwy'n dy garu di! |
| Yiddish | Kh'hob dikh lib! |
| Zulu | Ngiyakuthanda! |
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15 November 2006
what you missed
a whole chapter of my life..
a part that i sort of want to erase but was able to make me happy.. so, i'm not sure if i regret it or what.
all i can say is i'm sorry. but what does sorry really mean?
Saying you're sorry is called apologizing. When you apologize, you're telling someone that you're sorry for the hurt you caused, even if you didn't do it on purpose. People who are apologizing might also say that they will try to do better. They might promise to fix or replace what was broken or take back a mean thing they said.
How Does It Make You Feel?
When you apologize to someone — and really mean it — it's because you have stopped to think about how the person may have felt because of what you did or said. When you stop to think about the other person's feelings, you begin to feel sorry for your behavior. You might even feel embarrassed or ashamed if you did something that you knew was wrong.
Even if what happened was an accident or you did something you didn't mean to do, you would probably still feel sorry if you knew the other person's feelings were hurt. After apologizing, you might feel a little better (the other person probably will, too). When you apologize in a caring way, you can feel good because you are trying to make things right again.
Does Apologizing Fix Everything?
Saying I'm sorry when you need to is the right thing to do. It does a lot of good. But by itself, it might not be enough to make everything all better again. Sometimes along with an apology, a person needs to fix the mistake or say they will try to do better. Sometimes doing a nice thing for the person after you apologize helps show that you really are sorry and want to be friendly again.
Sometimes a heartfelt "I'm sorry" fixes everything right away. Other times, it might take a while for someone to feel friendly after you apologize. You might need to give the other person some time. Even after you say you're sorry, you might still feel bad about what you said or did — but you can feel good about apologizing and about making up your mind to do better.
When someone apologizes to you, you might not feel like being friendly again right away. Once in a while, if a person doesn't change, you might not want to be friends anymore. You might feel relieved and glad that the other person apologized and admitted being wrong. But if someone keeps behaving in mean ways or does something that keeps hurting, you might not feel the same way anymore. Just because someone apologizes to you doesn't mean you have to be friendly again. That part is up to you.
from www.kidshealth.org
image source10 July 2006
waaah!
while i was searching for monologues for kiki.. i found this.. and it just killed me..
by Emily Picha
I'm better. Had a conference with myself. Just wanted you to know that. I have some questions. If we were able to see eachother more would it make it any better? If we were able to talk on the phone more would it make it okay? If we were able to talk about our lives instead of our feelings in our letters would it make it better? I don't know. I just can't end this. That would make me feel really horrible. But you're going to do what you're going to do. I'm sad and sick and sorry about your letter. And I'm sorry you've been depressed about this, I haven't because I've been ecstatic about the whole concept of you.
But if we stop talking now, what do we do when we see eachother and I have feelings for you still? Can I hug you? Kiss you? Or do I have to act like a saint because we're "friends?"
I guess I'll just deal with it when the time comes. If you want to stop writing you won't touch the keyboard. And I'll fight my hardest trying not to touch mine. I'll erase you from my address book. But you won't be erased from my mind.
I don't understand how you can go from being mooshy and "I want to hold you"-icious to wanting to be platonic. I don't understand how people can just STOP having "feelings" for eachother. That doesn't happen! I can't just install a stop sign in our intersecting lives (oh gee i'm gettin very metaphoric). If you want to come up here the week after school ends the doors are open. If you don't want to be involved then I guess you won't make the trip. I want you to hold me again. I want the chance to have my FIRST kiss. WITH YOU.
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03 July 2006
proof
thanks 4 getting my mind off things. btw, i'l be able to close everything today, and hopefully, you'll be ther with me to open a new chapter. take care din po..
don't be mad, pero di ako nakapagreply kasi i fell asleep, and i appreciate your honesty. there's nothing that would make me happier than to be with you. and only you.
let's keep this between us for now ok? i hope when you read these messages you'll think of me as someone who'll be there for you, i want a new chapter and i want you to be with me.
sent
dude, i just hope you don't get confused on what you really feel and what you really want. You just broke up. You had a number of years shared. I'd be happy to start a new chapter with you, but i can't have anything with you if you're still not certain with what you want. No hard feelings. No strings attached. I've got my own baggage. I'd just want you to be happy.. Promise.
I'm not here to mess up your mind or your feelings.. I'm just here for you.. Whatever you'd want to do with it would be under your discretion.
You promised you'd reply. You didn't. I'm not the type of person who has that much confidence who'd think that another person would appreciate me as i am. I'm taking a risk and so are you. If you're not ready to jump, how much more me. I've been tired of mind games. All i ask for is truth and honesty. Nothing more. I've been hurt a lot of times and sometimes i believe i'm numb. But there's nothing i can do. Maybe i'm just someone you'd appreciate when i'm there, but when i am, there's nothing really different.
ROGER
I should tell you I'm disaster
I forget how to begin it
MIMI
Let's just make this part go faster
I have yet - to be in it
I should tell you
ROGER
I should tell you
MIMI
I should tell you
ROGER
I should tell you
MIMI
I should tell I blew the candle out just to get back in
ROGER
I'd forgotten how to smile until your candle burned my skin
MIMI
I should tell you
ROGER
I should tell you
MIMI
I should tell you
BOTH
I should tell you,
Well here we go
Now we-
MIMI
Oh no
ROGER
I know - this something is, here goes-
MIMI
Here goes
ROGER
Guess so, it's starting to-
Who knows-
MIMI
Who knows
BOTH
Who knows where?
Who goes there?
Who knows?
Here goes?
Trusting desire - starting to learn
Walking through fire without a burn
Clinging - a shoulder a leap begins
Stinging and older, asleep on pins
So here we go now we-
ROGER
Oh no
MIMI
I know
ROGER
Oh no
BOTH
Who knows where - who goes there?
Here goes-
Here goes-
Here goes-
Here goes-
Here goes-
Here goes-
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cogitated by Laarni Lopez at 22:25
think about: life thoughts, quotations, songs
05 November 2004
from beng...

