it has been a very long time since my last entry.. i have been working a lot.. hahahah! i'm really back to being the workaholic bitch that i am. good thing or bad thing? i'm not really sure..
i'm on leave for two days.. thus, the free time to actually create an entry. can't make a specific one so here goes..
-= new earings =-
when mnf and i went to the mall two weeks ago, while he was trying on some pants, i noticed in the mirror while i was combing my hair that one of my earrings was missing. it was a pair of pearl earrings liway gave me when she went to boracay this year. the right one was missing. and i can't stay without earrings, right now. so, after mnf's shopping spree we searched for a new pair of earing for me. and this would be my gift for myself for this cut off.
we went to a lot of shops, and nothing seem to fit my taste. well, there was this one pair that i sort of liked. it's a silver drop pair. i didn't buy it right away and went to search for something different.
as usual, we went inside celine to check what shoes are on sale. i forgot that they also sell accessories and there i saw it. the pair i would like to have. it's really the same as the one in the picture but it's black. it's like ebony. but it's not cheap. we went to search for something else, but i can't take my mind of it. i was thinking of how i would look like wearing them and knowing that it's not light, i needed to think a lot. but we went to search for other earrings but to no avail. so, i mustered up enough courage to go and buy that.
i love it. it was painful during the first few days but then i got used to it. and i'm wearing it almost everyday. i don't have a picture wearing it but soon enough i sure will and i'll post it here or upload it.
when mnf and i went to the mall two weeks ago, while he was trying on some pants, i noticed in the mirror while i was combing my hair that one of my earrings was missing. it was a pair of pearl earrings liway gave me when she went to boracay this year. the right one was missing. and i can't stay without earrings, right now. so, after mnf's shopping spree we searched for a new pair of earing for me. and this would be my gift for myself for this cut off. we went to a lot of shops, and nothing seem to fit my taste. well, there was this one pair that i sort of liked. it's a silver drop pair. i didn't buy it right away and went to search for something different.
as usual, we went inside celine to check what shoes are on sale. i forgot that they also sell accessories and there i saw it. the pair i would like to have. it's really the same as the one in the picture but it's black. it's like ebony. but it's not cheap. we went to search for something else, but i can't take my mind of it. i was thinking of how i would look like wearing them and knowing that it's not light, i needed to think a lot. but we went to search for other earrings but to no avail. so, i mustered up enough courage to go and buy that.
i love it. it was painful during the first few days but then i got used to it. and i'm wearing it almost everyday. i don't have a picture wearing it but soon enough i sure will and i'll post it here or upload it.
-= sms =-
.. pero kung gusto ka rin nya makaharap, half-way across the world lang ang kailangan mong libutin. pero hindi rin saktong half, pwedeng mas malayo or mas malapit.. depende sa kung gaano nyo gustong magkaharap uli..
alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao kapag nagtalikuran sila? kailangan mo pa libutin ang buong mundo para makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo. - bob ong
.. pero kung gusto ka rin nya makaharap, half-way across the world lang ang kailangan mong libutin. pero hindi rin saktong half, pwedeng mas malayo or mas malapit.. depende sa kung gaano nyo gustong magkaharap uli..
-= my prince charming =-
i saw one of my high school best friends viewed my friendster account. i had this urge and missed her as well, so i went and checked her account. then i learned that she's pregnant right now! i'm so excited for her!
then, i realized that i don't have her number. i lost a lot of numbers since i lost my phone. so, i asked for her number from one of our high school best friends. in case she doesn't have beng's number i also asked for nini's. then she started sending the business cards. i was surprised to see that there was a third bussiness card sent.. and the info surprised me more. it was my prince charming. then, dada said, "i know you want it." bwahahahahahah!
so, i sent him a message. it was nice being able to have communication with him again. it has been years. well, one year and 8 months, not that i'm counting.
it has always been it's either him or me who's in a relationship during these times of communication. so, i expected that he's involved with someone right now. then, stupid me, asked for a sign. if it's for more than a year, i'll back off. so, i asked.. and it has been less than a year! bwahahahahaha!
but i'm not really in the mood of pursuing right now. although, it has given me a lot of HP nights and moments. it still can make me smile. and it's okay.
i always came clean with him. i have been honest ever since. so, i told him about my previous relationship. and i may be paranoid, but i think, i shouldn't have. i think it gave a wrong image.
i wanted to blame bliss, but it's not entirely her fault. it was my decision as well. i don't hate my prince charming for it. he is entitled to his own opinions. but like what i have realized, the back of my mind kept saying that, "i never asked for it to happen. i didn't want it. i did not even wish for it." well, it did happen and i won't be able to erase that. i just realized that in all of my past relationships, aside from the last one, i sort of wished for them to happen. i hoped and i prayed, and i guess, until forever, i'm glad they all came to pass. but not the last one. it was a new set up. so, i guess, i tried it. signs of regrets? maybe. i can live.
his birthday is coming up next week, i hope i would be able to remember to greet him.
then, i realized that i don't have her number. i lost a lot of numbers since i lost my phone. so, i asked for her number from one of our high school best friends. in case she doesn't have beng's number i also asked for nini's. then she started sending the business cards. i was surprised to see that there was a third bussiness card sent.. and the info surprised me more. it was my prince charming. then, dada said, "i know you want it." bwahahahahahah!
