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my song..

Unfaitful
Rihanna

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

i love you. goodbye.

this was the content of the note Larry left Ally..
this is like something we both have right now..
i can't fight anymore. it's not that i'm tired.. but it's just the way to be. stop and walk away.
my one reason to stay doesn't suffice anymore.. in fact, i think this was the reason i was looking for to leave.

so i guess, this is it. for once and for all.. i love you. good bye.

back from hiatus

haay.. a lot of things already happened.. and it has been just about a little more than a month..

wanted to play key words.. but that would really take a very long time.. and i really think the key words won't suffice..

okay.. i can't help it..

friends summer emotion love life

bwahahahahah! how general can i get?!

it's good to be back on line!

try to walk away and i stumble

and when i thought i was waiting in vain. when i was a day close to settling everything.. there he goes.

his message was so insecure. i'm not really expecting that from him. i always thought he was so certain that i would not walk away..

so, i stumbled.

eytsphee~

sobb

this scene made me sob. i was not able to do that for a long time already. i know how emotional ally mcbeal can make me, but i did not expect that i would be actually sobbing. and i really can't imagine that i would be sobbing because of a nelle porter scene.

Elaine comes to Richard (who is standing next to Nelle) and says they are having a problem with John. She says he's in the unisex and he just keeps dismounting. They all go to the unisex where they find John going round and round on a stall and Georgia stuck on the other side of the room. John doesn't let go until Nelle tells him to. He has built up so much force that he is propelled into the stall in front of him, accidentally flushing the toilet. Nelle tells everyone to get out. She turns and opens a stall door and finds Elaine in it. "Unless you'd like me to do the other shin," Nelle says. "Itchbay," says Elaine. When they are finally alone, Nelle tells John that anger may not be any more attractive on him but it's certainly more exciting. "You made fun of my stuttering and my smile therapy," he says. "You are a mean woman." Nelle says she was an angry woman and a threatened one. John wonders why. "You and Ally connect on a very odd but fundamental level and this notion of waiting for the one person who's all things -- I think I'm afraid that if you do that, I'm not that person," she says. "I don't want children. You do. This inner world thing – I don't share that, and, Barry White? I don't believe in two people interlocking in every way, and this Ally McBeal 'it takes two to make one" nonsense, it just makes me want to vomit." John asks why they are even bothering with each other if they are so different. "I want to be with someone different from me," Nelle says. John says that differences can be fatal. "Why can't two people grow together? Meet somewhere in the middle. I can learn to appreciate some of your likes and vice versa," she says. She asks him to name something he wants her to do and she will work on it. He looks in the mirror and hears Barry White. "Oh, God," Nelle says. "That one's non-negotiable," John says. Nelle says she likes Barry White. John says he needs her to love Barry White. "I'm beginning to love you," Nelle says, "Don't you get that? And every time she comes running to you, it just makes me insecure, that you'll run to her." "I'm not running anywhere," John says, "You gave me a frog. You gave me Barry White. I'm not going anywhere. And, I'm beginning to love you, too." They smile and kiss, then share a very long hug.

http://allymcbeal.tktv.net/

i try - macy gray

I Try

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I belive that fate has brought us here
And we should be together babe
But were not
I play it off, but Im dreaming of you
And Ill try to keep my cool, but Im feenin

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

I may appear to be free
But Im just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but Im dreaming of you
And Ill try to keep my cool, but Im feenin

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I cant deny
Deny

I play it off, but Im dreaming of you
(but Im dreaming of you babe)
And Ill keep my cool, but Im feenin

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near aahh)
Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, its clear (say it lord)
My world crumbles when you are not here

Goodbye and I choke (Im choking)
I try to walk away and I stumbe
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near, yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah..

You're the First, the Last, My Everything - Barry White

We got it together, didn't we?
Nobody but you and me.
We got it together, baby.

My first, my last, my everything,
And the answer to all my dreams.
You're my sun, my moon, my guiding star.
My kind of wonderful, that's what you are.

I know there's only, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two.
You're, you're all I'm living for
Your love I'll keep for evermore.
You're the first, my last, my everything.

In you I've found so many things,
A love so new, only you could bring.
Can't you see if you,
You'll make me feel this way,
You're like a first morning dew on a brand new day.

I see so many ways that I can love you,
'Till the day I die....
You're my reality, yet I'm lost in a dream.
You're my first, my last, my everything.

[instrumental]

I know there's only one, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two.
Girl, you're my reality.
But I'm lost in a dream,
You're the first, you're the last, my everything.

out of reach

my new favorite song.. i think. it's really applicable to most of them and it has little hope in the last line. i could really use that hope.

