31 July 2007

wearing high heeled boots

... for almost 24 hours straight is going to kill your feet.

.. good thing, i've got (and it feels good to know that one has) good friends.
.. bad thing, there are things that hurt more than sore feet.
.. good thing, there are still things that would make you smile and even laugh out loud.
.. bad thing, there are still things that would make your tears flow.

saying sorry for nothing in particular, but for everything i have caused someone is one of my early steps in saying goodbye, in letting go.. which, would mean, i'm in deeper $h!+ than i have imagined.

30 July 2007

and it comes down to this...

Your Birthdate: September 18

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.

You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.

meet gabriel...

mind game.. i won!

1.What's the best love story
you've ever watched?
** the notebook

2. Do u think you're ok?
** yeah.. and bowing head slowly..

3. Song playing at the moment?
** transitioning from Christina Aguilera's "I Turn to You" to "Dear Mr. President" by Pink

4. One song to describe current
relationship?
** unfaithful or lips of an angel

5. Accessories you usually wear?
** bracelet

6. Fave color(s)?
** green, purple, blue..

7. Ever donated blood?
** nope

8. Last place you went to?
** glorietta

9. Last person u went out with?
** people.. eloisa, boriss, mark and karen

10. The most exciting sport?
** UFC!

11. Ever had a permanent tattoo?
** nope.. how i wish..

12. Movie u want 2 watch?
** hmm.. land of women

13. Any piercings?
** wala po

14.The most romantic gift ever
recieved?
** wala pa.. at wala na yata..

15. Act on stage before?
** missing it actually..

16. Struck by lightning before??
** not yet

17. Danced with your loved one before?
** yeah.. not as good as i thought it would be, actually..

18. Ever wished you could turn back
time?
** naman! kahit may limit, okay lang..

19. One song that's meaningful to you?
** torn

20. Last person you met for the first
time?
** can't remember the name..

21. What will you be doing tomorrow?
** trabaho.. trabaho.. sana sumweldo ng makapag-shopping at maka-gimik

22. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
** yeah.. almost had a plan..

23. One thing you totally regret??
** one lang?!

24. Do people like you?
** most.. or they just appear to like me.

25. What was the last game you played?
** mind game.. i won!


26. Someone who means a lot to you at
this moment?
** none.. maybe king kong, but not really..

27. The color of your mobile phone?
** black and silver

cool questions at last

1. may lumipad na bang ipis sa mukha
mo?
- can't remember.. heheheh!

2. hinalikan ka na ba bigla ng crush
m0 sa lips?
- opo... hehheh!

3. naging classmate m0 na ba yung ex
m0???
- hindi pa.. never.. di na siguro mangyayari..

4. dinedma ka na ba ng bf/gf mo?
- madalas.. di nya gets eh..

5. kinalimutan ka na ba ng bf/gf mo?
- di ko alam.. siguro..

6. panu kung hindi ka binigyan ng
allowance ng parents mo?
- di ko rin sila bigyan ng allowance pag dating ng sweldo! bwahahahahah!

7. panu kung napatingin sayo yung
crush mo habang nakatitig ka sa kanya?
- smile lang.. tapos tingin sa friend nyang mas cute! bwahahahha!

8. panu kung dalawa kayong mahal ng
mahal mo?
- magsama sila.. sawa na 'ko sa ganyang set up.. o kaya.. dalawa rin silang mahal ko! bad!

9. panu kung nagsasaya ka tapos
pinatugtog bigla yung song na nagpapa-
alala sayo sa ex mo na mahal mo pa?
- kebs! tuloy ang saya.. syempre ayaw magpahalata sa mga kasama..

10. panu kung nawala lahat ng
kayamanan nio?
- meron pa ba?! nasan?!? wala nang mawawal.. matagal ng wala!

what if..

11. nakita mong may kahalikang iba yung
bf/gf mo?
- let them see me.. kiss ko yung ka-kiss nya.. tapos kiss ko sya.. tapos alis.. winner!

