for those who have accounts with face book, try searching for "laarni lopez" and i think it will return two profiles and now with the same picture.
here's the freaky part: i did not create the other one. i'm not sure how to check the difference before adding one as a friend. the fake one really looks authentic because all my stats there are correct. except for one.. i don't have a "barnlopez" account in gmail. i think that's the e-mail address he/she used for the fake account. he/she copied one of my blog entries. i don't post blog entries in facebook.
i thought it was just a prank or one of my friends who just wanted to create a profile for me. so, i sent him/her a message asking who he/she is. then it replied and called me a poser. i know people who use that word, because i don't. i thought it would be something we would just be laughing at after, but it doesn't want that..
i'm afraid of stalkers. i hope this is not it.
i then started to think, what could be the worst thing that could happen? people that matter to me know the real me and they know who wants me to get hurt.. Ü
31 January 2009
I'm the real Laarni Lopez
before january ends
my last entry was when the month just started.. and i haven't posted anything else yet.
as usual much as happened..
- Kampai's 6th Anniversary - held at nineteen20 bar in QC, near ABS-CBN - present: me, ate faith, kiki, edje, kuya vinnie, jong, dumdum, boni, batche and ninang; with guests: adrian ni mamu, ate weng, kuya ruben
- Days with Faye - usually in intramuros; i get to spend some time with my friends in teatro
- Iloilo Get-away - my week long vacation with the best friends I know in a land far away from work!
- Shopping Spree - it's nice to get to spend what you have worked hard for.. i need control again, though and think of my savings. but's it's really nice to be able to spend money on yourself and not with those who take you for granted.. Ü
since i don't have a camera yet.. i need to wait for my friends to upload the photos.. but i will be posting them soon! Ü
05 January 2009
naomi's birthday
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holidays are meant for sleeping
okay, i have used my days off work to sleep, eat, watch the television, and go online.. well, isn't that what this vacation was really for? well, aside from going home at last.. my sister was expecting some kind of bonding. i was able to give it to her, yes.. with mom, of course.
i love the food when i got home! my favorite food was on the table! big shrimps and crab! i didn't stop until i got a little dizzy.. hehehehehe!
then, the hibernation started.. sleeping and eating and watching the television..
of course, i tried to stay away from free tv as much as possible.. because that's what we only have in makati.. well, hopefully, soon, we'd get cable!
so, i was able to see, "bata, bata, pano ka ginawa" again. i would like to get a copy of the book!
grey's anatomy season 3, i think, was on marathon in studio 23, but I fell, asleep..
i don't remember the rest.. it all went like a blurr..
i even managed to sleep through grey's christenning.. i'm sooo sorry... sooo deeply sorry.. :(
i was able to catch a little of xxxHolic.. i wanted to watch that but again, we don't have that feat.. hehehe!
then, there was this cute movie, "Arthur and the Minimoys".. i'm now officially a fan of freddie highmore! and i really think he's sooo cute.. :)Kimihiro Watanuki is a high school student plagued by yōkai, spirits with a strong attraction to him. The spirits are invisible to others and encounters with them are extremely troublesome. When he stumbles into a shop that grants wishes, however, events in his life promise to become more unusual.
The shop is owned by Yūko Ichihara, a mysterious and beautiful witch of many names and esoteric renown. For a price, she offers to grant Watanuki's wish to be rid of the spirits. The price, according to Yūko, must be of equal value and so, as payment, he temporarily becomes Yūko's part-time employee.
Watanuki's job consists of small errands dealing with the supernatural and household chores. His love interest, Himawari Kunogi, and "rival," Shizuka Dōmeki, occasionally join him in his work as per Yūko's request. The three become increasingly close despite Watanuki's annoyances with Dōmeki.
he's just 17.. hahahaha!then.. there's this thing i should think about.. or not really.. i'm again confused. i need a dose of ate faith.. but i can already hear what she's going to tell me.
i really don't know how to say it with only half the hurt it would inflict. it's just that i'm fully aware of my right to decline.
but i don't want to conclude things yet. let's wait and see as to what will happen.. hahahah! 2009 will be sooo fun!
oh, and of course i downloaded a lot of songs in my phone. pne's solid album, the fray's self-titled and how to save a life album, the script's album, songs from season one and season two of grey's anatomy, with and without vocals of rent.. i should be singing before the year ends. :)
in a few hours i would be back to work mode and i'm not sure when my next entry would be. but i hope i would manage to squeeze a few words before each week ends.. ;)
01 January 2009
another year end survey
1.) FOOD OF THE YEAR?
stir fry noodles at shelby's and tripple choco boom of country style
2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend):
ate faith and kiki
3) NEWCOMER AWARD – COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND?:
charlemagne
3) HIGHEST POINT OF THE YEAR?
hmmm.. the day when we first texted again after a long time
4) LOWEST POINT OF THE YEAR?:
april to september.. until mid october
5) BEST HOLIDAY?:
i hate holidays
6) YOUR SONG FOR 2008?
so what by pink and take a bow by rihanna
7) best movie FOR 2008?
twilight
8) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH AND WHERE?
ano yun?!
9) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN?
the workaholic bitch
10) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR (di fastfood)?
a'venetto
11) KISS OF THE YEAR?
it might be something my officemates saw but i don't remember.. i was too wasted!
12) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR?
moving on..
13) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR?
finish off debts, get paid, start finishing my studies
14) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN YOU GOT DRUNK?
i was too drunk to remember! it's a good thing charlemagne and other friends were there..
15) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR?
grey's anatomy
16) BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENT?:
survive 2008
17) HEARTBREAKER OF THE YEAR?:
it
18) BIGGEST CHANGE FOR THE YEAR?
curly hair
19) NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION?
don't do this kind of stuff..
20) BLOCKMATE OF THE YEAR?
let's make this team mate of the year.. charlemagne!
21) SITE OF THE YEAR?
www.hilom.com
22) COUPLE OF THE YEAR?
kuya pat and mommy joy
23) FOOD OF THE YEAR?
uhmmm..same as number one??
24) SUBJECT OF THE YEAR?
bwahahahah!
25) SEATMATE OF THE YEAR?
liway
26) STORE OF THE YEAR?
there's this store in 50th avenue of robinson's place ermita where we buy accessories regularly
27) CRUSH OF THE YEAR?
of course.. who else.. it's always been him..
28) YM BUDDY OF THE YEAR?
menan
29) MAYOR OF THE YEAR?
congressman na lang..
30) CLUB OF THE YEAR
mapua tekno teatro
31)PERSON OF THE YEAR????
me! bwahahahah!
a look back at 2008
i hate it. i wish i could delete it. if 2008 never happened, i would be happier. i'm sure. 100% sure..
so, let's try and think of the good things and how shallow they are..
i was able to post a blog at least once a month.. which i think i can do in the following years.
what else?!
what are the bad things..
it happened
had a loan in the bank
my credit card got cancelled
the best partner i had at work left the company
one of my best girl friends (and some other friends) drifted away because of it
oooohh! i'm starting to think about good things!
had my hair curled! and i look hot!
and at the last part of the year, i get to feel how much my salary really is.. well, sort of, because i still have bills to pay.. i will get more of this next year (the feel of my salary and not the bills) .
i got confirmed. but then again, if not, i would be off to a different company and most probably get a better salary.
well, since i'm good at deleting things from my memory..
2008 is now officially deleted! i'm sooo looking forward to 2009! Ü
but the 12k debt is still there..
2008 question and answer portion
2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
Stayed single almost the whole year?
> half?!
Done something you've regretted?
> yes..
Lost someone?
> none
Cut class?
> no more classes
Were involved in something you'll never forget?
> yup
Visited a different country?
> nope
Cooked a gross meal?
> nope
Lost something important to you?
> yup.. my phone.. :(
Got a gift you adore?
> yup.. shoes from ate faith!
Dyed your hair?
> nope
Came close to losing your life?
> how i wish..
Went to a party?
> yeah..
Read a great book?
> i read a lot this year.. something great.. uhmm.. yeah!
Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
> nope.. i didn't see pne this year
Did you meet any new friends this year?
> "friend" is a deep term for me
Did you dislike anyone?
> hell yeah!
Did you grow apart from anyone?
> as usual.. and i miss her a lot.. but, we're getting a little closer again.. :)
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
> yup.. i regret hurting them with someone sooo not worth it
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2008: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake?
> yup! oh! was it this year?!? :(
Did you get any presents?
> i don't really remember, maybe not.
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2008: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?
> yeah..
Did you change your style?
> style of what?!
Were you in school?
> nope..
Did you get good grades?
> hahahah!
Did you have a job?
> i still have..
Did you drive?
> nope
Did you own a car?
> nope
Did anyone close to you give birth?
> not physically, and i'm glad we're rebuilding the bridge.. i'll be the godmother of her child on saturday!
Did you go on any vacations?
> hmmm.. vacation is something you should enjoy, right?! can't think of any. but i managed to use up my leave credits.
Would you change anything about yourself now?