Knew the signs wasn't right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

Chorus
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Verse 2
Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

Chorus
But I'm
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Bridge
So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You'll be out of my mind
I'll be over you

Chorus
And know I'm
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be
Out of reach, so far,
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me

news beats

puerto gallera

end of the race - lost

road trip

batangas

frustration, realization and good bye?

open ended

playing with fire

looking at the future

asthma

almost car accident - wanting to end this

removing isp

random thoughts

no order, no time line

sleepy with head ache

want to sleep but can't

got first pay out

waiting in vain

making someone wait.. in vain

thinking

sorting things out

needs time

a lot of time

a year or two

but already acting on it

dangerous

hurting someone

mind games

over it

funny

laughter

smile

behind this smile is everything you will never understand

expect the worst, but don't expect

nanoplex split

can't breathe

a-z list

head ache

"lokohan"

emotions

this actually took about 10 minutes..

pathetic

Paano Kita Iibigin - Full Trailer

Last Sunday I was able to catch the full trailer of the much awaited movie here in the Philippines. The team up of Regine Velasquez and Piolo Pascual.
As I watch the trailer, it's not as typical as I thought it would be.. and I actually appreciate its difference.
I really like it when things are not running smoothly or it's not all happy.
As much as the trailer would show, I really loved Piolo's lines. When Regine asked if he already loves her, he said, "I'm getting there." And when things get rough and Regine asks for confirmation or assurance of his love, he said, "I never got there." Winner!!
I would really love to see this movie. It has been a long time since I anticipated a Filipino movie. I can't even remember the last one.
This would be showing on theaters on May 30. I hope I would get to see this with my special someone.. hehehehe!

my gapan weekend

this actually was supposed to be a bataan/puerto gallera weekend with our team. then, it was supposed to be a baguio weekend. and as it turned out, it became a gapan weekend. and i really had a wonderful time.

it was really frustrating for him to not be able to pursue the baguio plan, but of course, he chose to be a good son. i know that would be really sad to bear alone, so, i'd rather spend time with him. the baguio trip was really not that appealing without him.

it's ate kriz's birthday. and since she's out of the country, the celebration was not that visible. i really feel bad of not being able to go and bid her good bye.

of course, it didn't start of good, tope was there though to entertain me. hehehe! he's really so cute. haaay.. i just hope when and if i get to have a child it would be as cute as he is.

then i get to get some sleep. i wasn't able to sleep on the way there. vin diesel movies were playing and it was hard not to watch.

then, the usual brawl. hehehe!

we were craving for pizza hut's new pizza. unfortunately there was no pizza hut nearby. i really wanted to watch spiderman 3 with him and it's a good thing there was a nearby cinema, it was not imax but that's alright. so, when we learned that we were no longer going house to house, we grabbed the chance to go and do these things.

we settled for greenwich since it was the only pizza restaurant there. then we ate it inside the theater while watching spiderman3!

i then realized that he's really a good buddy in watching movies. like me, he doesn't talk much if not needed and we'd react at the same things at the same time. we made fun even at the same things and get annoyed with the other people watching the film. we even forced ourselves to finish the pizza before the actual movie started. i don't really like eating while watching the movie. but of course, each other's presence was not really ignored.

we're still full when we got home. so, we didn't have dinner anymore. then, after much deliberation, we decided to have a late snack. we had lugaw etc. then, went to bed.

it was actually nice seeing his friends again. i really do get entertained and i won't stop laughing without really making fun of them or being rude. and, i know our set up was really weird for them, but i guess, they learned to accept things. i just hope they don't pity me that much. heheheh!

i woke up really early the next day because kuya hart was constantly reminding us that we would need to go to church. so, i went ahead and took a bath and all. but of course, it was already too late for us to join the mass because it was already finished and they were almost still in bed.

it was nice seing sandy again. he's working everyday that's why he wasn't able to go with them that much. i missed his laugh.

back to work. we again went house to house. it was really exhausting and the scorching heat is not really helpful.

we were holding hands more often now. not that i'm complaining. i just need to stop thinking.

we went back just in time for lunch. i was starting to get really sleepy already. unfortunately, there's no place to sleep since the big guys were inside the room watching a boxing match.

good thing.. there was some power failure.. and since it was a relatively small room for about 6 big guys, it would be very hot. so, with what was left with the air conditioned room, we went inside and lied down. and just as i expected, after a couple of minutes, the power went back up. but they were already satisfied in watching the boxing match outside, so we stayed inside with kuya hart and watched the rest of the match.. and we caught the full trailer of regine and piolo's new movie.

