love advice

i'm again in search for the right words to hear.. and then, i would realize, all along i have been shouting them at the back of my mind..

i can't be the one to say good bye.. i would just come back. i need to be the one left behind.. so, i can't follow.

waiting.. it's killing me..

para akong nangangapa sa dilim, but in reality, sobrang nakapikit lang ako..

i'm really afraid to open my eyes..

so, i go blame the darkness..

but where will this leave me?

i will look like a fool..

but i am a fool.. pretending to be sane..

back to square one..

but i live in square one.