my song..

Unfaitful
Rihanna

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

i love you. goodbye.

this was the content of the note Larry left Ally..
this is like something we both have right now..
i can't fight anymore. it's not that i'm tired.. but it's just the way to be. stop and walk away.
my one reason to stay doesn't suffice anymore.. in fact, i think this was the reason i was looking for to leave.

so i guess, this is it. for once and for all.. i love you. good bye.

back from hiatus

haay.. a lot of things already happened.. and it has been just about a little more than a month..

wanted to play key words.. but that would really take a very long time.. and i really think the key words won't suffice..

okay.. i can't help it..

friends summer emotion love life

bwahahahahah! how general can i get?!

it's good to be back on line!

try to walk away and i stumble

and when i thought i was waiting in vain. when i was a day close to settling everything.. there he goes.

his message was so insecure. i'm not really expecting that from him. i always thought he was so certain that i would not walk away..

so, i stumbled.

eytsphee~

sobb

this scene made me sob. i was not able to do that for a long time already. i know how emotional ally mcbeal can make me, but i did not expect that i would be actually sobbing. and i really can't imagine that i would be sobbing because of a nelle porter scene.

Elaine comes to Richard (who is standing next to Nelle) and says they are having a problem with John. She says he's in the unisex and he just keeps dismounting. They all go to the unisex where they find John going round and round on a stall and Georgia stuck on the other side of the room. John doesn't let go until Nelle tells him to. He has built up so much force that he is propelled into the stall in front of him, accidentally flushing the toilet. Nelle tells everyone to get out. She turns and opens a stall door and finds Elaine in it. "Unless you'd like me to do the other shin," Nelle says. "Itchbay," says Elaine. When they are finally alone, Nelle tells John that anger may not be any more attractive on him but it's certainly more exciting. "You made fun of my stuttering and my smile therapy," he says. "You are a mean woman." Nelle says she was an angry woman and a threatened one. John wonders why. "You and Ally connect on a very odd but fundamental level and this notion of waiting for the one person who's all things -- I think I'm afraid that if you do that, I'm not that person," she says. "I don't want children. You do. This inner world thing – I don't share that, and, Barry White? I don't believe in two people interlocking in every way, and this Ally McBeal 'it takes two to make one" nonsense, it just makes me want to vomit." John asks why they are even bothering with each other if they are so different. "I want to be with someone different from me," Nelle says. John says that differences can be fatal. "Why can't two people grow together? Meet somewhere in the middle. I can learn to appreciate some of your likes and vice versa," she says. She asks him to name something he wants her to do and she will work on it. He looks in the mirror and hears Barry White. "Oh, God," Nelle says. "That one's non-negotiable," John says. Nelle says she likes Barry White. John says he needs her to love Barry White. "I'm beginning to love you," Nelle says, "Don't you get that? And every time she comes running to you, it just makes me insecure, that you'll run to her." "I'm not running anywhere," John says, "You gave me a frog. You gave me Barry White. I'm not going anywhere. And, I'm beginning to love you, too." They smile and kiss, then share a very long hug.

http://allymcbeal.tktv.net/

i try - macy gray

I Try

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I belive that fate has brought us here
And we should be together babe
But were not
I play it off, but Im dreaming of you
And Ill try to keep my cool, but Im feenin

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

I may appear to be free
But Im just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but Im dreaming of you
And Ill try to keep my cool, but Im feenin

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I cant deny
Deny

I play it off, but Im dreaming of you
(but Im dreaming of you babe)
And Ill keep my cool, but Im feenin

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near aahh)
Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, its clear (say it lord)
My world crumbles when you are not here

Goodbye and I choke (Im choking)
I try to walk away and I stumbe
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near, yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah..

You're the First, the Last, My Everything - Barry White

We got it together, didn't we?
Nobody but you and me.
We got it together, baby.

My first, my last, my everything,
And the answer to all my dreams.
You're my sun, my moon, my guiding star.
My kind of wonderful, that's what you are.

I know there's only, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two.
You're, you're all I'm living for
Your love I'll keep for evermore.
You're the first, my last, my everything.

In you I've found so many things,
A love so new, only you could bring.
Can't you see if you,
You'll make me feel this way,
You're like a first morning dew on a brand new day.

I see so many ways that I can love you,
'Till the day I die....
You're my reality, yet I'm lost in a dream.
You're my first, my last, my everything.

[instrumental]

I know there's only one, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two.
Girl, you're my reality.
But I'm lost in a dream,
You're the first, you're the last, my everything.

out of reach

my new favorite song.. i think. it's really applicable to most of them and it has little hope in the last line. i could really use that hope.

