23 May 2004

black hole

A region of spacetime, surrounding an extremely dense concentration of matter, in which the gravitational force is so strong that matter and energy cannot escape from it.

there are reasons why these things happen.. we may never understand but they are all in this world for a reason..

i'm calm now. there's no reason to panic anyway. it's just that when we know there is something we can't escape from comes our way we can't help but be perturbed.

now that my standards are no longer that high when it comes to some aspect what i can see that can be terriffying is that the demand of comprehension is very risky.

i just don't want to further expound my every word or things i'm trying to get accross because i no longer expect the masses to understand the things i'm trying to say, so why bother.

i'm not sure how many times and instances that this may have occured because everything is all too familiar that i'm not really sure how this knowledge that experience bought will be able to handle my reactions amd counter actions, i most likely know what the end will always be.. total wreck.

i'm not comfortable with the thought that i'm again crossing the danger zone. it's just that no matter how hard i try i can't just go on with this journey without coming across with one. maybe it's part of life. it's just i do pass them but the agony i've gone through with every single step. i've grown tired in playing this old game. in throwing the dice in the abyss. and retrieving it in the way.

i may never be the heroine in this saga but what can i do? i can't just stand here and watch the world go by. i always try. and i know it's much easier to go out of bounds.

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