12. nawala pera mo habang nagsha-
shopping?
- uwian na!

13. nakakita ka ng bloody knife sa
cabinet mo?
- woaw! takot ako sa dugo.. malamang hinimatay ako..

14. nde ka sinip0t ng bf/gf mo sa araw
ng monthsary/anniversary niyo?
- may usapan ba?! malamang nasa maling location ako.. bwhahahaha!

15. may dumaan na multo sa harap mo?
- "pu+@n9 !n@" pero pabulong lang..

16. dinededma ka lang ng nililigawan mo
pero tumatanggap xa ng regalo galing
sayo?
- hmmm... may kilala rin ako'ng ganito.. hindi pa naman ako nanliligaw eh..

17. may nagsuicide nang dahil seo?
- woaw! he/she is sick! walang kwenta kinamatay nya... hehehehh!

18. tumawag si sadako?!
- gusto ba nya ng sub?! pwede ako!

19. nagpakita sayo ang kaluluwa ni
elvis presley?!
- so, you're really dead?! isang "burning love" naman dyan.. video ko lang.. tapos upload ko!

20. nagka-crush ka bigla sa fwend mo?
- more group hug! bwahahahaahah!

21. nakisilong sayo yung crush mo kase
umuulan tp0s wla xang pay0ng per0 ikaw
mer0n?
- shucks! allergic ako sa payong kaya malabong mangyari 'to.. but just in case.. sya paghahawakin ko ng payong!

22. may nagtext sayo na papatayin ka
daw nia?
- reply ako: "san tyo mit?! go fastest!"

29 July 2007

not in the mood

for quite s0me time now, at least two days, i've been meaning to write a letter. but just here. for him..

but there are always things that stop me.

yesterday. because what i would be writing would probably too defensive and too pissed.
when i got home. there are unwanted visitors.
now. they're already up, and they're getting in my nerves.

i always thought of writing it during working hours. but then.. there would be too many eyes that will see.. and there's a lot of things to do.. really.

there will come a time i would be able to write the letter. i have too. i need too. everyone got their letter.. i think. and he so, deserve one from me..

haaay.. as i've told Pink 5 and stig yesterday at the deck in glorietta, "i need other things to think about aside from work."

then, i contemplated on the other aspects of life..

i then, realized, much needs thinking about of.. but, like work, i don't want to think about it and it seems to be pathetic thinking about them..

that would include, finances, family, so-called love life, religion..

so, what's left to think about...

i thought of fiction.. bwahahahhaahh!
then, thought of, friends.. who?!? where?!? when?!?

there.. i think, i would have something to think about, aside from work.. i hope...

waaaaaaahhhh! stop kidding yourself! you can't help but think about work and the tasks you are about to do and the stinking fact that after much effort you will not be able to meet the standards and be regularized in that position, because you simply don't measure up, and you're jinxed!

27 July 2007

explanation

i'll admit it. i'm really scared. i don't want to be in her wrong side. maybe she was just really having a bad day.. or something. waaaah! i'm really going over my head. all the negative thoughts are pouring in.. and i can't stop it.

i need her to write another entry in her blog that would be after what happened and i hope, please!, that it's nothing about me!

i sure hope she won't make a big deal out of it..

because, i will have no chance of explaining myself to her. and i really don't want to explain.. if i explain out of nowhere, she would know that i'm reading her blog. i'm thinking what would be my codename. waaaaah!

i really don't want to be part of it! please!

and even if she confronts me with it, i might sound too defensive. and i'm really not comfortable explaining myself to people i'm not close to.

oh well.. i can't please everyone, right?

it's not like i was doing nothing at that time.. and besides, it was already outside my shift.. haaaay..

maybe i'm more scared if she will tell that to bossing.. he really seems to be someone who doesn't take explanations. and it's really irritating to explain yourself to someone who is not capable of understanding you..

please! i'm really thinking of worse things that could happen..

i'm afraid that if there would be someone that would confront me regarding what happened, i would ask if he/she is also asking for an explanation or just letting me know that he/she knows that it happened.

fcuk! $h!t! it's really supposed to be nothing.. i'm hope i'm the only one making a big deal out of this.. please!

waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!

really scared.. really.. what would happen then?!? my jinx..