Knew the signs wasn't right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

Chorus
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Verse 2
Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

Chorus
But I'm
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Bridge
So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You'll be out of my mind
I'll be over you

Chorus
And know I'm
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be
Out of reach, so far,
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me

news beats

puerto gallera

end of the race - lost

road trip

batangas

frustration, realization and good bye?

open ended

playing with fire

looking at the future

asthma

almost car accident - wanting to end this

removing isp

random thoughts

no order, no time line

sleepy with head ache

want to sleep but can't

got first pay out

waiting in vain

making someone wait.. in vain

thinking

sorting things out

needs time

a lot of time

a year or two

but already acting on it

dangerous

hurting someone

mind games

over it

funny

laughter

smile

behind this smile is everything you will never understand

expect the worst, but don't expect

nanoplex split

can't breathe

a-z list

head ache

"lokohan"

emotions

this actually took about 10 minutes..

pathetic

Paano Kita Iibigin - Full Trailer

Last Sunday I was able to catch the full trailer of the much awaited movie here in the Philippines. The team up of Regine Velasquez and Piolo Pascual.
As I watch the trailer, it's not as typical as I thought it would be.. and I actually appreciate its difference.
I really like it when things are not running smoothly or it's not all happy.
As much as the trailer would show, I really loved Piolo's lines. When Regine asked if he already loves her, he said, "I'm getting there." And when things get rough and Regine asks for confirmation or assurance of his love, he said, "I never got there." Winner!!
I would really love to see this movie. It has been a long time since I anticipated a Filipino movie. I can't even remember the last one.
This would be showing on theaters on May 30. I hope I would get to see this with my special someone.. hehehehe!

my gapan weekend

this actually was supposed to be a bataan/puerto gallera weekend with our team. then, it was supposed to be a baguio weekend. and as it turned out, it became a gapan weekend. and i really had a wonderful time.

it was really frustrating for him to not be able to pursue the baguio plan, but of course, he chose to be a good son. i know that would be really sad to bear alone, so, i'd rather spend time with him. the baguio trip was really not that appealing without him.

it's ate kriz's birthday. and since she's out of the country, the celebration was not that visible. i really feel bad of not being able to go and bid her good bye.

of course, it didn't start of good, tope was there though to entertain me. hehehe! he's really so cute. haaay.. i just hope when and if i get to have a child it would be as cute as he is.

then i get to get some sleep. i wasn't able to sleep on the way there. vin diesel movies were playing and it was hard not to watch.

then, the usual brawl. hehehe!

we were craving for pizza hut's new pizza. unfortunately there was no pizza hut nearby. i really wanted to watch spiderman 3 with him and it's a good thing there was a nearby cinema, it was not imax but that's alright. so, when we learned that we were no longer going house to house, we grabbed the chance to go and do these things.

we settled for greenwich since it was the only pizza restaurant there. then we ate it inside the theater while watching spiderman3!

i then realized that he's really a good buddy in watching movies. like me, he doesn't talk much if not needed and we'd react at the same things at the same time. we made fun even at the same things and get annoyed with the other people watching the film. we even forced ourselves to finish the pizza before the actual movie started. i don't really like eating while watching the movie. but of course, each other's presence was not really ignored.

we're still full when we got home. so, we didn't have dinner anymore. then, after much deliberation, we decided to have a late snack. we had lugaw etc. then, went to bed.

it was actually nice seeing his friends again. i really do get entertained and i won't stop laughing without really making fun of them or being rude. and, i know our set up was really weird for them, but i guess, they learned to accept things. i just hope they don't pity me that much. heheheh!

i woke up really early the next day because kuya hart was constantly reminding us that we would need to go to church. so, i went ahead and took a bath and all. but of course, it was already too late for us to join the mass because it was already finished and they were almost still in bed.

it was nice seing sandy again. he's working everyday that's why he wasn't able to go with them that much. i missed his laugh.

back to work. we again went house to house. it was really exhausting and the scorching heat is not really helpful.

we were holding hands more often now. not that i'm complaining. i just need to stop thinking.

we went back just in time for lunch. i was starting to get really sleepy already. unfortunately, there's no place to sleep since the big guys were inside the room watching a boxing match.

good thing.. there was some power failure.. and since it was a relatively small room for about 6 big guys, it would be very hot. so, with what was left with the air conditioned room, we went inside and lied down. and just as i expected, after a couple of minutes, the power went back up. but they were already satisfied in watching the boxing match outside, so we stayed inside with kuya hart and watched the rest of the match.. and we caught the full trailer of regine and piolo's new movie.

i was really sleepy and i really want to sleep.. but his friends went to the "mall" and was texting him that they were playing bingo.

it was kinda exciting and fun, but we're both not much into gambling so we got tired about after a set or two. we spent about, a hundred bucks for the both of us already. of course we didn't win. we both declared to be unlucky with these sort of things.

i thought of something, too bad i voiced it out during the last game already. but it made us survive the rest of the game. whoever gets a number, would snap at the other. i was on a winning streak! he was able to snap back at me twice only i think.. and thanks to kiki's training, the back of his hand was really red already.. heheheh! liked it a lot..

then, we went around the mall.. they saw a studio and we went and had our pictures taken. we didn't really need to twist any arm to be able to get copies of both shots. hehehehe!

when we got back to the kubo.. they had merienda and a few chit chat.. i love the rocking chair scene..

we tried to get some nap. but with all that fun and energy, how can anyone sleep i was practicaly laughing my head off whenever i try to get some shut eye, they would be able to conjure something up that you just can't resist but react. but since i was really tired and really sleepy i managed to get some shut eye. but for just about 5 to 10 minutes, i guess.

until, the big guys came back.. a little drunk.. but i guess, that's alright. i still was stealing a few shut eyes.. then, it was dinner time, and time to get the party started.

of course, they would need to take a bath and prepare.. so, it was another chance for me to sleep. but it was really hard. i think i wasn't able to get at least two minutes of shut eye.