> yeah.. the biggest room is the room for improvement.
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2008:Wrap UP:
Was 2008 a good year?
> nope.. it would be better to have 2008 erased.
Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
> definitely! if 2008 is the worst, all the rest will be better!
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I confess that in 2008 I...
(x) stayed single for almost the whole year
( ) kissed in the snow (i wish!)
( ) celebrated Halloween
(x) had your heart broken
(x) mooned someone
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) done something you've regretted
OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on Friendster
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lied about how old you were
( ) prank called someone
In 2008 I...
[x] broke a promise
[x] fell out of love
[x] lied
[x} cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[ ] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] given up on something/someone important to you
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[ ] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[ ] had a high cell phone bill
my color quiz results
Your Existing Situation
Acts in an orderly, methodical, and self-contained manner. Needs the sympathetic understanding of someone who will give her recognition and approval.
Your Stress Sources
Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way of gaining relief. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity. bwahahahahah!
Your Desired Objective
Wants interesting and exciting things to happen. Able to make herself well-liked by her obvious interest and by the very openness of her charm. Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming.
Your Actual Problem
Seeks to avoid criticism and to prevent restriction of her freedom to act, and to decide for herself by the exercise of great personal charm in her dealings with others.
Your Actual Problem #2
Has a fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants. This leads her to employ great personal charm in her dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for her to reach her objectives.
30 December 2008
Bi-curious
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Bi-curious is a term used to refer to someone who does not identify as bisexual or homosexual but feels or shows some interest in a relationship or sexual activity with someone of the same sex. The term can also apply to a person who generally identifies as homosexual but feels or shows some interest in having a relationship with someone of the opposite sex. The terms homoflexible and heteroflexible are also applied to bicuriosity.
The term bi-curious implies that the individual has had no sexual experience—or very little—of that sort, but may continue to self-identify as bi-curious if they do not feel they have adequately explored these feelings, or if they do not wish to identify as bisexual.
28 December 2008
19 December 2008
why you can't give up
a scene from "Grey's Anatomy" (Didn't We Almost Have It All - Season 3 Ender)
MEREDITH: "No matter what, you walking down that aisle today. I need you to go down that aisle."
CRISTINA: "Is the toilet paper cutting off your circulation?"
MEREDITH: "You marrying Burke, it´s a sign. Sign that people like you and me ... can do this. Be healthy, be happy. You marrying Burke restores my faith in... me."
this was the scene that flashed in my memory when you said that you're giving up. i can't let you give up.
through the years that we have known each other my hopes came from you. you are full of that: hope. it's very easy for you to see the silver lining in clouds. and if you give up, all of hope would be lost. at least for me.
we love a lot, cry a lot, laugh a lot, drink a lot.. and we get hurt a lot. but we would still manage to love and laugh.. and hope that someday things would get better, that we have a happier future.
i have a friend who said that everyone deserves to be happy. well, the thing is we are always happy. i've learned that from you. that even if there are things or people that we don't have or don't love us back we still manage to be happy. so, i guess, it's not a question of happiness.
i just don't want you to give up. because you're the strongest person i know. if you can still have hope, if you can still hold on, if you can still smile and wake up the next morning, there's this possibility that i can too. but if you stop. if you no longer can.. i'm sure that no one can. specially me.
i'm always praying for your happiness, because it gives me hope.
i'm sorry if i'm putting much pressure on you. i know it's tiring. and giving up is the best way to go. but i believe in you. i believe that you are strong for this. we are strong.
so, if you would be giving up, let me know what i can do so that you won't give up. so, that you won't stop.
CRISTINA: "Meredith, please say something, say something! I... I don't know. Say what I would say you if you were me."
MEREDITH: "Okay."
CRISTINA: "Good."
MEREDITH: "Got it."
CRISTINA: "Good. Go."
MEREDITH: "Stop whining. This is your wedding day. You will got on that aisle. You will get married! If I have to kick your ass every step of the way to get you there. You will walk down the aisle and you will get married. Do you hear me Cristina? We need this. We need you to get your happy ending."
CRISTINA: "Okay, I´m ready."
We will get to our happy ending, but we won't get there if we would give up. So, don't just don't. Let's stay happy. Let's still have hope. Okay?
singing
during my last day of my leave for 2008, my good friends from the UK account went to Providence, had a couple of beers and of course, sang our heart out. it has been a long time since i held the microphone and sang. We bought Php 400 worth of tokens, and there's the four of us, thus, we had 10 songs each. Here was my line up:
Bubbly - Colbie Caillat the first song i saw, never sang this before in karaoke
Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie the song that reminds me of our Pagupud escapade
Dream of Me - Kirsten Dunst from the movie, "Get Over It". they started saying how sad the song is. this reminds me of Mima. it's one of her favorites
Ikaw - Brenan Espartinez I meant to sing "Ikaw" by Regine Velasquez and/or Sharon Cuneta. and i never heard or know this song, but it was easy to follow. and it has good lyrics.