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26 July 2007

no lying quiz

1. last beverage:
>> water

2. last phone call:
>> credit card company

3. last cd played:
>> zsa-zsa zaturnnah sound track.. all comes in mp3 nowadays

4. last time you cried:
>> really cried?! june 31

5. last text message to:
>> joray

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS.

1. green
2. blue
3. purple

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU.

1. Made a new friend?
>> yeah

2. Laughed until you cried?
>> tagal ng hindi.. huhuhu

4. Met someone who changed your life?
>> haaay.. yeah

5. Found out who your true friend?
>> yup

6. Is there something you want to tell
someone?
>> marami sila at marami ring sasabihin

7. How many kids do you want to have?
>> never thought i'd reach that point in my life.. but just in case.. 2

8. Do you have any pets?
>> none

9. Do you wanna change your name?
>> nope!

10. What did you do yesterday?
>> hindi natulog at tinapos ang hp7

11. Last time You had pizza?
>> forgot! ang tagal na pala!

12. What time did you wake up today?
>> mga 1:30

13. What were you doing at 10:30 p.m?
>> trabaho.. o petiks.. a little of both

14. Name something you CANNOT wait
for?
>> death

15. Last time you saw your father?
>> can't remember.. heheheh!

16. What is one thing you wish you
could change about your life?
>> financial status, family principles

17. What are you listening to right
now?
>> the bloomfields

18. Have you ever talked to Tom?
>> just read about him

19. Who's getting on your nerves right
now?
>> si kingkong, si muji, si bossing.. sige na nga, di na masyado si kingkong

20. Most visited webpage?
>> blog ni jedi master, bwahahahah!

21. Coke or Pepsi?
>> coke

22. Have you seen anyone naked in the
past week?
>> huhuhuuh! wala po!


if you answered honestly to all these,
repost as

NO LYING QUIZ

come on!

i'm really pissed off! and i really don't want to write at this state.. but i want to write about it as well.

guess, i'll browse a few pages and get back here..

after about a little more than an hour

okay.. i've created my simpsons avatar.. heheheh!
uploaded it in friendster.. removed a photo.. answered some messages.. ahh.. yeah.. read the latest entry in jedi master's blog. and answered a survey posted in the friendster bulettin board..

so, am i ready to talk about it? let's see.. i'm not that infuriated anymore. but i still can't help but feel bad about them. haaay..

haaaay.. nah! i'm not fit to write about it. on to other things!

25 July 2007

cracked another one.. the last

okay, so, it's not the last book i will crack.. but it's the last of the harry potter series!

waaaaaah! if i wasn't riding the jeepney.. tears would have fell as i finish the book. (haay.. again, fighting tears. a new hobby?!)

and i so badly want to release those tears! well, it almost.. but i followed a friend's advice and looked up.. heheheheh!

i'm not to write any spoilers here.. i might twist the facts.. hehehhehe! because i'm not that much of a fan. it really is a good read, that's why i got hooked. but up to the point of just reading.

i haven't got any decent sleep yet since this week started, and i really planned to sleep today. unfortunately, i wasn't able to put the book down. okay, i did fell asleep, because i really had no sleep yesterday (not counting the sleep i got while travelling). i dozed off for about an hour or less and it was already time to get up. i'm really determined to get some sleep tomorrow. thus, i need to get home early. hmmm.. no hobby?! maybe.. bwahahhahahah!

the saga was really great. and it's really sad to think that it has come to its end. one question though, and i'll look it up again, what was harry's job?! just curious. oh, well.

start to work!

