playing the game

.. again, i'm at the losing end. but i'm smiling. almost.

13

- glad to be able to wear my sneakers again!
- went to work early, but didn't bother to bring clothes.. wrong move!
- finished 4400! 'stig!

14

- didn't take a bath when i had the chance.. wrong move!
- the big red tagalog e-mail.. one down (antonym of "one up")!
- rained cats and dogs.. with lightning and thunder.. viewed from the 34th floor..
- the Burgundy Island
- kulitan with king kong
- went to stitch..
- watched "The Love Story".. even how hard I try to stop it.. tears fell.
- no sleep

15

- 4 hours of paid sleep.. no repercussions yet.. but i have this huge feeling it's another.. wrong move!
- Trinoma trip with borris, eloisa and jeremy.. ditched stitch in the process.
- went home.. for a change!

@ work - not hoping..
@ school - what?!?
@ home - who are you?!
@ love - ... huh?!?
@ money - no sense of direction
@ faith - hanging by the moment..
@ life - can we go a little faster?!
@ friends - never alone! almost.
@ self - blech!

Aloha au iā ‘oe

okay.. so... well.. now... waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!

do i really have what i want?!

am i supposed to be happy now?

i think, i am...

is happiness really just a state of mind?!

oh, well..

i think i'm okay..

during the storm

i haven't been online for the passed three to four days because i was not home, because of the weather, a storm.. yeah, right!

i have been staying at borris, mark and mae's place.. and for the record, during my stay there, we didn't drink a single drop of alcohol. okay, i'm not sure if i will be proud of that.. but there!

that's the reason of the silence..

but not that silence. when i think about it now, it looks funny. but then, it was difficult.. almost sad. i know he would not break.. and, i hope and try, neither would i.

but it's the weekends again.. and i hated last sunday. i wished i was out, doing something less stupid.

now that i killed king kong.. i'm afraid to admit that i miss him, because i know he doesn't. maybe that's why.. i fought a koala and lost.

i killed king kong

i want king kong dead. i need him dead.

okay, cueboy will only get half of the idea. but that's the point right?

well, because of the turn of events, i ended up killing king kong. i think it's already long over due. he should have died long ago. didn't have the heart to kill him.

now that i do. there. the only thing left to do.. is bury him.

i know it would be fun to leave his dead body there and let it rott or just throw in newspaper on top of his body and take pictures, but i think i need it burried. it doesn't need to be a decent burial. i don't even need the ceremony, but i need the after party.

i need to know how.

and the thought just came in.. i need help from stitch. i don't think he can make much difference. i'm not sure now what he's supposed to do. so, maybe, i just thought of him.

back to burrying king kong.. how?!

apathy? hate? ... forgetting...

delete!

the file has changed. do you want to save the changes?

are you sure you want to send king kong to the recycle bin?

are you sure you want to delete king kong?

yes.. i need to..

need to look up to keep the tears from flowing..

pathetic excuse

posting the results of personality quizzes here is my pathetic excuse of an entry..

i've been avoiding myself. avoiding thinking.. thus, avoiding writing..

okay, reality, it would be impossible to avoid thinking, specially me.. so, i guess it's more of avoiding finalizing my thoughts. that's what happen when i write. my thoughts get a little organized, thus i would be able to think more.. and sometimes, if i'm lucky, come up with a conclusion to what's happening, inside and outside of me.

i love being in front of the computer.. browsing.. being online. but as i flip through the pages, there's always this question, "aren't you going to post a decent entry today?!" thus, browsing for cute/interesting personality quizzes to be able to post the result.

i gotta go.. b@d+12!p just entered the house.

addicted to personality quizzes

i'm not really sure what ENFP means..

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

nothing forever.. again..

which sad love quote (that i made up) are you?

"my love for you ends as the rose petals falls" Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

how pathetic..

You Are a White Rose

You represent youthfulness and purity. Your vibe: Sweet and heavenly Falling in love with you: is like falling in love for the first time

What Color Rose Are You?

because it's the easiest to show..

What is your favorite emotion to show? pics what does the world see

HAPPINESS! YOU LOVE TO SHOW HAPPINESS AND YOU TRY TO BRIGHTEN UP OTHER PEOPLES DAYS BECAUSE IT MAKES U FEEL GOOD OR YOU ARE HAPPY BECAUSE YOU FEEL THAT YOUR LIFE IS GREAT.
Take this quiz!


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half expected this result...

Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl

You rule through teasing and intimidation.. Yet, people would give the world to be your friend

Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

tragic.. as always..

What anime kiss are you? (with pics, girls only sorry)

the 'goodbye' kiss. usually the most tragic but the most meaningful. shared when two lovers are meant to be apart and will never see each other again. AWWW!!!! Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

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where are you?!?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well. But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating. You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

painful tears came out

for the longest time that i've been wanting to cry because of all the things that has been happening and those that i'm anticipating to happen.. i was able to manage, one tear on the right eye and 2 on the left.. and that was it! the first tear was actually painful.. physically.

honestly, i wanted to cry more. and it was the perfect setting because no one was home but me. but then, i wasn't able to produce a 4th tear.

the simpsons movie

in our no-sleep-no-rest streak.. today, eloisa and i watched "the simpsons movie".

no regrets! it was really funny. the lines are so witty, just like the show itself. and the thing is, it has a story! hehehehe!

watch it!

*too tired to write more.. :'(