october 17, 2007
we can barely do our jobs the shift before the flight.. can't wait! we were giggling and all that laughing.. nothing and no one can wipe away the smiles from our faces..
even if we didn't have any sleep (aside from borris), we were so energetic and lively!
it was our (me, eloisa and tina) first time to board a plane.. hahaha! we were taking pictures everywhere!
we had a very cute FA.. Jay.. haaay.. heheheh!
our first and unforgettable quote.. the FA (not Jay) was giving out the usual announcements before landing. and then said, "The weather in Laoag is.. (sounds like someone thinking very hard).. fine."
bwahahahhahahhahhaha!
we have no idea how we'll get to pagudpud.. so, we asked around, and there! we were able to manage and find Polaris.
on the bus from Laoag to Polaris, we met a guy who was able to identify us from the plane.. imagine our noise level! he's a friend of the owner of Polaris.
in Polaris, we met, LEO (not his real nick name, we just can't say his real one), VER (same with leo, but we think his real name is Everett), and RAFFY (this one we got, easily).
our excitement made us forget our tiresome journey.. we headed to the beach at once! but we slept early, 8:00 PM!
unfortunately some of the people in manila forgot that i was in vacation. i was receiving work related text messages and there was a problem already.. oh well, workaholic that i am, i did what i can do.. but that's not much. the next day, i will leave my cell phone in the room!
28 October 2007
ilocos escapade day 1: pagudpud, here we come!
24 October 2007
weeeh!
uploading pics from pagudpud!
i'm still thinking how to sort it!
waaaaah!
i'll be doing the video on the weekend..
23 October 2007
haaay.. almost made me cry.. almost
45 things a girl wants but wont ask
for, though i personally ask for some
of this..:
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends
together.
KEEP READING
1 1. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,
deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her
more than you, deny it. fight back and
hug her tight so she can't get to her
friends. it makes her feel loved.
Ar e you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you
whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the
waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about
her.
One last thing you need to do to show
her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to
her car- it makes her feel protected,
plus it never hurts to act like a
gentleman.
2 2. Tell her she's your everything -
only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is
something wrong, ask her- if she
denies something being wrong, it means
SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so
just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls
you know!!!!*
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26-don't lie to HER.*
27-DON'T cheat on her.*
28-take her ANYWHERE she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the
morning and tell her have a good day
at work {or school}, and how much you
MISS her.
30-be there for her when ever she
needs you, & even when she doesn't
need you, just be there so she'll know
that she can ALWAYS count on you.*
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT
31. Hold her close when she's cold so
she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close
and kiss her.*
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will
give her the hint that you want to
kiss her).*
34. While in the movies, put your arm
around her and then she will
automaticall y put her head on your
shoulder, then lean in and tilt her
chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even
jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.
REME MBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT
36. When people DISS her, stand up for
her.*
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell
her you love her.*
38. Lay down under the STARS and put
her head on your chest so she can
listen to the steady beat of your
heart, Link your fingers together
while you whisper to her as she rests
her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other
grab her HAND.*
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your
arms as long as possible*
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her at night to wish
her SWEET DREAMS*
42. COMFORT her when she cries and
wipe away her tears.*
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you
love her.*
45.sit on top of her and tell her how
much u love her and then bend down to
her face and kiss her while sitting on
her.
yo u..ll never know when she needs just
a lil more love
back to the real world
just got home from our 5-night stay in Ilocos. and it's not that long as most thought it would be.
i would want to write more about our escapades there, but i'm too time constrained right now, because as soon as the plane landed in manila, all i was thinking about was work.. and i still haven't made up for all the work i missed during the vacation. hopefully tonight i would be able to finish everything. haaay.. well, if not for this job i won't be able to have that vacation in the first place, right?
i want to insert pictures too when i write about everything. since i don't have a digital camera of my own yet, i don't have any pictures yet. and i want to edit the videos i took first. so, 'till then!
just wait for my entry... i just hope i would be able to remember everything. well, the pictures would be able to remind me.
haaaay.. back to work!
15 October 2007
avoiding pain
why are Christians avoiding pain? When it does come to pass and it's part of living life?
am i a masochist for wanting those hurtful things?
i want the hurt of falling inlove. i would like to know the pain of losing someone because of death.
i was never able and i guess never will cry to my mom regarding my heartbreaks. well, because, it would just end up, her scolding me, worse, let our pastor know. eeeewww!
you need to have a Christian boy friend.. and you need to finish your studies first. but we don't have the money to send you to school, and we don't really trust the boys your age at church.
rapture.
but i would be asking myself, what if? what does it feel like? is it that painful? am i strong enought to move on? how will i treat our memories together?
one question to be answered when thingking about marrying someone..
do you love this person enough to be able to stand the pain of lossing him forever? create more memories that would make it harder to let go?
love and death.. the hurts i would like to have. at least, once in this life.
i want to cry again.. but for different reasons. i want to feel and have emotions again. 