24 July 2007

confession: anonymous reader

i limit myself into only two posts per day.. but i really need to write this one.

the confession: i have been browsing the blogs of my "supervisors".

okay.. so, i don't really see the harm there. or the wrong thing i've done, for that matter.. but i just don't want to be caught. or i don't want them to know that i know their blogs and that i can read whatever they have been writing lately.

our account has a lot of "history". and are still conjuring a lot.. i'm not sure if i'm already part of it.. but i doubt if i'm not. because they're really good at it. well, not just the sups.. most of the people.. but don't take me wrong, i do love these people.

maybe, it's just that, if i'm caught viewing their blogs, i wouldn't know what to say.. or how should i react. or if they ask, "what are you reading?!?" i can't just answer, "your blog." and it would be a big insult to their intelligence to say, "nothing."

so, here, i opted to view it at home.. and now, i've learned a lot more! i haven't read much though.. just identified who they are in real life.. and maybe, if i would get the urge again, i would visit their entries and know what's hapenning..

i really meant to get just a quiz.. but, curiousity got the best of me.. so there!

now, i'm thinking, if they were in my shoes.. and i learned that they have been viewing or reading my blog.. well, goodluck in deciphering! heheheheheh! this is actually the most transparent entry i've ever done. and i don't really mind. they would just end up assuming.. and most of the part, they would assume wrongfully.

i even had a friend, who i thought, was able to read right through me, read my entries here. and he was nothing but baffled. he said that he can't seem to figure it out. well, actually.. that's how my thoughts really are.. it's something you can't really figure out. because i, myself, am confused about it. heheheh! there are a lot of context clues though.. but you need to stick around long enough to know.

so, back to my confession.. okay.. what are blogs for anyway.. they sort of serve to be a diary or a journal, but you write it knowing that they're for public viewing.. so.. what would you really feel if someone is reading it.

okay.. this all started because a friend of mine thought that one of these bloggers wrote an entry about me. and it's really far from a positive note.. so, i read the entry and then, discovered, although the description would really depict me.. it wasn't me. i'm a hundred and one percent sure..

it's really scary to be part of their world. i really want to go back. but i'm already here. there must be a reason. i have found one already.. but i can't find the reason for having that reason. so, it's like i'm back to square one. plus, i can't get my mind off my jinx!

oh well.. that would be a totally different story.. haaay.. missed writing!

my clones

34 of the MOST Spontaneous Questions

34 of the MOST Spontaneous Questions
Ever, BE HONEST.

1. What do you want for your Birthday?
a surprise party

2. Who will be your next kiss?
he doesn't want it

3. When was the last time you went to
the mall?
was that about a week ago, with my mom and brother, when shoe shopping at trinoma and watched HP5

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
nope

5. When was the last time you went out
of town?
june.. hindi counted yung nung weekend kasi taga-bulacan rin ako..

6. Have you been to the movies in the
last 5 days?
nope.. :(

7. What was the last thing you had to
drink?
water..

8. What are you wearing right now?
shorts and shirt.. pambahay

9. What was your last purchase?
i forgot!! can't think of it.. was it shoes?! kung counted ang food, breakfast

10.What was the Last food you at ate?
tropical hut's corned beef breakfast meal

11. Who would be the person you would
call if you were up in the middle of
the night and couldn't sleep?
he wouldn't answer the call..

