waah! i haven't got a decent sleep yet!
i'm literally not feeling well. i just want to get some good sleep. but my shift is just starting and there are a lot of things to do tonight. my head is throbbing.
haay.. these are the times when i'm longing for someone to take care of me.
i'm dead tired that i can't even make my small muscles to form a smile. i hate the feeling. and the fact that there's no reason for me to smile or there's no one there trying to make me do so. no one misses my smile.. haay..
fabulous and divine?!? baah!
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for someone who always has shit happenning, i sure am hard headed.
ok, so i thought for a change all would be good and well. but then again, as usual there would be something to grrr... about.
let's start with the yeah right part/s of my day..
i had to stay for two more hours to finish a task. but that was fine since i was practically asleep the whole morning. but i was thinking about the activity i have set for the rest of the day that i know by the end of the day i would be dead tired. but that's okay.
so, there, i pretty much had a nice sleep although not perfectly comfortable since i was still in my working clothes and i was lying in a bunch of pillows (which at certain arrangements i would love), well, it was again nice. until of course after the alarm went on.
i had to do something for inay to make her come tonight, which was a success!
so, here start the good things. i have a peaceful hair day. and the puke family day managed to push through. having all of my family members present would be sooo imposible so having only two casualties is a very much great achievement.
for a change we had coffee instead of the usual cases of red horse in the table. more bonding and chika ever..
with just that simple thing, even though we weren't able to have our pictures since our beloved inay is again late, kanino pa ba naman ako magmamana? back to what i was saying, with just that simple thing i was ok. i did have fun and whatever headache and/or fatigue i'm experiencing now is okay.
and the spoiler came. my again shot back to reality that there's no such day in my life that everything would be alright. waaah! for some fucking reason i can't seem to pull up the yahoo mail site. waaah! any site won't open. and the ftp for my pic is there in my yahoo briefcase. the reason why the pics on my right are not available. it's just a very irritating thing. i can't seem to figure out what else to do. i no longer want to think because my head is really hurting already and my tummy is starting to go against me.
okay, so technically this is a new day but then again what the heck! i still haven't got my sleep yet so in my time, it's still the same day.. wait, if i would go on like this i would have just one day for about 36 - 48 hours!! heheheh!
hah! i wish i could have a copy of the pictures we took with the family, the one with the car/van whatever that is, and the one in front of seattle's. and i'll post it here for sure!
waaah! i still can't help but think about what's happenning with my yahoo connection.. bad trip! an hour and thirty to go before our lunch break but people here are not yet hungry.. i think i'll get some shut eye.. i hope.. heheheh!
one of the pointless things to do.. look for answers to questions you know you can't find. we will never know why these questions are always asked and some times it's funny how people look when they desperately try to answer those questions.
some questions would take time before the answers would come. but the next question would be when? lucky for those people who knows exactly when the answer would come it's just that they can't wait for it to come.
i'm a very impatient person and i hate setting deadlines for myself, because i barely meet them. well, maybe during the passed summer i was able to meet one, technically. i also don't know when to call it quits. sometimes i would have to make deadlines for this as well, that i will stop doing this until after a certain period of time. it took me almost six months for one. but i was able to do one like i promised, a week. now i again would have to wait and see.. i really hate waiting.
it's bittersweet torture for me to think of what the answer would be. again putting that expect the worst but don't expect principle would have to give you an answer for almost everything, unless of course you would focus on the don't expect part because that would be a totally optimistic thing.
i know i'm not 100% pessimist but i know my optimism is fairly low for someone my age and for someone this jolly looking.
i have this friend who told me that when he's not feeling right he would listen to this song.. (although he told me it was "smile" by eraserheads and when i thought about it, isn't that "with a smile"?!? hehhehe! i was right.. but i didn't bother to correct him.. hehhehe!)
With A Smile
TILA
Lani Misalucha
Tila inulan ang puso ko
Nang nalamig ang 'yong pagsuyo
O bakit nagbago ang 'yong pagtingin
Parang malamig na panahon
At nang ikaw ay kinausap ko
Habang ang ulan ay bumubuhos
Nakita ko sayong mga mata
Na gaganda din ang panahon
Chorus
Tila hihina rin ang ulan
Tila lilipas din ang bagyo
Kahit madilim ang kalawakan may nagtatagon
Sinag sa ulap
Tila inulan ang puso ko
Nang parang naglaho ang pagibig mo
O bakit ka kaya nagbago
Sinlamig ng panahon
Chorus
Tila hihina rin ang ulan
Tila lilipas din ang bagyo
Liliwanag din ang kalangitan
At ang araw ay sisikat nang muli
Bridge
Ang karimlan ay haharapin
Matatanaw ko rin
Bughaw na langit
Umaasang ang pagibig mo ay magbabalik
Pawiin mo ang lungkot sa puso ko
Kahit madilim ang kalawakan
May nagtatagong sinag sa ulap
Chorus
Tila hihina rin ang ulan
Tila lilipas din ang bagyo
Liliwanag din ang kalangitan
At ang araw ay sisikat nang muli
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this afternoon i finished the whole 24th episode of "The Gatekeepers". i wasn't expecting i will like it that much.. but there, i fell in love with it, just a few minutes before the first episode ended. it was so cute..
this was the picture my blockmate gave me. according to him, this picture looks a lot like me.. heheh..
i wasn't expecting i would like the whole story..