08 October 2007
finished ally mcbeal
i was able to finish ally mc beal.. at last. the dvds were with me for more than a year. and it doesn't have season one. good thing is, i have watched most of season one.
it would be very difficult to pick a favorite episode.
but i really love it when they dance to barry white.
i can't help but cry during the last episode. i'm really not good with good byes. haaay...
i guess, it's good that it ended that ally has no boy friend. or else, it would not be ally.
aside from ally, i love john cage.. and richard fish!
07 October 2007
random questions
| Guys Like That You're Sensitive |
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| You Are a Dalmation Puppy |
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| Your Japanese Name Is... |
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| Your True Love's Name Is |
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| Your Flirt Quotient |
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my secret crushes
i'm not sure why i don't tell my friends that i like these guys. maybe because i don't really really like them or, i often say bad things about these people. . bad! but there..
secret crush #1: mickey mouse
okay.. when i first saw him, i already told my friends that i have a crush on him. in less than 5 minutes after seeing him, i already got his name.. i really think he's so cute. but we all know i was just crushing when he's there.
then, i got to know him a little better. he's a snob.
then, i got to know hime a little more better. he's still a snob, but i learned personal things this time. he's kind of, pathetic.
now, uhmm.. we're like almost friends. he asks favors, he tries to get my attention with no reason really..
but i don't really like him, right? hehehe!
that's why he's in this list. oh yeah, he has a girl friend, who i sort of know.. and know more about.. so.. waaah!
secret crush #2: master sanity
i'm not a big fan of his features.. or so, i tell myself. but love his hairstyle. i'm really afraid of him. we never had the chance to talk ever andthen the dream. this freaky dream that he was so into me. and he's still not my crush back then.. i don't even think of him. i think, i just paid attention after the dream.. then i forgot.
then, he became my master.. sort of. then, we talk. and i'm still afraid of him!
this is a secret because, i really like her girl friend, although, i'm not really sure if she loves him as much. and he has personality traits that i have heard of that are really mean. most probably comes with the lineage.
secret crush #3: new crush ng bayan
i liked his features ever since. but he has a ring around his left ring finger. silver. not much interaction.. just one usual "hi!" smile. then, the meeting. but haven't seen him since. most probably he already forgot about me.
secret because.. i'm not sure. he's too good to be true. but i'm still wishing he's not yet married. bwahahahaha!
05 October 2007
questions from gemmerss
1. Story behind your profile song?
- i only have a profile song in multiply.. story behind it.. i am one.
2. Whats bothering you right now?
- work.. so-called love life..
DESC RIBE YOUR:
4. Wallet?
- leather
5. Wallpaper on your computer's
desktop?
- windows xp default.. tinatanggal ng mga kapatid ko kapag iba nilalagay ko.. hmpf! can't wait to get my own
6. Background on your cell phone?
- pon and zi
7. Jewelry worn daily?
- kampai bracelet
8. Where was your default picture
taken?
- in friendster, at home (dining). in blogger, at home (garden). in blogdrive, at frank's intramuros pad. in multiply, at robbie's house in meycauyan.
9. Eyes?
- dark brown
10. Doing this weekend.
- i'm still not sure.. sleep
11. Wearing?
- shirt and shorts... pambahay!
12. Where are you?
- bahay
13. Listening to?
- amber - back into you
14. Have you ever kissed anyone named
Alex?
- nope..
15. What do you smell like?
- heaven! bwahahahha!
16 . Eating?
- none
17. What is your favorite thing?
- hmm.. machines excluded.. pen. but please, don't give me one.
18. Do you remember your dreams?
- seldom
19. Do you believe that dreams come
true?
- where else do we get deja vu?
20. Do you believe in miracles?
- yeah
21. Do you burn easily in the sun?
- nope.
22. What's something you wish
you could understand better?
- john vincent tuazon and myself, together
23. What did you do last weekend?
- sleep
24. Who do you miss?
- ba_rockz, kampai, menan
25. Have you ever been in a fashion
show?
- nope
26. Orange or apple juice?
- apple juice
27. Do you like the person who took
this survey before you?
- yup.. brainy.. hehehe!
28. What was the last text message you
received?
- D k n 2mwag 2log k n ata. Inaantay ko ln c red pnta ko hospital takot kc ko pgwla ako ksma e.