12. Have you bought any clothing items
in the last week?
nope..

13. do you have a pet?
none

14. What was the last sporting event
you saw?
can't remember!! waaah!

15. If you could be anywhere right now,
where would you be?
in his dreams.. bwahahahahahahahahah!
hmmm.. beach!

17. One thing you hate about yourself?
complicated

18. What's your favorite soup?
sopas! bwahahahah!

19. Do you miss anyone?
a lot..

20. Last play you saw?
anatomiya ng korupsyon.. while my alternate was on

21. What are your plans for the day?
go to work.. and work.. haaay.. get that accomplished feeling.. and read HP7!

22. Last person you msg'd?
text?!? didn't reply, so why bother?! ym.. roy

23. Ever go to camp?
yeah.. never like i imagined

24. Are you an honor roll student in
school?
shamefully, yeah...

25. What do you know about the (your)
future?
i'll grow old alone.. so, i want to die young..

26. Are you wearing any perfume or
cologne?
it wore off already..

27. Where are your best friends
located?
haaaay...

28. What grade are you in?
technically, in college.. practically, working!

29. How old do you want to be when you
have kids?
old enough to send them to school..

30. Who was the last person who made
you cry?
i rarely cry now.. scary..
so, the last would be, myself

31. Do you have any tattoos or
piercings?
nothing out of the norm

32. Who makes you smile?
whomever i choose to make me smile..

33. How do you like your soda?
ice cold!

34. Do you like hot sauce?
a lot! the hotter the better! hehehhehe!

23 July 2007

a little step back to my college days

1. ANO'NG STUDENT NUMBER MO?
* 2001101945

2. ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?
* Computer Engineering

3. SECOND CHOICE?
* wala

4. ANO COURSE MO NA NATAPOS?
* wala pa! bwahahahah! pero ComEng pa rin..

5. NAG-SHIFT KA BA?
* hindi po

6. CHINITO/CHINITA KA BA?
* hindi noh!

7. NAKAPAG-DORM KA BA?
* since day one!

8. NAKA UNO KA BA?
* never.. pero di sila naniniwala na never..

9. NAG-KA 3 KA NA BA?
* oo naman!

10. LAGI KA BANG PUMAPASOK SA KLASE?
* hindi!

11. MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA?
* once, for one term, academic scholar.. half lang..

12. ILANG UNITS NA ANG NAIPASA MO?
* di ko alam.. basta 60 to go..

13. NANGARAP KA BA NA MAG-CUM LAUDE?
* hindi.. wanted to enjoy my college life..

14. FAVE PROF
* sir resty.. astig!

15. WORST TEACHER:
* sir sy! bwahhahah!

16. FAVE SUBJECT/S:
* logic circuits 2

17. WORST SUBJECT:
* feasib.. bakit ba may ganon?! OJT na lang!

18. FAVE BUILDING:
* hmmm... south.

19. PABORITONG KAINAN:
* manang chicken.. tapos naging kantunan.. tapos.. wala na! yosi na lang!

20. NUNG ESTUDYANTE KA PA MAGKANO BA
ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP?
* bwahahahah! Php 6.00

21. LAGI KA BA SA LIBRARY?
* hindi noh!

22. NAGPUNTA KA BA SA CLINIC NUN?
* madalas dati.. as in tulog lang!

23. MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?
* marami!

24. ANU-ANO ANG MGA NAGING PE MO?
* hmmm.. dance tsaka sports something.. the rest, ticket na!

25. KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO?
* okay lang.. mga graduate na sila..

26. MEMORIZE MO BA ANG ALMA MATER SONG
NIYO?
* chorus lang.. actually "M and the I and the T" lang..

27. MEMBER KA BA NG VARSITY TEAM?
* good luck!

28. NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?
* opo.. sobrang pawis ang tumagaktak..

29. DITO KA BA NATUTONG UMINOM NG BEER?
* not really.. pero dito nahasa! kampai rules!

30. DITO KA BA UNANG NAINLOVE?
* hindi una.. pero pinaka matindi.. oo

20 July 2007

okay -- not!

i'm not really in the mood to write. i would rather listen to songs or read HP7. but i'm here writing.

okay, i'm confused, but not really.. i'm hating chito, but not exactly.. i'm even talking to him right now. i'm missing stitch, a lot! but, i don't actually want to see him right now. i like being with kingkong.. but i don't want to be together with him.

talk about confused! and i call myself okay..

and i'm all bringing it to fate and chance.. then choice.

haaay... loving my friends. rather new. the old ones are out of reach. i think. or maybe because they're sort of involved or would just bring complications more.

oh well.. i think as long as i consider myself "okay", i'm fine.. right?!

naaaah!

15 July 2007

right timing

i received this text message last night from mommy joey of rushers ml. and it was perfect. i forwarded it. nothing follows.. not much, i hope.. hehehehe!