there were a couple of revelations.. but i guess, i would just need to choose which would affect me or not. the boy friend.. the proposal..

he again asked me what song i want him to sing.. i can't remember the songs i once had someone else sang for me. but i think it would be rude to ask him to sing those songs too.. he was never really able to finish any song for me. this time i asked him to sing, "alipin" by shamrock. i was the one who actually finished the song for him..

we sang a lot of songs that night. and it was really nice. everything went well. until of course the next morning. it would really be hard not to annoy him.. but i guess that was normal and i understand where it was coming from.

i practicaly ate and ran. but that's alright, i guess. i don't want to be on the way when they start to go on with the campaign. how funny and awkward it seemed when i called his mom and dad, tita and tito respectively, when i'm more comfortable calling them mommy and daddy. i was just a little scared of what their reactions would be. i was not able to say good bye to the okamas. but i think they would understand.

of course, i would again not receive any messages from him after this. i know it seems like that we're only a couple when we're physically together. it's sad, it's hard, but i'm still happy.. we're both still happy. and i know it would be wrong to say that we don't have a choice. so, i'm not saying that. most of the times, it's just ...

Lips of An Angel - Hinder

* i just heard this song over the radio.. i downloaded the song.. i've been listening to it for quite some time now.. i really like it's sound or melody or however you call it.. i can't help but sing along with the lyrics.. but i didn't really understand the whole song.. until now that i read the lyrics. i'm not sure if i like it less now. it's just plain not right. sad, but i do think these things happen. and it's really sad.. i should know.*

Lips of an Angel
Hinder

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

Can You Name 13 of Your Classmates in High School

Can you name 13 of ur classmates in high school that u can think of right off the top of your head.

1. beng
2. menan
3. pol
4. al
5. percival
6. cza
7. dyan
8. len
9. sarah
10. angela
11. anna
12. philip
13. mai

How did you meet 10?
we met in fifth grade.. i can't really remember the first sight.

What would you do if you had never met 1?
i would think i'm so weird and so different.

What would you do if 6 and 2 date?
sasabunutan ko si number 6.. but i don't think she would do that. she's my best friend.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
i can't remember.. on stage, yes.

Do you think 10 is cute?
in her own way

How did you get to know 8?
classmates since elementary..

Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
friendly date of course..

What's 7's Favorite color?
purple! if i remember it right.. hehehe!

What would you do if 5 confessed he/she loved you?
waaaahh!!! i did too! bwahahahah!

Fact about 9:
she's the eldest and the only girl in the family.. tama ba?!

Who is 4 going out with?
some girl he met in college.. in their theater org i believe.

what is number 5 to you?
my first kiss

Would you ever live with 13?
share the same house.. sure! why not? we'll have lots of fun!

Is 2 single?
I'm not really sure right now.. last time i checked he's not.

Where does 7 live?
in lolomboy.. i would know how to get there, but i don't know the address.

What do you think about 3?
so much fun to be with

What's the best thing about number 8?
sincere

What do you like about number 11?
frank and sweet

Favorite Memory with 1?
waaah!! too many to mention! i can't pick one. maybe, the oldest i can think of.. would be either that long hours over the phone or watching "While You Were Sleeping"..

TL Pleakley

i'm really having a hard time getting along with chinky-eyed pleakley.

do you know Agent Pleakley of Lilo and Stitch? He/She looks like this...


and i actually like Pleakley. So, imagine Pleakley with two eyes and they're chinky.. that's him/her!!!

** forgive me, for my safety i need to conceal his/her identity.

a friend of mine calls him/her "mongoloid". not that she (my friend) has anything against mongoloids. he/she does sometimes look like one.

we were actually in good terms before. it all started when he/she showed me that he/she doesn't have a heart. that he/she would do everything to get to the top of his/her career. he/she actually showed it already to one of his/her friends. how much more to me?! but the thing is, taking care of my welfare is his/her job. but i guess, he/she is thinking so much about his/her promotion that the takes care of the bosses instead. he/she is like a robot. it looks like he/she can't think on his/her own. i guess, that's how he/she wants to live his/her life. i just hope and pray that i won't be the first to snap. but it's like a familiar place already. it's like i've been in this situation before but i can't really remember what happened. maybe it went to my auto-delete files, but left the lesson to be learned.

keep your cool..

the funny thing is.. no one can really tell if i'm angry or not. if i'm just having fun or i'm already serious. it's like i'm in Anger Management where everyone would act like i'm already too mad or overacting and already really really angry. but i'm 100% sure they are not paid to act like that.. :-( i'm starting to think that i really do have anger management problems. or don't they just know me?!

oh, well, as long as i keep my cool i guess i'm okay.. i just wish my brains or my mouth is faster than my fist.
haay..

