26 May 2004

looking for an answer


one of the pointless things to do.. look for answers to questions you know you can't find. we will never know why these questions are always asked and some times it's funny how people look when they desperately try to answer those questions.

some questions would take time before the answers would come. but the next question would be when? lucky for those people who knows exactly when the answer would come it's just that they can't wait for it to come.

i'm a very impatient person and i hate setting deadlines for myself, because i barely meet them. well, maybe during the passed summer i was able to meet one, technically. i also don't know when to call it quits. sometimes i would have to make deadlines for this as well, that i will stop doing this until after a certain period of time. it took me almost six months for one. but i was able to do one like i promised, a week. now i again would have to wait and see.. i really hate waiting.

it's bittersweet torture for me to think of what the answer would be. again putting that expect the worst but don't expect principle would have to give you an answer for almost everything, unless of course you would focus on the don't expect part because that would be a totally optimistic thing.

i know i'm not 100% pessimist but i know my optimism is fairly low for someone my age and for someone this jolly looking.

i have this friend who told me that when he's not feeling right he would listen to this song.. (although he told me it was "smile" by eraserheads and when i thought about it, isn't that "with a smile"?!? hehhehe! i was right.. but i didn't bother to correct him.. hehhehe!)

With A Smile
Eraserheads

lift yer head
baby don't be scared
of the things that could go wrong
along the way
you'll get by with a smile
u can't win at everything but u can try
and baby u don't have to worry
coz there ain't no need to hurry
no one ever said that there's no easy way
and when they're closing all their doors
and they don't want u anymore
this sounds funny but i'll say it anyway
girl i'll stay
through the bad times
even if i have to fetch u everyday
i'll get by if u smile
u can never be too happy in this life
coz in a world where everybody hates
a happy ending story
it's a wonder love can make the world go round
but don't let it bring u down
and turn ur face into a frown
u'll get along with a little prayer and a song
lift yer head
baby don't be scared
of the things that could go wrong along the way
we'll get by with a smile
now it's time to kiss away
those tears goodbye

i'm getting sleepy again.. maybe i'll eat my baked spaghetti already.. hmmph!
about seven more hours to go.. haaay...

FABULOUS! DIVINE!

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