much again has happened and though a little late and a few understandable typo errors, beng have this very refreshing theory.
Thanks, beng! aylabsyah!
ANOTHER OF BHENGS THEORY (sfx :mad laughter pls and thunder!!)
Message: we all think and accepted the fact that people
make mistakes,,, and before i used to tell my
self that in order to survive the dangerous and
mossy jungle of human relationship, one must
learn to admit that sometimes we are the
mistakes that people who became dear to us
commit.and it takes gutts to admit that in you
hangs a placard that tells the whole world that
hey world!! i am his/her mistake!!! crucify me!!
but now i defy that former theory of mine,,,
this time i came to realize that we actually do
not commit mistakes.. the term mistake and if i
may suggest thenn i consider it politically
wrong... hehehe... kidding aside... we dont make
mistakes,,, we make choices... again i say not
mistakes... the term mistake is determined
whether by set of standards rules and anwer
keys,,, but come to think of it.. in life there
are no definite standards on how to one is
supposed to be running his/her life. wat hurts
us and what makes us sad or makes us feel
uncomfortable and anything in between makes us
think that its because of that mistake,,. but
no... its called consequences, end result end
product that one must have to face. why? because
its a choice that you made maybe alone or with
another... but never a mistake... its a choice.
so why burden yourself thinking about mistakes
that would eventually eat you and consume you?
and why did we ever thought of that?? hehehhe
anyone whose braincells and neurons agree with me
or anyone was led astray by this feel free to
send me a message or post something that would
either atest or defy this. warning..this just one
of my few and occassional theories.. and lets all
be guiged,, ladies and gentlemen... that theories
reamin to be true until proven wrong... ciao!!!
from Ms. Dannie-Bie D. Beltran
09 August 2004
missing stuff
I haven't been properly blogging for quite some time now and I also promised to give this site an overhaul but failed to do it.. busy? maybe? but then again being busy has always been my excuse for a lot of things and as I recently formulated, you can just call yourself busy once you no longer have tie for sleep but as long as you can give yourself some shut eye, you're not busy, so what's my excuse? acedia?
If you love a song, love it enough for it to accompany you throughout the different stages of your life, then any specific memory is rubbed away by use.
My previous entries were just lyrics of songs.. songs I like.. trigging not memories but emotions. Stuff I wanted to write about but don't have the gutts to. Why? Because again of the monster inside my head. One day I'll find time in explaining those songs because they do have meaning to me.. not memories, but meaning. My friend was able to make a CD for me with the songs I listed down for her. I wrote 30+ but of course she was only able to include 19 or 18. Maybe I'll start now with my favorite lines.
My Immortal - Evanescence
There's just too much that time cannot erase
The Reason - Hoobastank
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
Breakdown - Mariah Carey
Do you hold on in vain
As they just slip away
Rainbow - South Border
Sometimes we never could understand
Why some things begin then just end
Torn - Natalie Imbruglia
I should've seen just what was there and not some holy light
This Love - Maroon 5
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
If You're Not the One - Daniel Bedingfield
I hope I love you all my life
Lately - Stevie Wonder
But what I really feel my eyes won’t let me hide