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix Trailer

at last the official trailer of the next Harry Potter movie. I caan't wait to see this one although the previous couple of movies were disapoointing.. i'm still having hope.. heheheh!
but it's book 7 i can hardly wait more!

barniebie

growing up, i never really experienced a sense of having a best friend. a real best friend. with every sense of the word.

good thing, i eventually did and somehow even those relationships end a new one would come in and if not, i'm alright with that since i've experienced the real version of it already, though in different forms and personalities, but at least i know what it's like.

when i started to have that sense of searching for one, i didn't find it easy.. my definition of a good one has very high standards that when i started calling someone as my best friend for the first time, i was so attached but the relationship barely met my standards, but we were eleven year olds then, so, what should i really know, right? i was just happy to be able to have someone to call my best friend. then, we grew apart and never noticed i was having a best friend in another person and the cycle went on and on, that to this point i'm no longer certain how to define in words the essence of being in a best friend relationship. i may not really have one right one, but like i've said, i'm glad to have had it.

so, the other day, i came across one of the best friends i ever had, we did grew apart and eventually just let everything go but still cherish the memories we shared good or bad, we're not exactly best friends again but you know those kindred spirits, you have a rare spiritual link that is very special and you can't quite explain, and she came up with this thought, and i came up with this thought.

we sought for a peaceful box we can call home.. as crappy as it may sound, we both liked the idea, thus, casa barniebie came to be! bwahahahahaha!

last request - paolo nutini

Last Request
Paolo Nutini

Slow down, lie down
Remember it's just you and me
Don't sell out, bow out
Remember how this used to be
I just want you to know something, is that alright?
Baby let's get closer, tonight

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

I've found that I'm bound to wander down that long way road, ohhh
And I realise all about your lies,
But I'm no wiser than the fool that I was before.
I just want you to know something, is that alright?
Baby let's get closer, tonight.

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

Baby, baby, baby
Tell me how can, how can this be wrong?

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

ooohhhh wohhhhohhh, yeah
Lay down beside me
One last time let's go there,
Lay down beside me.

thinking about it

it has been quite sometime since i had a "lif thought" entry here.. maybe because i've been trying to run away from my own thoughts lately.

why? i'm not really sure. maybe because there are actions needed to be done in lieu with those thoughts and i can't muster up the courage to do them yet. just when i told myself i can..

little by little i would again entertain the thought and would just look at where fate would lead me.

one thing is clear though, as much as it's very hard to not to, i no longer want to shed tears.

my head is constantly hurting just because of fighting back tears.

weird how, i have so many friends and i don't have anyone that i can think of that would understand..

beautiful liar

i have never done a music video review before.. but this one really made me start.
beyonce knowles featuring shakira in beautiful liar.. wow!
the bones in their bodies are unimaginable.. it's a different level of belly dancing! wow!

Ouran High School Host Club

I'm officially hooked!

I have been searching for more romantic comedy animes. And the first good suggestion I got was Ouran High School Host Club and I checked it out in Wikipedia. I read the plot. I don't mind spoilers that much because I always thought that won't be enough. So, sometimes I welcome them. After reading the plot section, it got me soooo curious that I went to YouTube to check out some episodes...

I was laughing! And I had to start the next episode! And I was humming to the openning song! Bwahahhaah! I really liked it! The art work is good.. the characters are not boring at all! The boys are sooo cute.. hehehehe! It is a very interesting series.

A girl, mistaken to be a guy needs to maintain the image that she's a guy to pay off her debt from these obnoxious but cute and sweet rich guys by being a male host!! Whew! This only has 26 episodes so, I think I would be able to finish watching all epsiodes this weekend. Or atleast having a copy of it. ; )

This sure fast is turning out to be a favorite!

Manila Hostage-Taking

As usual, I was not aware when this was happening because I was sleeping. When I arrived at work, some of my officemates are talking about it and I heard it on the radio on my way home (the only time during the day that I listen to the radio).

Here's the story, or pretty much as I understood it.

56-year-old Jun Ducat is a Day Care Center owner who prepared or had a Field Trip for 32 5-to-6-year-old children
and two teachers, who go to his Day Care Center. When they all boarded the bus, that morning of March 28, Ducat instructed the driver to go to Manila City Hall.

They stopped the bus at Liwasang Bonifacio I think, and taped a sheet of paper to the bus's windshield that said they were holding 32 children and two teachers hostage, and were carrying two grenades, an Uzi assault rifle and a .45-calibre firearm. People started to notice, until the police took notice of it too, and boom.. the negotiation started, the candidates for the coming elections sort of joined in, and a whole lot of media. And once again, the Philippines was on world news. Tsk, tsk, tsk!

The hostage-taking lasted for about 10-hours. Ducat was already known for doing such stunts. He said he took the children hostage to bring attention to the need for better education, health care and housing for poor children and an end to corruption. He also wanted people to hold a vigil outside the bus, which they did. Hah!

He sort of promised that no one would be hurt.. and no one did. It still is scary! I fear for the lives of the children on the bus. What if things didn't turn out as planned and by accident, something bad would happen.. then, that would be a tragedy.

The children seem to not mind since Ducat was sort of kind to them and bought them ice cream for lunch.

The parents of the children would not press any charges because they think that Ducat's intentions were good. Okay, that could be right.. but he's doing it the wrong way. Holding very young children on hostage would not make the world a better place. Haaay...

Oh! Well.. I guess we should just be happy that nothing bad happened and hope and pray that nothing like this would follow just because they think it's alright because the parents think Ducat should be set free. Haay..

Here's a bit I got from trusty YouTube.

celebrity wardrobe malfunction

i have compiled a couple of celebrity wardrobe malfunctions.. enjoy!

