just like a kid

it has been so long since the last time i felt this way.. it just seems i've totally forgotten about it already..

i'm like a little girl with a crush.. well, basically it seems i am!

waaah!

it has been so long.. that's all i can say. it's like i never felt this before but definitely i've been there done that and more.. but.. i don't know..

maybe this comes with the quarter life crisis..

wow.. in a few weeks my life calendar will turn and i have no idea what's in store for me..

scary..

hah!

why is it called second coming of age when now i feel that i don't know anything.. i don't know how to react, how to go about things.. it's like any moment i would be making a big fool out of myself.. more scary stuff..

there are already things i don't want to get ruined and there are things that i can't help but anticipate (mind you, they're the worst things)

afraid? a little.. or maybe a little more than just a little but not much.

it's weird to have this feeling back.. well, it's just assurance that bygones are already indeed bygones..