this actually was supposed to be a bataan/puerto gallera weekend with our team. then, it was supposed to be a baguio weekend. and as it turned out, it became a gapan weekend. and i really had a wonderful time.
it was really frustrating for him to not be able to pursue the baguio plan, but of course, he chose to be a good son. i know that would be really sad to bear alone, so, i'd rather spend time with him. the baguio trip was really not that appealing without him.
it's ate kriz's birthday. and since she's out of the country, the celebration was not that visible. i really feel bad of not being able to go and bid her good bye.
of course, it didn't start of good, tope was there though to entertain me. hehehe! he's really so cute. haaay.. i just hope when and if i get to have a child it would be as cute as he is.
then i get to get some sleep. i wasn't able to sleep on the way there. vin diesel movies were playing and it was hard not to watch.
then, the usual brawl. hehehe!
we were craving for pizza hut's new pizza. unfortunately there was no pizza hut nearby. i really wanted to watch spiderman 3 with him and it's a good thing there was a nearby cinema, it was not imax but that's alright. so, when we learned that we were no longer going house to house, we grabbed the chance to go and do these things.
we settled for greenwich since it was the only pizza restaurant there. then we ate it inside the theater while watching spiderman3!
i then realized that he's really a good buddy in watching movies. like me, he doesn't talk much if not needed and we'd react at the same things at the same time. we made fun even at the same things and get annoyed with the other people watching the film. we even forced ourselves to finish the pizza before the actual movie started. i don't really like eating while watching the movie. but of course, each other's presence was not really ignored. 
we're still full when we got home. so, we didn't have dinner anymore. then, after much deliberation, we decided to have a late snack. we had lugaw etc. then, went to bed.
it was actually nice seeing his friends again. i really do get entertained and i won't stop laughing without really making fun of them or being rude. and, i know our set up was really weird for them, but i guess, they learned to accept things. i just hope they don't pity me that much. heheheh!
i woke up really early the next day because kuya hart was constantly reminding us that we would need to go to church. so, i went ahead and took a bath and all. but of course, it was already too late for us to join the mass because it was already finished and they were almost still in bed.
it was nice seing sandy again. he's working everyday that's why he wasn't able to go with them that much. i missed his laugh.
back to work. we again went house to house. it was really exhausting and the scorching heat is not really helpful.
we were holding hands more often now. not that i'm complaining. i just need to stop thinking.
we went back just in time for lunch. i was starting to get really sleepy already. unfortunately, there's no place to sleep since the big guys were inside the room watching a boxing match.
good thing.. there was some power failure.. and since it was a relatively small room for about 6 big guys, it would be very hot. so, with what was left with the air conditioned room, we went inside and lied down. and just as i expected, after a couple of minutes, the power went back up. but they were already satisfied in watching the boxing match outside, so we stayed inside with kuya hart and watched the rest of the match.. and we caught the full trailer of regine and piolo's new movie.
i was really sleepy and i really want to sleep.. but his friends went to the "mall" and was texting him that they were playing bingo.
it was kinda exciting and fun, but we're both not much into gambling so we got tired about after a set or two. we spent about, a hundred bucks for the both of us already. of course we didn't win. we both declared to be unlucky with these sort of things.
i thought of something, too bad i voiced it out during the last game already. but it made us survive the rest of the game. whoever gets a number, would snap at the other. i was on a winning streak! he was able to snap back at me twice only i think.. and thanks to kiki's training, the back of his hand was really red already.. heheheh! liked it a lot..
then, we went around the mall.. they saw a studio and we went and had our pictures taken. we didn't really need to twist any arm to be able to get copies of both shots. hehehehe!
when we got back to the kubo.. they had merienda and a few chit chat.. i love the rocking chair scene.. 
until, the big guys came back.. a little drunk.. but i guess, that's alright. i still was stealing a few shut eyes.. then, it was dinner time, and time to get the party started.
of course, they would need to take a bath and prepare.. so, it was another chance for me to sleep. but it was really hard. i think i wasn't able to get at least two minutes of shut eye.
there were a couple of revelations.. but i guess, i would just need to choose which would affect me or not. the boy friend.. the proposal..
he again asked me what song i want him to sing.. i can't remember the songs i once had someone else sang for me. but i think it would be rude to ask him to sing those songs too.. he was never really able to finish any song for me. this time i asked him to sing, "alipin" by shamrock. i was the one who actually finished the song for him..
we sang a lot of songs that night. and it was really nice. everything went well. until of course the next morning. it would really be hard not to annoy him.. but i guess that was normal and i understand where it was coming from.
i practicaly ate and ran. but that's alright, i guess. i don't want to be on the way when they start to go on with the campaign. how funny and awkward it seemed when i called his mom and dad, tita and tito respectively, when i'm more comfortable calling them mommy and daddy. i was just a little scared of what their reactions would be. i was not able to say good bye to the okamas. but i think they would understand.
of course, i would again not receive any messages from him after this. i know it seems like that we're only a couple when we're physically together. it's sad, it's hard, but i'm still happy.. we're both still happy. and i know it would be wrong to say that we don't have a choice. so, i'm not saying that. most of the times, it's just ...
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