salvation

and it comes and goes... sometimes i'm really hard headed.. wel, most of the time actually..

"expect the worse but don't expect..." the golden rule of my life.. but like anyother rules, breaking it is just very tempting. i know i would have to spill out my excuses but no, there's supposed to be no excuse for this one since it has all happened many times before, in all imaginable shapes and sizes.

it's just sometimes you just can't help but wish at the back of your head that your life is also capable of having something to really be happy about... sometimes you just can;t help but expect specially when all things seem to go well..

don't get me wrong. actually i'm fine. i'm even glad because again, "the fortune teller's right". another shot back to reality.. a wake up call.. sometimes i just need someone and/or something to shout in my ear, "HEY BARN!"

thanks!