TL Pleakley

i'm really having a hard time getting along with chinky-eyed pleakley.

do you know Agent Pleakley of Lilo and Stitch? He/She looks like this...


and i actually like Pleakley. So, imagine Pleakley with two eyes and they're chinky.. that's him/her!!!

** forgive me, for my safety i need to conceal his/her identity.

a friend of mine calls him/her "mongoloid". not that she (my friend) has anything against mongoloids. he/she does sometimes look like one.

we were actually in good terms before. it all started when he/she showed me that he/she doesn't have a heart. that he/she would do everything to get to the top of his/her career. he/she actually showed it already to one of his/her friends. how much more to me?! but the thing is, taking care of my welfare is his/her job. but i guess, he/she is thinking so much about his/her promotion that the takes care of the bosses instead. he/she is like a robot. it looks like he/she can't think on his/her own. i guess, that's how he/she wants to live his/her life. i just hope and pray that i won't be the first to snap. but it's like a familiar place already. it's like i've been in this situation before but i can't really remember what happened. maybe it went to my auto-delete files, but left the lesson to be learned.

keep your cool..

the funny thing is.. no one can really tell if i'm angry or not. if i'm just having fun or i'm already serious. it's like i'm in Anger Management where everyone would act like i'm already too mad or overacting and already really really angry. but i'm 100% sure they are not paid to act like that.. :-( i'm starting to think that i really do have anger management problems. or don't they just know me?!

oh, well, as long as i keep my cool i guess i'm okay.. i just wish my brains or my mouth is faster than my fist.
haay..

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix Trailer

at last the official trailer of the next Harry Potter movie. I caan't wait to see this one although the previous couple of movies were disapoointing.. i'm still having hope.. heheheh!
but it's book 7 i can hardly wait more!

barniebie

growing up, i never really experienced a sense of having a best friend. a real best friend. with every sense of the word.

good thing, i eventually did and somehow even those relationships end a new one would come in and if not, i'm alright with that since i've experienced the real version of it already, though in different forms and personalities, but at least i know what it's like.

when i started to have that sense of searching for one, i didn't find it easy.. my definition of a good one has very high standards that when i started calling someone as my best friend for the first time, i was so attached but the relationship barely met my standards, but we were eleven year olds then, so, what should i really know, right? i was just happy to be able to have someone to call my best friend. then, we grew apart and never noticed i was having a best friend in another person and the cycle went on and on, that to this point i'm no longer certain how to define in words the essence of being in a best friend relationship. i may not really have one right one, but like i've said, i'm glad to have had it.

so, the other day, i came across one of the best friends i ever had, we did grew apart and eventually just let everything go but still cherish the memories we shared good or bad, we're not exactly best friends again but you know those kindred spirits, you have a rare spiritual link that is very special and you can't quite explain, and she came up with this thought, and i came up with this thought.

we sought for a peaceful box we can call home.. as crappy as it may sound, we both liked the idea, thus, casa barniebie came to be! bwahahahahaha!

last request - paolo nutini

Last Request
Paolo Nutini

Slow down, lie down
Remember it's just you and me
Don't sell out, bow out
Remember how this used to be
I just want you to know something, is that alright?
Baby let's get closer, tonight

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

I've found that I'm bound to wander down that long way road, ohhh
And I realise all about your lies,
But I'm no wiser than the fool that I was before.
I just want you to know something, is that alright?
Baby let's get closer, tonight.

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

Baby, baby, baby
Tell me how can, how can this be wrong?

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh

ooohhhh wohhhhohhh, yeah
Lay down beside me
One last time let's go there,
Lay down beside me.

thinking about it

it has been quite sometime since i had a "lif thought" entry here.. maybe because i've been trying to run away from my own thoughts lately.

why? i'm not really sure. maybe because there are actions needed to be done in lieu with those thoughts and i can't muster up the courage to do them yet. just when i told myself i can..

little by little i would again entertain the thought and would just look at where fate would lead me.

one thing is clear though, as much as it's very hard to not to, i no longer want to shed tears.

my head is constantly hurting just because of fighting back tears.

weird how, i have so many friends and i don't have anyone that i can think of that would understand..

beautiful liar

i have never done a music video review before.. but this one really made me start.
beyonce knowles featuring shakira in beautiful liar.. wow!
the bones in their bodies are unimaginable.. it's a different level of belly dancing! wow!