29. What was the last text message you
sent?
- I miss you.. Kya lng, d mo q miss eh. In fact, ur sick of me na.
31 . What is the closest thing to you
that is blue?
- water jug
32. What was the last thing you ate?
- mom's macaroni
3 3. Last person you hugged?
- karen
34. Whose house did you go to last
night?
- i was at the office..
35. Who was the last person you
visited in the hospital?
- can't remember.. batche's dad, i think.
36. Do you like someone right now?
- LIKE? a lot... hehehe!
37. What do you wear more shorts,
slacks, jeans or sweatpants?
- shorts at home.. jeans when going out.
38. What is the last movie you
watched?
- the girl next door in vcd
39. Where did you get the shirt
you're wearing?
- from my brothers! hehehehe!
03 October 2007
quick realization
it would be unfair to say i have never experienced love.. i have.. once.. and i don't think i'll ever get to experience it again..
cute survey from nessha
1. May pag-asa ka ba pag may gusto ka
sa
isang taong 3 years ang layo sa edad
mo?
:: ako pa! loved by all ages! kaya lang sila ang walang pag-asa sakin.. medyo freaky kung 3 years younger.. older, pwede..
2.Maiinis ka ba sa isa mong kaibigan
kapag crush niya ang crush mo?
:: depende sa level ng friendship namin at ng pagkaka-crush ko dun sa crush ko... bwahahahhah! may ganon!
3. Ibibigay mo ba lahat para lng sa
mahal mo??
:: hmm... what do you think? haaay..
4.Wha t do you think of Sam
Concepcion??? ?
:: cute.. sounds like a girl in his song.. but i heard him interviewed on the radio and he was asked to sing.. he does have a voice.. cute..
5.F a ll Out Boy or Maroon 5??
:: maroon 5, any day..
6.What do you think of "girls making
the first move"?
:: it's alright.. as long as their not making the move on my man.. heheheh!
7.What do you think of pipol?
:: is this an abs-cbn survey?! i rarely watch tv.
8. Anung magiging reaction mo kapag
nalaman mo yung mahal mo may
girlfriend/Bo yfriend na?
:: ano'ng nagbago?! ano gagawin ko? ewan.. bwahahahah!
9. Panu kung tinext ka ng
girlfriend/Boy friend ng mahal mo,
nagagalit bkt mo daw tinetext ung
boyfriend nya??
:: kasi may load ako..
1 0. Pick one:::
----1.LOve suCks!
----2.LOve HuRts
----3.LoVe Is HapPy
:: love sucks
11. How is the weather today?
:: rainy.. hate rain.
12. panu kung hinihingi ng kaklase mo
yung picture ng mahal mo ibibigay mo?
:: bakit sya sakin hihingi? be resourceful gurl! heheheh!
13. Panu kung hinihingi ng schoolmate
mo
ung cellphone number ng mahal
mo? ibibigay mo??
:: depende kung bakit..
1 4. eh cnabi niya sau kukunin nya na
lang harap-harapan kasi nga ayaw mo
ibigay...
: : okay..
15. Panu kung niligawan ka ng mahal mo
eh bawal kang mag-girlfriend/boyfriend??
:: i would let him know.. to see if he's up to the challenge.. for a change! letche!
16.Wha t do you think of "ligaw"?
:: missing?! bwahahaha! never ask permission!
17. What do you think of "ligaw sa
Text?
:: kung dun lang, corny ha? dapat isa lang yun sa mga ways nya..
18. What do you think of indians?
:: nothing much
19 .What is your favorite Maroon 5 song?
:: she will be loved.. sunday morning.. this love.. they're actually my favorite foreign band
20 . What is your favorite gwen stefani
song?
:: sweet escape! bwahahahha!
21. your fav. kelly Clarkson song?
:: because of you
22. What do you think of street food?
:: missing it!
23. What do you think of Cadbury
chocolate ??
:: salmonela?! bwahahahahha! yeah, right! love it!
24. Ung crush mo ba nasa featured
friends mo?
:: wala po.. siblings and pamangkins ang featured friends ko eh.. :)
thanks nessha!
02 October 2007
50 questions
50 questions to boggle the mind in
your past & you
do miss them.
1. First off, what's your name?
- Laarni C. Lopez
2. Okay, but what does your best
friend/s call you?
- barn, larn
3. Have you ever kissed someone with
braces?
- nope
4. Who is the fourth received call on
your call log?
- ronald
5.If you could change your eye color
what would it
be?
- green or hazel
6. What is the wallpaper on your phone?
- pon and zi
7. How many pillows on your bed?
- 4
8. Who was the last text message you
sent to?