i was really sleepy and i really want to sleep.. but his friends went to the "mall" and was texting him that they were playing bingo.

it was kinda exciting and fun, but we're both not much into gambling so we got tired about after a set or two. we spent about, a hundred bucks for the both of us already. of course we didn't win. we both declared to be unlucky with these sort of things.

i thought of something, too bad i voiced it out during the last game already. but it made us survive the rest of the game. whoever gets a number, would snap at the other. i was on a winning streak! he was able to snap back at me twice only i think.. and thanks to kiki's training, the back of his hand was really red already.. heheheh! liked it a lot..

then, we went around the mall.. they saw a studio and we went and had our pictures taken. we didn't really need to twist any arm to be able to get copies of both shots. hehehehe!

when we got back to the kubo.. they had merienda and a few chit chat.. i love the rocking chair scene..

we tried to get some nap. but with all that fun and energy, how can anyone sleep i was practicaly laughing my head off whenever i try to get some shut eye, they would be able to conjure something up that you just can't resist but react. but since i was really tired and really sleepy i managed to get some shut eye. but for just about 5 to 10 minutes, i guess.

until, the big guys came back.. a little drunk.. but i guess, that's alright. i still was stealing a few shut eyes.. then, it was dinner time, and time to get the party started.

of course, they would need to take a bath and prepare.. so, it was another chance for me to sleep. but it was really hard. i think i wasn't able to get at least two minutes of shut eye.

there were a couple of revelations.. but i guess, i would just need to choose which would affect me or not. the boy friend.. the proposal..

he again asked me what song i want him to sing.. i can't remember the songs i once had someone else sang for me. but i think it would be rude to ask him to sing those songs too.. he was never really able to finish any song for me. this time i asked him to sing, "alipin" by shamrock. i was the one who actually finished the song for him..

we sang a lot of songs that night. and it was really nice. everything went well. until of course the next morning. it would really be hard not to annoy him.. but i guess that was normal and i understand where it was coming from.

i practicaly ate and ran. but that's alright, i guess. i don't want to be on the way when they start to go on with the campaign. how funny and awkward it seemed when i called his mom and dad, tita and tito respectively, when i'm more comfortable calling them mommy and daddy. i was just a little scared of what their reactions would be. i was not able to say good bye to the okamas. but i think they would understand.

of course, i would again not receive any messages from him after this. i know it seems like that we're only a couple when we're physically together. it's sad, it's hard, but i'm still happy.. we're both still happy. and i know it would be wrong to say that we don't have a choice. so, i'm not saying that. most of the times, it's just ...

Lips of An Angel - Hinder

* i just heard this song over the radio.. i downloaded the song.. i've been listening to it for quite some time now.. i really like it's sound or melody or however you call it.. i can't help but sing along with the lyrics.. but i didn't really understand the whole song.. until now that i read the lyrics. i'm not sure if i like it less now. it's just plain not right. sad, but i do think these things happen. and it's really sad.. i should know.*

Lips of an Angel
Hinder

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

Can You Name 13 of Your Classmates in High School

Can you name 13 of ur classmates in high school that u can think of right off the top of your head.

1. beng
2. menan
3. pol
4. al
5. percival
6. cza
7. dyan
8. len
9. sarah
10. angela
11. anna
12. philip
13. mai

How did you meet 10?
we met in fifth grade.. i can't really remember the first sight.

What would you do if you had never met 1?
i would think i'm so weird and so different.

What would you do if 6 and 2 date?
sasabunutan ko si number 6.. but i don't think she would do that. she's my best friend.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
i can't remember.. on stage, yes.

Do you think 10 is cute?
in her own way

How did you get to know 8?
classmates since elementary..

Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
friendly date of course..

What's 7's Favorite color?
purple! if i remember it right.. hehehe!

What would you do if 5 confessed he/she loved you?
waaaahh!!! i did too! bwahahahah!

Fact about 9:
she's the eldest and the only girl in the family.. tama ba?!

Who is 4 going out with?
some girl he met in college.. in their theater org i believe.

what is number 5 to you?
my first kiss

Would you ever live with 13?
share the same house.. sure! why not? we'll have lots of fun!

Is 2 single?
I'm not really sure right now.. last time i checked he's not.

Where does 7 live?
in lolomboy.. i would know how to get there, but i don't know the address.

