a month of silence

and i'm currently having short term memory loss..

okay.. i do remember a lot of things. but they're supposed to be forgotten. so, why write about it?

a lot of things are actually about to come an end.

king kong.. a little. i think. i sort of hope..
stitch.. not sure about this though. i know it has always been up to me, so, i guess, this would be my call. right? the question is how.
chito.. he's just there because of mom. but then, naaah...

i need to be alone. we all need some time to be alone, right?

the senator and constituents are against me.. so, there's an ending too. i think.. too bad.

master yoda will be going too..

because of the season, i'm again, trying to fix my life. i know i can't, on my own. i would need all the help i can get.

pray..

it would be fun to sort things out in writing. but then, i already know the answer, before i ask the question.

for quite some time now, my YM status has been,

"If two people love each other, but they just can't seem to get it together, when do you get to that point of enough is enough?"

.. and i have received a number of reactions. others were able to identify where it came from. but so far, my favorite answer is..

"Enough is enough when it no longer matters if you love each other."

Haaay.. It actually gave me hope.

I'm not sure when I will be able to get my act together. Maybe this year. Or the next.

I will probably end up alone and lonely in the process. But happiness is a choice, right? I would need to work out the "alone" part. It sounds impossible, but feels like reality.

haaay... i hope, the right things will eventually make you happy.