You're Beautiful - James Blunt the song wherein i scored 99! and this is the song that Dave used to sing for me
A Whole New World - Peabo Bryson and Regina Belle almost all of us sang the song. this is my favorite duet from Disney, and it seems to be the easiest to sing
All I Ask of You - Barbra Streisand wanted to sing something from a musical and this is the next one i saw after the previous song. i just miss the stage so much. and i really like what this song says. but i learned not to ask, it should come out naturally, right?
Burn - Tina Arena one of the Laarni Classics; i missed singing this.
I Know Him So Well - Barbara Dickson and Elaine Paige again, from another musical, "Chess", and another duet, that i managed to sing alone. it reminds me of Liway and the fabulous version of Jinn and Bubu. I miss ba_rockz.
I Will Survive - Gloria Gaynor one of the KAMPAI songs. there was one instance that kiki told me that this song is for me. :) i did survive and i will survive whatever the future holds.
This I guess was just a preparation, because during the MT2 Team Building and Induction, when everyone was already drunk and sleeping, I had the videoke all to myself and i sang whatever song i wanted until morning came, until i almost have no voice left because the microphone was not cooperating and you would need to sing louder than usual, but it still works for me. and no one managed to beat my score of 92! Teng gave me a name, but i already deleted the message and i have very poor memory.. oh, well!
when will i be able to sing again? when i will be able to be on stage again? i hope it would be sometime soon!
Olivia, The Golden Girl of Jazz
i saw her perform in unang hirit. she sang "winter wonderland".
my mom is a big fan of jazz, and with that i sort of grew up listening to the music. and the way she sang that Christmas song was very good. although, at first i thought there was nothing out of the ordinary, but she was able to exude jazziness.
i would like to have a copy of her album, "Gentle Jazz". I hope it's available in torrent. Hahahaha!
http://jazzuality.com/interview/exclusive-one-on-one-interview-with-the-golden-girl-of-jazz-olivia/#more-49
i'm not dumb, just stupid..
being dumb is knowing nothing; lacking in knowledge..
being stupid is knowing but doing otherwise. the actions will make you think that there's no knowledge there.. it's there alright. it's just opted not to be used.
i'm not dumb.. just stupid!
chapter 5
i tried writing chapter 5 a week or so back. unfortunately for some wretched reason it wasn't publish. it was a very long entry since it has been a long time since chapter four. i would need to do key words again.
OMD Team Building - memory wiped out
Oh! It's a Rhinoceros - back to what i really love
Thanksgiving celebration in Megamall
In th Grove
Twilight
MT2 Induction and Team Building
Shopping!
This would be the last chapter. I plan to write daily.. if not, weekly.
18 December 2008
Hard Lessons on Love and Men... from Grey's Anatomy (repost from ate kang)
1. A man won't let go if he really loves you. Do not hold on to someone whohas let go of you. He does not love you and does not value having you.Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you. There is anotherreason he is not willing to tell.
2. Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship. There is only onereason why he ended your relationship. He just does not love you. Do notwaste your time thinking of reasons or what you should have done. Move onand be open to a man who will truly love you.
3. Do not get hung up on your past. Do not nag or distrust your currentboyfriend just because your ex hurt you. Do not treat him or therelationship the same way. Do not compare. He will not react the same wayas your ex. Do not be worried that your simple mistakes will cause him tolook for another girl. What happened with your ex was not your fault. Itwas not because you didn't guard him enough or you didn't make him happyenough.
4. Do not look into images. How many times have you met a man/girl who didn'thave the best image in school or at the office, but you get to know the man/girl and found out he was actually extremely nice? Do not rely on images.Oftentimes, it is far from reality. Do not fear men just because your"supposedly" perfect ex-boyfriend mistreated you.
5. Always have your own set of rules. Set your limits on how far you'd gofor a guy. It's perfectly ok to give and do everything as long as it'sworth it.. And it's worth it if the guy is treating you right.
6. Do not be scared to lose him. Don't be scared that he'll break up withyou. Once you are afraid of losing him, you easily can be taken advantage.Be strong and if something is unacceptable, do not accept it and speak up.