What do you think about 3?
so much fun to be with

What's the best thing about number 8?
sincere

What do you like about number 11?
frank and sweet

Favorite Memory with 1?
waaah!! too many to mention! i can't pick one. maybe, the oldest i can think of.. would be either that long hours over the phone or watching "While You Were Sleeping"..

TL Pleakley

i'm really having a hard time getting along with chinky-eyed pleakley.

do you know Agent Pleakley of Lilo and Stitch? He/She looks like this...


and i actually like Pleakley. So, imagine Pleakley with two eyes and they're chinky.. that's him/her!!!

** forgive me, for my safety i need to conceal his/her identity.

a friend of mine calls him/her "mongoloid". not that she (my friend) has anything against mongoloids. he/she does sometimes look like one.

we were actually in good terms before. it all started when he/she showed me that he/she doesn't have a heart. that he/she would do everything to get to the top of his/her career. he/she actually showed it already to one of his/her friends. how much more to me?! but the thing is, taking care of my welfare is his/her job. but i guess, he/she is thinking so much about his/her promotion that the takes care of the bosses instead. he/she is like a robot. it looks like he/she can't think on his/her own. i guess, that's how he/she wants to live his/her life. i just hope and pray that i won't be the first to snap. but it's like a familiar place already. it's like i've been in this situation before but i can't really remember what happened. maybe it went to my auto-delete files, but left the lesson to be learned.

keep your cool..

the funny thing is.. no one can really tell if i'm angry or not. if i'm just having fun or i'm already serious. it's like i'm in Anger Management where everyone would act like i'm already too mad or overacting and already really really angry. but i'm 100% sure they are not paid to act like that.. :-( i'm starting to think that i really do have anger management problems. or don't they just know me?!

oh, well, as long as i keep my cool i guess i'm okay.. i just wish my brains or my mouth is faster than my fist.
haay..

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix Trailer

at last the official trailer of the next Harry Potter movie. I caan't wait to see this one although the previous couple of movies were disapoointing.. i'm still having hope.. heheheh!
but it's book 7 i can hardly wait more!

barniebie

growing up, i never really experienced a sense of having a best friend. a real best friend. with every sense of the word.

good thing, i eventually did and somehow even those relationships end a new one would come in and if not, i'm alright with that since i've experienced the real version of it already, though in different forms and personalities, but at least i know what it's like.

when i started to have that sense of searching for one, i didn't find it easy.. my definition of a good one has very high standards that when i started calling someone as my best friend for the first time, i was so attached but the relationship barely met my standards, but we were eleven year olds then, so, what should i really know, right? i was just happy to be able to have someone to call my best friend. then, we grew apart and never noticed i was having a best friend in another person and the cycle went on and on, that to this point i'm no longer certain how to define in words the essence of being in a best friend relationship. i may not really have one right one, but like i've said, i'm glad to have had it.

so, the other day, i came across one of the best friends i ever had, we did grew apart and eventually just let everything go but still cherish the memories we shared good or bad, we're not exactly best friends again but you know those kindred spirits, you have a rare spiritual link that is very special and you can't quite explain, and she came up with this thought, and i came up with this thought.

we sought for a peaceful box we can call home.. as crappy as it may sound, we both liked the idea, thus, casa barniebie came to be! bwahahahahaha!

last request - paolo nutini

Last Request
Paolo Nutini

Slow down, lie down
Remember it's just you and me
Don't sell out, bow out
Remember how this used to be
I just want you to know something, is that alright?
Baby let's get closer, tonight

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

I've found that I'm bound to wander down that long way road, ohhh
And I realise all about your lies,
But I'm no wiser than the fool that I was before.
I just want you to know something, is that alright?
Baby let's get closer, tonight.

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

Baby, baby, baby
Tell me how can, how can this be wrong?

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

ooohhhh wohhhhohhh, yeah
Lay down beside me
One last time let's go there,
Lay down beside me.

thinking about it

it has been quite sometime since i had a "lif thought" entry here.. maybe because i've been trying to run away from my own thoughts lately.

why? i'm not really sure. maybe because there are actions needed to be done in lieu with those thoughts and i can't muster up the courage to do them yet. just when i told myself i can..

little by little i would again entertain the thought and would just look at where fate would lead me.

one thing is clear though, as much as it's very hard to not to, i no longer want to shed tears.

my head is constantly hurting just because of fighting back tears.

weird how, i have so many friends and i don't have anyone that i can think of that would understand..

beautiful liar

i have never done a music video review before.. but this one really made me start.
beyonce knowles featuring shakira in beautiful liar.. wow!
the bones in their bodies are unimaginable.. it's a different level of belly dancing! wow!