Tara Reid




Whitney Houston

how do you stop yourself from being late?

i am a late person. it's very hard for me to be on time. i usually leave the house on the hour we are supposed to meet and it usually takes an hour of travel time to get to the meeting place. i work at night, thus i often lack sleep during the day.. and my excuse has always been oversleep, but sometime i do get up on time but still manage to be late! haaay..

there are a lot of people who gave me advice regarding this. you might want to add yours or check which would best wrok for you! Click here!

near death experiences

maybe the closest i got was when someone threatened to hurt me if i won't give my bag.. it was a dark alley and i was about to go home.. i was not alone though, but my friend already ran away because she got too scared. fortunately i didn't get hurt and the guy didn't get anything from me because i struggled and screamed and he got shocked that i had the gutts to scream.. heheh! i laught about this now, but back then, i was soo scared..
this was about a year or two ago..

there are a lot of people who experienced near death experiences.. most are very inspiring.. you might want to check them out.. and share yours.. Click here!

The Sweet Escape

The Sweet Escape

Gwen Stefani
Featuring Akon

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)

You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground

So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape

Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

WARNING: May Cause Toe-Tapping.

Gloria: [to Mumble's unhatched egg] Is it empty? Can I have it?

I watched this movie with my boyfriend. I wanted him to see this because he's a really good dancer.

I was surprised to see that this was more than just a cutesy animal love story movie.. it has something to do with the environment and has human interaction.

I'm not a fan of animation that the main characters are animals and then humans interfere, or something like that. But for this one, it was alright.

Robin Williams is soo talented that he voiced two different characters in this movie.

I don't know but I wasn't able to recognize Nicole Kidman in Norma Jean's voice!

Ramon and the gang was sooo cute..

very late review for zsazsa zaturnnah

This post is indeed over due. I almost thought of not even posting about ZsaZsa Zaturnnah, but I just can't help it!

I have been captivated by Carlo Vergara's creation since I first saw the comic book. My friend showed me one. They are already talking about the upcoming auditons for the musical! I started reading a few pages, and there! I didn't stop laughing to the point that I was about to be late for my class. I got so curious that I really had to finish reading it. I think I read it twice from cover to cover up to the smallest imprints! Heheheh! I got addicted!

Then, we get to watch Ze Muzikal! The 1st staging!

• Eula Valdes was a very wonderful surprise! They say this is her first musical, but it didn't really show.
• Tuxqs Rutaquio really looked like Ada in the comics. He can, as should be, sing very well.
• I loved Ricci Chan! I have seen him guesting on tv shows prior to this one, and I really noticed that it seem he fattened himself to get the role! He made himself look like Didi in the comic book! And it worked wonders! He has phenomenal talent! Great acting, superb singing and perfect timing to throw in his punch lines. It's just really sad when eventually he no longer joined the cast after the 2nd staging. I didn't get to watch Joey Paras, who reprised the role of Didi, perform. They said he's good. But when I saw him, Ricci Chan is still the best humanization of Didi. I'm still wondering up to this moment why he left the stage and the role. Is it because of his prime time soap opera? I hope not. It's just for me, if I were to choose, I'd rather be ON stage than in front of the camera. So, why Ricci?! WHY?!?
• Dodong was so cute and charming. Heheheh!
• I didn't get to see Agot play Queen Femina but Kalila Aguilos was soo good!
• I'm a fan of Wilma Doesn't and I really loved her here! I hope she enjoys theater as much as I do..

I'm not the number one fan. I don't really know who is, but my friend is sooo addicted to this that he personally contacted Vincent de Jesus to get a copy of the play's original score! And after a week or two, almost everyone has been singing the songs!!

• "Multo ng Nakaraan" had me in tears..
• "Walang Ibang Pangarap Kundi Sya" became our national anthem! Hahahaha!
• "Nakikita Ko Na Ang Nakakasilaw Na Ilaw" made me laugh and cry at the same time!!!

I enjoyed every scene! Even the announcement of the 10-minute break was so cute! Haahahah! I understood that perfectly well.. Hmmm...

Then came Ze Movee..

One good thing I could think of about this movie, is how they changed what the aliens were doing to the world. I don't think moviegoers would be able to understand why ZsaZsa Zaturnnah should fight them if they would still go with what was on the comic book.

For the rest though, I hated it..

Rustom Padilla was too gay for Ada's role. His speaking voice was sooo high! And the funny part is, Alfred Vargas' was even higher!! Bwahahahahahaha!

They took out Didi's songs!! I love those songs! It was as if Chokoleit doesn't know how to sing. But he performs in bars, right? So, why not make him sing?

Haay... I was nothing but disappointed.

Zsazsa Zaturnnah started on a very good medium. Creative and unique. It went on a high when it became a musical. The stage gave class and glitter. And it plopped down to something unentertainingly funny movie. I really hate cameras. (movies and tv)

I still love ZsaZsa Zaturnnah though. I'm just very lucky to witness its glamour!

Pirates Of The Caribbean: At World's End - Official Trailer

At last, the official trailer has been released! I've been waiting for this! I can't wait to see the movie. Johnny Depp continues to fascinate me and Orlando Bloom just make me weak in the knees.

Everything is so fascinating. I really don't know how the story will turn out.