The Gift - Jim Brickman & Susan Ashton
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
Grow Old with You - Adam Sandler
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
More than Words - Extreme
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Just Like a Pill - Pink
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
To Where You Are - Josh Groban
Fly me up to where you are beyond a distant star
Kailangan Kita - Gary Valenciano
Kailangan kita, ngayon at kailanman
Four Seasons of Loneliness - Boyz II Men
Until you release me I’m bound under ball and chain
Unwell - Matchbox 20
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
She's Out of My Life - 98 Degrees
And I've learned that love won't wait, won't wait
Now I've learned love needs expression
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t
Coming
Wherever You will Go - The Calling
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
Hah! need some sleep!
cogitated by Laarni Lopez at 06:58
think about: life thoughts, quotations, songs
05 July 2004
lines from lilo and stitch: haaay..

Lilo: Oh good! My dog found the chainsaw!
Stitch: [While using a VW Beetle to defend himself against attackers] Blue punch buggy... no punch-back!
Stitch: This is my family. I found it, all on my own. It's little, and broken, but still good. Yeah, still good.
Lilo: Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten.
Lilo: [explaining the death of her parents to Stitch] It was raining, and they went for a drive. What happened to yours? I hear you crying at night. Are you thinking about them? I know that's why you wreck things, and push me.
Lilo: I'm sorry I bit you... and pulled your hair... and punched you in the face...
Lilo: [creating voodoo dolls of her playmates] My friends need to be punished.
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: Thus far, you have been adrift in the sheltered harbor of my patience.
Pleakley: Oh great! He's loose!
Jumba: His destructive programming is taking effect. He'll be irresistibly drawn to large cities where he'll back up plumbing, reverse street signs, and steal everyone's left shoe.
Stitch: Aloha!
Gantu: Ah! You're vile; you're foul; you're flawed!
Stitch: Also cute and fluffy!
Nani: Lilo! There you are, "Honey Face!" This is Mr..."Bubbles."
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: Nice to meet you.
Lilo: Your knuckles say "cobra"..."Cobra Bubbles"... you don't... *look* like a social worker.
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: I'm a special classification.
Lilo: Did you ever kill anyone?
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: We're getting off the subject. Let's talk about you. Are you... happy?
Lilo: I'm adjusted.
[Repeats what Nani is signing to her behind Bubbles' back]
Lilo: I eat four food groups and look both ways befroe crossing the street... and take long naps... and get disciplined?
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: "Disciplined?"
Lilo: Yeah! She disciplines me real good. Sometimes fives times a day! With bricks!