Take chances, take a lot of them.. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with whom, it always ends up just the way it should be... Your mistakes make who you are... You learn to grow with each choice you make... Everything is worth it... Say how you feel always... Be you, and be okay with it...

there you go! think!

14 July 2007

wanted: the incredible absorbing man

okay.. i just really wanted to have that title in one of my entries.

it's not a hundred percent suited to what i want to say or feel, but it can suffice...

going home no longer feels like going home. (i just want to let that out.)

i'm not so sure where i am again. i can be lost. i'm sort of in a cross road, that seem to lead to one place. misery. and it's not like i'm not in it yet.

there are things i want to sort out. but i don't want to be thinking about it. i want to write through it. but i'm afraid to see what would come out. although, most of the time i've been doing it.

i guess, let's just focus on the title..

haaay.. the incredible absorbing man. i actually think i've found him. but he will also lead me to misery, in a way.

but life is not perfect. there are a lot of factors in it that would make you happy and a lot that would make you sad.

Parokya Ni Edgar - Absorbing Man

You can beat me up,
Call me names
Steal my bike, go insane
I don't care if you rearrange
My face, I don't mind

You can burn my toys
And the books I read
Still it won't matter to me
Cause with one big gulp
I'll swallow it up and smile, oh yeah

Chorus:
Because I'm the incredible absorbing man
And I'm gonna do the best I can
Till you finally understand

I am calm, I'm serene
Not a word is getting through to me
When you scream

I'm a sponge.I soak it up
All the crap you put me through
Won't make me give up

I will never falter, I will never quit
You'll never find another
Who'll put up with your shit


okay.. so, i really don't do these things.. but what really hit me a lot "You'll never find another who'll put up with your shit" . but the shit described in the song is sooo not my shit.. bwahahahahahahah!

haaaay... bad trip! i want to write about what's really bothering me.. but then again, i'm here at home. so, i'm borbaded with the )&**&^^$%^#@#$%^*%)*&*&%$#@#$$!!

haaaay...

10 July 2007

working it out


friends - unexclusive dating (but no intimate physical contact)

as complicated as it may seem, it's better that we have something to hold on to..
maybe this is what we're really looking for.

i'm starting to smile again.. for real.

09 July 2007

love advice

i'm again in search for the right words to hear.. and then, i would realize, all along i have been shouting them at the back of my mind..

i can't be the one to say good bye.. i would just come back. i need to be the one left behind.. so, i can't follow.

waiting.. it's killing me..

para akong nangangapa sa dilim, but in reality, sobrang nakapikit lang ako..

i'm really afraid to open my eyes..

so, i go blame the darkness..

but where will this leave me?

i will look like a fool..

but i am a fool.. pretending to be sane..

back to square one..

but i live in square one.

08 July 2007

drowning in invisible tears

it hurts. but i can't cry.
"you can't fight the tears that ain't coming.."

i want this to end, but i'm afraid how..

i no longer mind being alone. it's better to be lonely alone, than lonely with someone..

i guess i'm ready for solitude now. i've accepted the fact that i would grow up alone.

love is wasted on me.

i'm back to the lonely me. but i decide not to leave the stage. the show must go on. the back stage is on fire. good thing i have my make-up and costume on.

shrek the third


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05 July 2007

my song..

Unfaitful
Rihanna

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

i love you. goodbye.

this was the content of the note Larry left Ally..
this is like something we both have right now..
i can't fight anymore. it's not that i'm tired.. but it's just the way to be. stop and walk away.
my one reason to stay doesn't suffice anymore.. in fact, i think this was the reason i was looking for to leave.

so i guess, this is it. for once and for all.. i love you. good bye.

03 July 2007

back from hiatus

haay.. a lot of things already happened.. and it has been just about a little more than a month..

wanted to play key words.. but that would really take a very long time.. and i really think the key words won't suffice..

okay.. i can't help it..

friends summer emotion love life

bwahahahahah! how general can i get?!

it's good to be back on line!

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