One thing to watch out for is Chow Yun-Fat's participation. I'm expecting to see good fight scenes. But a wonderful story and the cool effects already took my breath away!

Here are cute early facts:

• So locations wouldn't have to be revisited by the crew, some scenes were filmed during the filming of Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (2006).
  
  
• Started filming without a finished script.

Simply can't wait!

What is Your Melody?

what is ur melody

u have a happy melody, ur very caring, and u show a lot of empathy
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I can't seem to have any other result aside from this.. Is this real? Or the quiz is just limited..

Angelina Jolie's Vietnamese Son

We already know that Angelina Jolie has adopted children from different countries.

1. Maddox Chivan - name means "beneficient" - from Cambodia
2. Zahara Marley - name means "flower" and after Bob Marley - from Ethiopia
3. Shilih Nouvel - name means "the peaceful one" - born to Angelina

and the newest addition..

• Pax Thien - name means "peace" and "sky" - from Vietnam

I think she is caring for these children. It may look like the United Colors of Benetton, but that's alright, I guess.
I wonder though on what country she will pick her next child from. Or should she and Brad just have a new one?

What Melody Does Your Heart Play?

As I've said, I watched "The Holdiay" again. I remembered asking myself, if I were a melody, what would I be.. This is the closest answers I could get. Some, I needed to take twice..

What Melody Does Your Heart Play?{Beautiful Anime Pictures}

Your heart plays with sounds of joy. You enjoy life, even when it has its downs, but you don't give in easily. When you're really happy, you find youself sometimes humming away with a melody you hear in your mind, but it always has an upbeat tune or its cheery-sounding. You have a wide range of friends and many different types of friends. Whether you have a few close friends or so very many, they all love you for your personality. You're either the happy, bubbly joyful one of your group of friends or possibly the comedian. Maybe even both. Whenever your friends have a problem, you're always there for them, and they simply adore you for that. And when you show even the slightest bit of sadness, they're there for you. You spread happiness and laughter whereever you go. Good for you!
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What Melody Does Your Heart Play?{Beautiful Anime Pictures}

Your heart quivers with the haunting melodies of sadness. Something happened to you long ago that you never quite got over, or maybe you're going through something right now. You feel alienated from everyone, and don't believe that anyone could understand you or help you. Sometimes you just can't see the bright side to things and you watch all the happy people run past you. You wonder and try to figure out where everything screwed up for you and why you can't be like one of those happy people too. You either have a few close (and maybe the only true) friends or you feel like you have none at all. Whether that be true or not, you still need someone by your side. And whether or not you're ready to admit it, youre scared to be alone. You wish things were different. You either want things to get better, which at this rate its seems like it never will, or just end.
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Senatorial Ad Campaigns on TV

Election season again here in the Philippines. The 2007 Senatorial Elections. There are alot of TV ads for their campaign. Some are good, most are funny! Here they are.. Have fun!

Francis Escudero

Alan Peter Cayetano

Edgardo Angara

Vicente Magsaysay

John Osmeña

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mj-fRoEX1Q0

Sonia Roco

Loren Legarda

Joker Arroyo

Ralph Recto

Prospero Pichay Jr.

Vicente Sotto III

Luis “Chavit” Singson

Miguel Zubiri

Manuel B. Villar, Jr.

Francis Pangilinan

Which Care Bear are You?

Spiderman 3 - Trailer

NBC releaseed a 7-minute trailer for Spiderman 3 and this is it!

Something to really look forward to. I'm really not a comic fan, thus, I really have no idea what's going on with the Black Spiderman and all. Maybe that's a good thing since I won't be expecting anything. Hmm.. It will be coming to theaters here in Manila, May 2007!

Salamat

lyrics - salamat

yeng constantino

Hawak Kamay

lyrics - yeng constantino

DST earlier and longer for 2007

Being a call center agent the Daylight Saving Time is sort of also observed. Our account supports 8am to 8pm EST. I'm on the opening shift, so before DST kicks in my shift starts 9pm and ends 6am. Even if it's just an hour, it's a big deal for me to wake up an hour earlier. I planned to practice going to work an hour earlier the week before the time change. Unfortunately I wasn't aware that DST would be earlier this year. We were advised with only three working days left!

Well, it has been about a week and thank God I haven't incurred any lates.

So, why was it earlier than expected?

On August 8, 2005, President George W. Bush signed the Energy Policy Act of 2005. This Act changed the time change dates for Daylight Saving Time in the U.S. Beginning in 2007, DST will begin on the second Sunday in March and end the first Sunday in November. The Secretary of Energy will report the impact of this change to Congress. Congress retains the right to resume the 2005 Daylight Saving Time schedule once the Department of Energy study is complete.

Waah! And I was also surprised that it's longer this time! Haay.. I'm still trying to look at the brighter side of things, that atleast I'm able go home earlier.

But this shift is the "no social life shift". And I'm starting to feel it. I'm really getting lonely.. Haaaay...

The Holiday

This movie was recommended by an officemate of mine. Honestly, I don't trust his taste. But when I saw that we have a copy of the movie here at home. What the heck..

And I loved it! I'll watch it again, one time this week before I sleep.

I love the main characters. Although, I'm don't like Jack Black that much, I'm starting to admire his talents and what he can do.

It started off looking like "Love Actually", which I thought the concept was.