Mr. Cobra Bubbles: "Bricks?"
Lilo: Uh huh... in a pillow case...
Nani: I think it's a koala, an evil koala.
Jumba: WHAT? after all you put me through, you expect me to help you just like that? JUST LIKE THAT?
Stitch: [alien language] Ih.
Jumba: Fine!
Pleakley: "Fine"? You're doing what he says?
Jumba: He's very persuasive!
Lilo: Leave me alone to diiiiie.
Hula Teacher: Lilo, why are you all wet?
Lilo: It's sandwich day. Every Thursday I take Pudge the fish a peanut butter sandwich...
Hula Teacher: "Pudge" is a fish?
Lilo: And today we were out of peanut butter. So I asked my sister what to give him, and she said "a tuna sandwich". I can't give Pudge tuna.
[whispering]
Lilo: Do you know what tuna IS?
Hula Teacher: Fish?
Lilo: [hysterical] It's fish. If I gave Pudge tuna, I'd be an abomination. I'm late because I had to go to the store and get peanut butter 'cause all we have is... is... Stinkin' tuna.
Hula Teacher: Lilo, Lilo, why is this so important?
Lilo: [calm] Pudge controls the weather.
Captain Gantu: Abomination!
Stitch: Stupid-head!
Stitch: Poocha Chubugga Oom Chickee! Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!
Lilo: Our family's little now, and we don't have many toys... But if you want, you could be a part of it. You could be our baby, and we'd raise you to be good.Jumba: Come on, what's the big deal?
Stitch: [in alien language] Oongatish mista!
Jumba: I'll put you back together again... I'll make you taller, and not so fluffy!
[whips plates at Stitch, frisbee style]
Stitch: I like fluffy!
[after there is a ring of holes around Stitch]
Stitch: [in alien language] Ah, Pooama Chicky!
Jumba: Ach! Leave my mother out of this!
Nani: I shouldn't have yelled at you...
Lilo: We're sisters... It's our job.
Nani: Yeah, well, from now on...
Lilo: I like you better as a sister than a mom.
Nani: Yeah?
Lilo: And you like me better as a sister than a rabbit, right?
Lilo: A falling star... I call it!... Get out, get out! I have to make a wish!
[Pushes Nani out of her room]
Lilo: Can't you go any faster?
Nani: Oh no! Gravity is increasing on me!
[Nani begins to fall on Lilo]
Lilo: No, it's not!
Nani: Is too, Lilo; the same thing happened yesterday.
Lilo: You rotten sister, your butt is crushing me! Why do you act so wierd?
Rescue Lady: Oh yes, mmhmm, all of our dogs are adoptable
[Lilo walks in with Stitch]
Rescue Lady: Except that one!
Nani: What is that thing?
Rescue Lady: A dog, I think... But it was dead this morning...
Nani: It was dead this morning?
Rescue Lady: Well we thought it was dead, it was hit by a truck!
Lilo: [Sitting at a table with Stitch] David! I got a new dog!
David: Auwe... You sure it's a dog?
Lilo: Uh huh... He used to be a collie before he got ran over.
Lilo: Did you lose your job because of Stitch and me?
Nani: Nah... the manager's a vampire and he wanted me to join his legion of the undead.
Lilo: I knew it!
Nani: Did you catch fire again?
David: No just the stage.
Lilo: Don't worry. She likes your butt and fancy hair. I know. I read her diary.David: She thinks it's fancy?
Lilo: Did you ever... kill anyone?
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: We're getting off-subject here.
Lilo: Elvis Presley was a model citizen. I've compiled a list of his traits for you to practice. Number one... is dancing!
Jumba: So, tell me, my little one-eyed one... on what poor, pitiful, defenseless planet has my "monstrosity" been unleashed?
Grand Councilwoman: What if our military forces just landed there?
Pleakley: Well that'll be a BAD IDEA! These are extremely simple creatures miss. Landing there would create mass mayhem and planet wide panic!
Rescue lady: You have to think of a name for him.
Lilo: His name is..."Stitch."
Rescue lady: Now that's not a real name...
[Nani gesturing "NO"]
Rescue lady: ...in Iceland. But here it's a good name! "Stitch" it is.
Stitch: Aloha!
Grand Councilwoman: How do you plead?
Jumba: Not guilty! My experiments are only theoretical, and completely within legal boundaries.
Grand Councilwoman: We believe you actually... created something.
Jumba: "Created something?" Hah! But that would be irresponsible and unethical. I would never, ever...
[Stitch is revealed]
Jumba: ...make... more than one.
Nani: You are so finished when I get in there! I'm gonna stuff you in the blender, push "puree," then bake you into a pie and feed it to the social worker! And when he says, "Mmmm, this is great, what's your secret?" I'm gonna say...
[Looks up, notices Cobra Bubbles]
Nani: ..."Love... and... nurturing..."
Grand Councilwoman: What is that monstrousity?
Jumba: Monstrousity? What you see before you is the beginning of a new species. I call it Experiment 626. It is fire-proof, bullet-proof, and can think faster than super computer. It can see in the dark, and lift objects three thousand times its size. It's only instinct... to destroy everything it touches! Ha ha ha ha!

Grand Councilwoman: So it IS a monster.
Jumba: Just a little one.
David: [to Stitch] So you're from outer space? I hear the surfing is choice.
Captain Gantu: Place that idiot scientist under arrest!
Jumba: I prefer to be called "Evil Genius!"
Grand Councilwoman: Are they intelligent?
Pleakley: No. But they're very delicate. In fact, every time an asteroid strikes their planet, they have to begin life all over.
Nani: Oh, you are such a pain.
Lilo: Then why don't you sell me an' buy a rabbit instead?
Nani: At least a rabbit would behave better than you!
Lilo: Good! Then you'll be happy cuz it'll be smarter than me too!
Nani: And quieter!
Lilo: You'll like it cuz it's stinky like you!
[Lilo slam her bedroom door]
Nani: Go to your room!
Lilo: I'm already in my room!
Pleakley: Oh, can't complain, Mom. I'm camping out here with a convicted criminal. And, uh, oh; I had my head chewed on by a monster!
[meeting the social worker after unknowingly damaging his car]
Nani: You must be...
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: The "stupidhead."
Nani: Oh. Ohhhh! Listen, I am really sorry about that, and if I had known who you were, of course I would never ever... I can pay for that.
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: It's a rental. Are you the guardian in question?
Nani: Yes, I'm Nani, nice to meet you Mr...
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: Bubbles.
Nani: Mr. "Bubbles?" That's a strange...
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: Yes I know. Are you going to invite me in, "Nani?"
[Stitch is running away]
Lilo: "Ohana" means "family." "Family" means "no one gets left behind." But if you want to leave, you can. I'll remember you though.
[looking at her picture of her dead parents]
Lilo: I remember everyone that leaves.
Jumba: Yes, that's it; come quietly.
Stitch: W-... wa-... waiting.
Jumba: For what?
Stitch: Family.
Lilo: You know, you wreck everything you touch. Why don't you try and make something for a change?[Stitch starts building a city out of what he finds in Lilos room]
Lilo: Wow. San Francisco.
[Stitch begins to destroy the city like the monster in "Eath vs. the Spider", picking up a toy car]
Stitch: [As car passengers] "Eeeeeek! Save me!"
Lilo: No more caffeine for you.
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: [to Lilo] Aliens are all about rules.
Grand Councilwoman: You look familiar...
Mr. Cobra Bubbles: CIA. Roswell. 1973
Grand Councilwoman: Ah yes. You had hair then.
Nani: You smell like a lawn mower.
Lilo: This is your badness level. It's unusually high for someone your size.
[Stitch and Jumba are tossing a jammed up gun back and forth]
Stitch: Merry Christmas.
Jumba: It's not Christmas.

