i'm still clueless on what step to take..
but so far things are just getting worse but partly looking up.. does that make me just go back to where i was?!
i kind of know what to do when things come. but i'm presented with new worries and woes. so, i'm not sure if there's improvement. maybe i'm just still in the same state but not exactly on the same spot.
i don't want to take the matters into my own hands anymore.. it just makes me expect more. expect the worst but don't expect.
i've gotten over the expecting the unexpected state. but it still makes me think. a lot actually.
i'll just go where my shoes take me.. hahaha!
laughter has always been the best facade for me. the smiles. behind this smile is everything you'll never understand.
my chest still hurts.. i'm not sure if that's because of my heart or my lungs.. ha! can't breathe.. or can't live.. ?!?
i'm just wishing that one day i'd be able to write here without these feelings.
happy or sad, i can't say..
still waiting for things to unfold on its own so that i would be able to know the next part of the story.
impatience has always been my weakness. i really hate to wait.. actually that's making me sick.
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