"Unrequited Love". I almost said it together with Kate Winslet during the naration of the first part of the movie. Isn't that what love really, actually most of the time is?

Home exchange is a really interesting for me. I hope someday to be able to do it.

The Amanda-Graham love story was what really hooked me deeper into the movie. At first I thought I knew how it would turn out. And at the very scene I was about to say, "I told you so," surprise! Two cute surprises, actually, which made me still guess how it should all turn out.

The Iris-Miles thing looked like a little late but alright I guess. Their situation happens a lot though. Unrequited love. Haay.. I watched this after seeing "Music and Lyrics" and the scene where Miles plays the Iris-melody, is so sweet. Made me wonder, if I were a melody, what would it sound like? It should be somewhere near alternative. It just should be.

I like Amanda's job! Making movie trailers. I think, it's really cool.

I want to have the list Arthur gave Iris. Although, I don't think I would like "Chariots of Fire" as much.

Since I thought Jude Law's role on the movie was like his role in "Alfie". I was thinking, is there a movie that Jude Law played a sex maniac serial killer. I sure would want to see that.

I'm half-Amanda and half-Graham when it comes to crying. Tears well up on my eyes so fast, and also when I'm expected to cry I don't. I just recently observed this. It's very easy for me to cry, over movies, things, music.. But when it's an actual scene in my life, I can't cry a single tear. Is it because I have used up the tears for those types of moment in associating those moments with other things? I just don't want to cry that now, I can't.

I really like the voice over thing going on for Amanda's life and the short trailer like shots.

I'll be watching this again. That's for sure!

Amanda: You know Graham, I just broke up with someone and considering you just showed up and you're insanely good-looking and probably won't remember me anyway... I'm thinking we should have sex... If you want.
Graham: Is that a trick question?

Iris: Because you're hoping you're wrong. And every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it. And every time she comes through and suprises you, she wins you over, and you lose that argument with yourself, that she's not for you.
Miles: Exactly, and on top of that there's the old standby, I can't believe a girl like that would actually be with a guy like me.

Sophie: Daddy, she has more marshmallows than I do.
Graham: No she doesn't, you each have five.
[to Amanda]
Graham: You have five too.
Amanda: Thanks

Iris: I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I've been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms.

Arthur Abbott: Say a man and a woman both need something to sleep in and both go to the same men's pajama department. The man says to the salesman, "I just need bottoms," and the woman says, "I just need a top." They look at each other and that's the 'meet cute.'

Hannah: My god, I've just noticed how pathetic you are.
Iris: Really? I'm *so* aware of it.

Amanda: Sex makes everything more complicated. Even not having it because the not having it makes it complicated.

Amanda: I'm leaving in nine days and that makes this complicated.
Graham: Ok
[they then passionately kiss]

Olivia: Mr. NAPKINHEAD!

favorites meme

10 FAVORITES

1)Color: green
2)Food: cakes, chocolates, pasta, pizza, seafood
3)Musical Group: the company, parokya ni edgar, maroon 5
4)Song Right Now: Accidentaly In Love
5)Movie: Fight Club, The Holiday, and a lot more
6)Sport: wall climbing.. i wish!
7)Season: autumn
8)Day of the Week: wednesday
9)Ice Cream Flavor: strawberry
10)Person: can't think of one right now.. hard..

9 CURRENTS

1)Current Mood: tired but hyper
2)Current Scent: coffee
3)Current Clothes: house clothes
4)Current Desktop: autumn picture
5)Current Ringtone on Cell Phone: accidentaly in love
6)Current Music: alternative
7)Current Time: 10:52 am
8)Current Surrounding: beds
9)Current Event Happening Today: nothing much going to work later

8 FIRSTS

1)First Best Friend: ritchel hidalgo
2)First Kiss: percival silva
3)First Screen Name: barn823
4)First Pet: a dog
5)First Piercing: My Ears
6)First Crush: marty brian sazon
7)First Music: parokya ni edgar
8)First Car: none yet!

7 LASTS

1)Last Class: e700 training
2)Last Drink: Water
3)Last Trip: home? baguio
4)Last Kiss: january 14th
5)Last Movie Seen at the Theater: Zsa Zsa Zaturnnah
6)Last Phone Call: don't remember who was on the line
7)Last CD Played: i haven't played a cd for a long time now. most probably a Parokya ni Edgar CD

6 HAVE YOU EVERS

1)Have you ever dated one of your best guy friends? sort of.. hahah!
2)Have you ever broken the law? hmm.. jay walking, but in the middle of the night
3)Have you ever been arrested? No
4)Have you ever skinny-dipped? yes
5)Have you ever been on TV? yes
6)Have you ever kissed someone you didn’t know? No.

5 THINGS
1) 1 thing you’re wearing: shirt
2)1 thing you’ve done today: post in my blog
3)1 thing you’re bothered by: something itchy
4)1 thing you can’t live without: love
5)1 thing you do when you’re bored: baru

4 PLACES YOU HOPE TO TRAVEL TO
1)europe
2)famous Philippine beaches
3)korea
4)united states

3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO

1) --
2) --
3) --

2 CHOICES
1)Black or White? Black
2)Hot or Cold? cold

1 THING YOU WANT TO DO?
sleep!!

Music and Lyrics

I hate not being able to watch movies on the big screen. For that, I thank VCDs and DVDs. But I would really like to see this movie at the theater. Where was I?