Stitch: Happy Channukah!
Jumba: One potato...
Stitch: ...two potato...
Jumba: ...three potato...
Stitch: ...four...
Jumba: ...five potato...
Stitch: ...six potato...
Jumba: ...seven potato, more...
Stitch: ...and...
Jumba: ...my...
Stitch: ...mother...
Jumba: ...told...
Stitch: ...me...
Jumba: ...you...
Stitch: ...are...
Jumba: ...it. I win!
Lilo: You came back.
Stitch: "Nobody gets left behind."
Nani: ...something that won't die. Something... sturdy... you know?
Lilo: Like a lobster!
Nani: Lilo, you lolo! Do we have a lobster door? No! We have a dog door! We are getting a dog!
Lilo: We're leaving Stitch?
Pleakley: Trust me, this is NOT going to end well!
Alien: Confirmed, he's taken a police cruiser.
Second Alien: He, uh, he took the red one.
Nani: Now talk! I know you can.
Stitch: Ok, ok.
[Nani freaks and smacks him down with a tree branch]
Lilo: Don't leave me, ok?
Stitch: Ok.
Pleakley: Look! A mosquito has chosen me as her perch. She's so beautiful. There's another one, and another. It's a whole flock. They like me. They're nuzzling my flesh with their noses. Now they're... they're... Aaaaaaaah!
Captain Gantu: Aw. Uncomfortable? Good! The council has sentenced you to exile on a deserted asteroid. So relax, enjoy the trip... and don't get any ideas. These guns are linked to your genetic signature. They won't shoot anyone but you.
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23 June 2004
the second coming of age

what is it like to undergo quarter life crisis? it's just that i seem to put myself in an imaginary crisis everyday that i'm really not sure whether i'm having the quarter-life one.. heheheh!
hah! this one is neat!
unknown, i tip some gin for you...
by unknown
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.
You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.
You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not. You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while wining the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
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06 June 2004
memory card entry..

Denise: Just so you know, judging from my little experience, I kind of believe in fate. It just works in really fucked up ways sometimes.
Angel: There is fate, but it only takes you so far, because once you're there its up to you to make it happen.
quotes from the movie, "Can't Hardly Wait".
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yeah, right...

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
Once you have loved,
you will always love...
For what's in your mind may escape
but what's in your heart will remain forever...
The worst way to miss someone
is to be sitting right beside them
knowing you can't have them.....
hope you would understand...
Find time to realize
that there is one person
who means so much to you,
for you might wake up one morning
losing that person
whom you thought meant nothing to you...
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in your dreams!
26 Things That A
Perfect Guy Would Do
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.
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02 June 2004
i really hate you!!

waaah! i hate you..
I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick --
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh --
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way
I don't hate you --
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
i hate you!! waaah!
quoted from the movie, 10 Things I Hate About You
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a knight's tale

It is strange to think i have not seen you in a month.
i've seen your beauty but i have not seen you.
i have seen sunsets and sunrises but nothing quite like your beauty.
The pieces of my broken heart are so small they can be passed through the eye of a needle.
I miss you like the sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter.
Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to.
I next compete in the city of Paris. I will find it empty and in the winter if you are not there.
Hope guides me. It is what gets me through the day, and especailly the night.
The hope that after you are gone from my sight it will not be the last time I look upon you.
With all the love that I possess, I remain yours.
The Knight of your heart
i really think this movie is so cool. i'm not sure, but this might be the first heath ledger movie i've seen. i really find this letter so sweet and so sincere, well, for those who contributed to the lines... haaay...
from the movie, "A Knight's Tale"
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