psyched

i know it's wrong to lead someone on. would you think it's unfair? don't worry, i won't blame others when they start to hate me because of this.

so, why do i continue to do this? well, it was just a one time thing and i think it would be the last. well, i sure hope so. i half like and half hate the feeling..

bad trip.. i know he won't understand or maybe he also do.

am i expanding my options or am i just taking advantage of the situation?

waaah!

i'm not confused. i still know what i want. but to explain my actions i don't know.