I never thought Hugh Grant can sing. And I can't associate his singing voice with his speaking voice. Is it because of the accent?

Funny how I, most of the time when needed, was regarded as a lyricist. Well, it is easier to wreath the words together when there's melody already. I have always loved writing but I never really paid any attention to this, until after watching the movie. One thing though, I won't be pursuing this. I stopped writing poems when I just learned I can. And now, that I think I can write lyrics, I'd stop now. Hah! Talk about complicated me.

So much for that segue.

The movie made me think of Manila's 80's Has Beens. Hmm.. That would be for a different post.

I really like the "support" Sophie was giving Alex on one of his shows. I find the in-between-numbers-rush-to-the-backstage moment cute.

It's really heart breaking to have the past seem to happen all over again, when you already warned the present that this past made you feel awful. Haay.. opening up to someone is like handing a dagger to that person and offering your heart.

I think the song Alex made for Sophie on the concert was terrible. Hahaha! Adam Sandler could sure write a whole lot better, even with his "Forgetful Lucy".

I like Hugh Grant's equipment or gadgets when he was recording the song for the demo for Cora. High Tech! But still showed that he is indeed a musician.

It's very easy for someone with Hugh Grant's features and being a celebrity and all to break an ordinary girl's heart.

The ending was so sweet.. Instead of basking in fame and glory on the stage, he ran to the back stage and kissed her.

I now find writing songs to be awfully romantic. Haaay..

lyrics - way back into love

The Lake House

I did not watch this movie on the big screen because it was rumored to be very similar to GMA Films' Moments of Love, which I watched with my friends. Unfortunately, it was on a very bad timing that I think I slept during half of the time.

One of the things I love to have about love stories is the fact that they desperately try to make it seem real. So, when a love story is sort of a fantasy on the first note, I don't pay much attention.

The presentation on this one is so good, though.

I really loved the walk they had. And at the end of the walk.. the message on the wall. And I can't seem to find a picture of it anywhere. I like the handwriting used there. Well, ofcourse the thought of everything.

I just can't imagine how hard it seems to move on and let go of someone you're not really sure you had.

What I'm actually thinking right now is, how much faith they had for their love. That they would meet at the right time.

When should one let go and think and say and admit that it won't work, that the relationship won't work, that you can't see how. Why would people hold on if they don't see how it would all work out and turn out to be?

Well, Alex stayed and believed.. so, did Kate, even if she tried to go on with her life.

And as usual, this was a happy ending..

Just for the record, I really find Ebon Moss-Bachrach (who played Henry Wyler, Alex's brother) cute! He's not the drop dead gorgeous type, but he was sort of cute in this movie.

Sandra Bullock states that she felt compelled to name the dog "Jack" after the character of Keanu Reeves in Speed (1994/I) - the first movie the two of them made together.

Kate: Let me let you go.

Keeping Mum

I'm not really a Rowan Atkinson fan. I most of the time find him corny. So, when the rest of my family was watching the Rowan Atkinson Collection, I didn't pay much attention. But this particular movie made me.

I was not really watching on the onset of the movie. I don't like asking questions when I'm watching, but my mom and sister was already talking about their conclusions.

As the movie went on, I kept on saying, "Rowan Atkinson is on this film, is this not a comedy?" or "Is this comedy? I don't think thi is."

Well, in a way it still is comedy, but on a sort of serious note. I was thinking on how this would end.

I think Rowan Atkinson was perfect for the role. He was sort of made handsome here. I really liked his portrayal on this movie. It's like I can't think of anyone more suited for the role. He could really be a minister.

And in this movie I almost said outloud, "They made Professor McGonagall look old!" Hahaha! Well, I'm just to familiar with McGonagall but you will forget about her. Maggie Smith has a whole different character in this movie.

This would not really be on my favorites list, but this movie caught me by surprise. So, there!

someday, someone's gonna take your place

Someday
NINA

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't

I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

where it all started

December 2002 when auditioned to be part of the Mapua Tekno Teatro. I joined not because of anything else, but simple because of my love for the art. I didn't expect to have close relationships with the people involved. My mind set was to just work hard for the productions and be a good asset to the organization, learn a lot about performing arts and be the best that I can be. But I got something so much more...

My first production with MT2 is "A Man Called, Jesus." It's a three-dimensional musical production. It's a play within a play within a play. I'm on the 2nd dimension. I play the role of an atheist director of a Christian play. It's very far from the sweet "Tessa" role I'm used to. Plus, it involves a lot of singing. Our director told me that the reason he casted me for the role is because of how I look. He liked the irony of things and the unpredictability of the character. I look so sweet and innocent to be smoking and saying bad words. This was staged at the Music Museum, March of 2003.

Here I met a wonderful set of individuals. We became a family.. The Pamilya Kampai. Then, my life was never the same again. Bwhahahahah!

They showed me the real me. What I'm really capable of doing and who I really am. I know I can live without these people in my life but I would not be this happy, fulfilled and jolly without them. They taught me the joy of laughter, the strength of friendship and the courage to walk through life's tight rope because you know you have a good safety net below. With them I can say the words, "no regrets".

"i love you, kampai"