- batche
9. What color is your shirt right now?
- pink
10. What was the best thing that
happened to you
last year?
- 2006.. can't think of the good things.. too many bad things..
12. Who's the fourth person on your
contacts list?
- lei
13. When was the last time you cried
from laughing
so hard?
- sobrang tagal.. can't remember
14. What school did you attend in
elementary?
- Zion Center of Knowledge School and Jesus Is Lord Christian School
15.do you have a crush?
- a lot
16. Who was the last person that made
you laugh?
- eloisa
17. Do you like Quiznos?
- ito ba yun?
at syempre, research ko talaga.. resto pala.. heheheh! McDonald's na lang.
18. Who do you make fun of the most at
school?
- tia mitch
19. What's the longest time you've
ever talked on
the phone?
- 12 hours and so
20. Do you think you've gotten more
handsome/
pretty since grade school?
- definitely
21. Have you seen your bestfriend cry?
- who is my best friend? i'm a loser.
23. Do you dance in the car?
- yeah!
24. What do you think of hunting and
fishing?
- adventure.. haven't tried.. but really scared to do so..
25. Do you and your bestfriend act
alike?
- loser!
26. What is a noise that you cannot
stand?
- when metal meets metal
27. Does your mom vacuum early in the
morning,
when you're sleeping?
- nope
28. Are your parents in love?
- yeah..
29: What does your 9th txt say?
- Kelan at san g2win bday nung dalawa? Sby n b?
30: Who sent it?
- batche
31. Would you rather sleep at a
friend's or have
them over?
- both
32. When was the last time you wrote a
note, and to
who?
- medyo matagal na.. pero malamang last month lang.. kay eloisa
33.are you in love?
- still checking..
34. who do you miss most?
- many people and things
35. What do you smell like right now?
- something.. may sakit kasi si naomi eh..
36. Do you have a hard time admitting
you're
wrong?
- nope.
37. Who was the last person you held
hands with?
- djames
38. What shoes did you wear today?
- planning to wear sneakers
39. What makes you lose your appetite?
- pressure
40. What color is your laundry
basket/s?
- black
41. Last person you kissed?
- where?
43. Do you own any Levi pants/jeans?
- nope
44. Do you think those stores are too
expensive?
- yes
45. How do you like your steak?
- well done.. hehehe!
46. Who's in your house right now?
- family
47. Where did you get your last bruise
from?
- ewan
48. Where did you last go out to eat?
- brothers burger
49. List three things that keeps you
going in life.
- faith.. yun lang.
50. Is there someone you can't stop
thinking about?
- yes...
facing reality
CAUTION: i have my period and it's raining outside.
why can't i face the truth?
why can't i accept the facts?
why can't i mean what i say? or at least write..
let me rephrase that last bit..
why can't i say what i write?
okay, i can say them, but not to the people who are meant to hear those words.
i'm wrong. i'm the bad person here.. i'm the one with the personality problem. it's all my fault. whatever pain and difficulty i may be experiencing, i've brought this to myself.
nobody's perfect. but you perceive yourself to be. i can't tell you things i want to say. i'm afraid. i've always been. like i've said, from the beginning, i'm really scared.
what now? wait again.. ?! for what? let time pass by and make it seem that time has made everything forget. who forgot what? time forgot everything..
i'm tired, but i can't seem to do anything about it. i can't stop. am i addicted? maybe.. but..
define: addiction
- a state of being dependent on a certain substance, which is harmful or dangerous for the physical or mental health of the person, for his social well-being and economical functioning of the subject
- dependence on a substance (such as alcohol or other drugs) or an activity, to the point that stopping is very difficult and causes severe physical and mental reactions
- Strong emotional and /or psychological dependence on a substance such as alcohol or drugs that has progressed beyond voluntary control.
- A strong need for food, drink, people, or other things, which is extremely hard to resist.
can't live with it, can't live without it..
the promise of a better set up is just around the corner.. i just can't make the turn.
i'm sick and tired of drama, but this is where it leads to..
everyone else has given up. there are things they can't understand. i, myself can't, how much more them? well, they're not supposed to be involved in the first place, right?
i understand their care and concern, but in reality, there's nothing much they can do, but stand watch.. be entertained.
haaay.. this is like a never ending story that is desperately asking to end.
01 October 2007
words from ally mc beal
disparage
- express a negative opinion of; "She disparaged her student's efforts"
- To degrade by unequal marriage, as when a man or woman married someone who was not their peer--ie a countess marrying a simple knight would be considered to be disparaged, and her honor reduced accordingly.