so, i sent him a message. it was nice being able to have communication with him again. it has been years. well, one year and 8 months, not that i'm counting.
it has always been it's either him or me who's in a relationship during these times of communication. so, i expected that he's involved with someone right now. then, stupid me, asked for a sign. if it's for more than a year, i'll back off. so, i asked.. and it has been less than a year! bwahahahahaha!
but i'm not really in the mood of pursuing right now. although, it has given me a lot of HP nights and moments. it still can make me smile. and it's okay.
i always came clean with him. i have been honest ever since. so, i told him about my previous relationship. and i may be paranoid, but i think, i shouldn't have. i think it gave a wrong image.
i wanted to blame bliss, but it's not entirely her fault. it was my decision as well. i don't hate my prince charming for it. he is entitled to his own opinions. but like what i have realized, the back of my mind kept saying that, "i never asked for it to happen. i didn't want it. i did not even wish for it." well, it did happen and i won't be able to erase that. i just realized that in all of my past relationships, aside from the last one, i sort of wished for them to happen. i hoped and i prayed, and i guess, until forever, i'm glad they all came to pass. but not the last one. it was a new set up. so, i guess, i tried it. signs of regrets? maybe. i can live.
his birthday is coming up next week, i hope i would be able to remember to greet him.
-= my knight in shining armor =-
my friends are enjoying when i'm in the state of HP-ness. i'm not really sure why, but they are. is it because of the smile that i can't get rid off even if my cheek bones hurt? or is it because i'm not the usual bitch they have learned to love?
so, one of these very few good friends of mine sort of introduced me to this guy. sort of introduced because it was not in person. i think i already saw him. mnf pointed him out when he went to our floor. i was looking at him with this stupid look on my face when he looked at my direction. so, i hope he doesn't remember that. but i don't think i would really remember how he looks like in case we bump into each other.
so, there, we haven't met in person yet. but we have been talking in IM and sometimes texting.
since i'm in the state of being easily HP, there are a lot of times that my cheek bones hurt.
i'm half looking forward to actually meeting him in person, but there's this half that wants to keep it this way. i'm not sure why. am i afraid? or am i just contented?
well, the future will unfold on its own, so let it be. and i'll be just giddy and excited about it. :P
so, one of these very few good friends of mine sort of introduced me to this guy. sort of introduced because it was not in person. i think i already saw him. mnf pointed him out when he went to our floor. i was looking at him with this stupid look on my face when he looked at my direction. so, i hope he doesn't remember that. but i don't think i would really remember how he looks like in case we bump into each other.
so, there, we haven't met in person yet. but we have been talking in IM and sometimes texting.
since i'm in the state of being easily HP, there are a lot of times that my cheek bones hurt.
i'm half looking forward to actually meeting him in person, but there's this half that wants to keep it this way. i'm not sure why. am i afraid? or am i just contented?
well, the future will unfold on its own, so let it be. and i'll be just giddy and excited about it. :P
i want to make you smile.. but i don't know how to..
all i know is why.. because even if you don't really mean to, you make me smile..
thanks! hope to make it up to you someday!
-= define =-
i'm still not finished reading bag of bones, but i'm determined to finish it before my "vacation" ends. i came across these words and googled them.
evoe - no results came out. i sure wish to find what it means!
chortle
chuckle: laugh quietly or with restraint a soft partly suppressed laugh
wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn Laughter is an audible expression or appearance of merriment or amusement or an inward feeling of joy and pleasure (laughing on the inside). It may ensue (as a physiological reaction) from jokes, tickling and other stimuli. ...
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chortle A joyful, somewhat muffled laugh, rather like a snorting chuckle; To laugh with a chortle or chortles
en.wiktionary.org/wiki/chortle
espionage
The practice of obtaining secrets (spying) from rivals or enemies for military, political, or economic advantage using illegal or unethical methods.
www.mangrum-pi.com/glossaryOfTerms.php A government’s use of spies to uncover the secrets of other nations.
postalheritage.org.uk/learning/teachers/freeresources/lastpost/glossary/ is the use of illegal means (spying) to collect Information, more particularly secret or unpublished information. ...
www.quantum3.co.za/CI%20Glossary.htm
as much as i want to start reading mama bear's gifts, i'm determined to finish this one.
evoe - no results came out. i sure wish to find what it means!
chortle
wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chortle
en.wiktionary.org/wiki/chortle
espionage
www.mangrum-pi.com/glossaryOfTerms.php
postalheritage.org.uk/learning/teachers/freeresources/lastpost/glossary/
www.quantum3.co.za/CI%20Glossary.htm
as much as i want to start reading mama bear's gifts, i'm determined to finish this one.
-= my hair update =-
i'm determined to have my hair done today. after this, i would be going to the salon and have my hair done! i saw rhian ramos' hair in lalola and that's what i want. it's the same with the picture i showed before but i wanted to see a local do it so it would be easy for the hair dresser to copy. i'm excited! i will sure be uploading pictures with the new hair and the earrings! love it!
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