7. Avoid calling your guy. It's a guy thing. The relationship willdefinitely be better if it's the guy who's calling, not the girl. He willget tired of you if you keep on calling. He will lose interest andchallenge. More so, he will get annoyed. But it's a girl thing also thatyour fingers get too itchy until you dial his number. But avoid as much aspossible. Call only if really needed (like checking if your suspicions arereasonable).
8. There is a guy who will value you. There is a guy out there who can makeyou feel valued, appreciated, and loved. And I mean, not just during yourfirst few weeks together. So don't lose hope. Don't settle for a lesbian ifyou are not attracted to women. There is a man out there who can love youlike a girl can. Also, do not believe him when he says it's just the way hereally is. He's not the sweet or expressive-type. Remember during yourfirst few weeks together? Where has that sweet guy gone? He simply is notthat into you anymore.
9. Always be the only one, no matter what. Do not ever fall for a guy whohas another girl, be it his wife, girlfriend, or any girl that he says hejust can't get rid of for whatever reason. If you truly believe that heloves you and for some reason, he can't leave or let go of another girl,then you are no different from any ordinary mistress.
10. He must respect you. No matter how long the relationship has been, heshould always show respect towards you.
11. If he fooled you, end it. Philandering once is enough. You can nevertrust nor respect the person again.
12. Never start a relationship the wrong way. Do not steal another girl'sman, for whatever reason. Nor should you enter a relationship for the wrongreasons (loneliness, on the rebound, getting back at your ex,man-dependency, etc.) it is bound not to last. You will only end up wastingmore years of your life.
13. Do not force yourself into a relationship. Do not get into arelationship just because your friends are getting impatient with yourdating escapades and the one hasn't come yet.. Do not choose who to say yesto based on superficial things like money, looks, cars, etc.. If you areeven thinking of these things, you have not fallen in love yet.
14. Do not settle. If you are not happy anymore with your relationship,break up instantly. He will not stay with you forever no matter how uprighthe might seem to be. Eventually, he will also want love and happiness inhis life.
15. A relationship has to have love. Love is the only thing that will pushyou to give your efforts into making the relationship work. And believe me,keeping a relationship requires genuine efforts of both parties.
16. Don't be afraid to be single. It's fun to be single, try it. You can goout whenever and wherever you want. You are free. You can date whomever youwant and you get to go out for free! Do not get a boyfriend just for thesake of having one. Do not settle.
17. Be a good girl. Be a good girl to attract a good guy. Enter therelationship with sincere intentions. Take the guy and the relationshipseriously with the plan of spending the rest of your life with that person(of course, this is after you had your bit of fun in your younger years) .If you compare your flings from your real relationships, you will know thatthe latter makes you happier and more fulfilled.
18. Love without limits. Whether you loved and gave everything or loved butheld out for some things, if the relationship ends, you still get hurt. Butif you gave your everything, you were happy and you could say that it wasworth it. If you didn't give your all, you get hurt for nothing.
19. You will get over him. Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends andyou are free to love another.
20. Be the one. Act like you are the one. Don't be a nagger. Don't hinderhis gimmicks. Don't give in to him too easily. Make him treat you asimportant. Don't be easy. Don't be like every other girl he had in hislife.
01 December 2008
goodbye you love i
lyrics by ivan, as told by kiki
Wish you could be the one
The one who could give me love
The kind of love I really need
Wish you could say to me
That you'll always stay with me
But baby that's not you
I need someone willing to give their heart and soul to me
Promise me forever, baby that's something you can't do
Oh you could say that you'll be all I need
But that would be a lie
I know you'd only hurt me
I know you'd only make me cry
You're not the one I'm needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for me
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
I'll find someone who'll be the one that you could never be
Who'll give me something better
Than the love I'll find with you
Oh you could say that you'll be all I need
But that would be a crime
I know you'd only hurt me
I know you'd only make me cry
You're not the one I'm needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But you'll never be the one I'm needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye
28 November 2008
How Will I Die?
| How will I die? Your Result: You will die in a car accident. Please, continue to buckle up, and try not to speed. More likely than not, it will happen very randomly and quickly. Occasionally, this result stands for death in a plane crash. Do not fear transportation. Avoid becoming a hermit, you cannot escape fate. | |
| You will die in a nuclear holocaust. | |
| You will die while having sex. | |
| You will be murdered. | |
| You will die from a terminal illness. | |
| You will die while saving someone's life. | |
| You will die in your sleep. | |
| You will die of boredom. | |
| How will I die? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz | |
12 November 2008
I'm finally getting better
"Over You"
Daughtry
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
03 November 2008
chapter four
october ended.. here comes november..