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and it's actually happenning right now. it wasn't the same a while ago.. but there.. it's happening.
Happy
Square Heads
One day, you came to me
Freed me from misery
I touched the music in you
You started to feel so happy
Makes me jump up and down
You know my heart gets...
Each time that meet
I´m just so happy I met you
Happy
I am feeling so happy
I´m gonna go happy
You make me so happy
Can´t you see I´m happy now
Oneday, you said to me
Happy is where I wanna be
One plus one makes it two
That equals me and you
Each time we make love
Until the day I met you
All of my dreams came true
I am so happy I met you
Happy
I´m feeling so happy
I´m gonna go happy
I´m gonna be happy
Can´t you see I´m happy now
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MY-BABY---MY-BABY-MY-BABY-MY-BABY-MY-BABY
Happy
I´m gonna be happy
I´m gonna be happy
Can´t you see I´m happy now
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i just like the word.. hehehe
from google..characterized by fantastic imagery and incongruous juxtapositions; "a great concourse of phantasmagoric shadows"--J.C.Powys; "the incongruous imagery in surreal art and literature"
www.cogsci.princeton.edu/cgi-bin/webwnresembling a dream; "night invested the lake with a dreamlike quality"; "as irrational and surreal as a dream"
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and it comes and goes... sometimes i'm really hard headed.. wel, most of the time actually..
"expect the worse but don't expect..." the golden rule of my life.. but like anyother rules, breaking it is just very tempting. i know i would have to spill out my excuses but no, there's supposed to be no excuse for this one since it has all happened many times before, in all imaginable shapes and sizes.
waah! i'm talking to myself again.. and woooh! i just hate this feeling.. this feeling i have whenever good things happen.. weird huh? but then again... waaah!!
actually, the miracle is getting big.. it's getting too good to be true.. and things might go to a very awkward turn that it will be soo good and i'll be soo hooked that it will be soo painful to see. waaah!
it was fine when it got lost. i was already in the sense that i won't be able to find it again.. but here it goes again!! i need a dose of my favorite song...
...So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
...I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone. "When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face." The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love. As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
brought to you by Quizi
how appropriate... hmmph! but i'm still glad that's the result.. atleast i still know who i am.. right?
¤§Morning Rush§¤
with Chico and Delamar
Monday: The Top 10 signs that your life sucks
1st batch: my mother died on her way to get me a birthday gift
2nd batch: if you love yourself but you don't love you back
3rd batch: if you're pushing 50 and you steal your friend's wife who has 4 kids from 3 different men and you're stuck with the honor of sending them all to school
Chico: if you willingly let go of something and you realize later on that that was the best thing that happened to you
Delamar: if you have to go through life scared; if you really want to drive at acertain speed but your car won't let you
¤§barn§¤: if my state of being won't change from the moment i woke till i go back to bed
Tuesday: The Top 10 signs that your life is beautiful
1st batch: life is beautiful because I'm alive
2nd batch: nagising ka at di mo na mahal ang ex mong iniwan ka para sa iba
3rd batch: if you take off your rose-colored glasses & you still like what you see
C: good things come even late in the game; you rediscover your own country
D: if you really have good friends around you; you challenge your fear and your fear loses
¤§barn§¤: if i can still smile and at least one person would smile back
Wednesday: The Top 10 yucky pet names or terms of endearment
1st batch: (For Chico) Chiconut; (For Del) White Meat (For Brad) Twin Popsies/Pop Squid; Arff Arff & Meow Meow
2nd batch: chumama & chudaddy
3rd batch: my Tita used to call my Tito typhoon because he's mahangin and my Tito calls her Earthquake because... you know why
C: baby whale & honey bunchie munchie; schlampe
D: schnully (a word that's derived from schnuller which means pacifier in German); LOML (Love of my life)
¤§barn§¤: kukurikafu -know what that means?!? hehehe! wait, i don't think this counts since i don't really know anyone using this one.. hmmm.. "baby" got tired of it and i think it's too cheezy.. heheheh! peace! no hard feelings.. no intention of hurting anyone.. heheh!
i don't really like the topics from thursday - friday... hmmpf!
pojso wasn't able to go to the states after all.. unfortunately because of the blabber mouthed encia.
i then watched 40 days and 40 nights then frank and i decided to just spend the night at his place.
my fingers were kind of aching already because it was missing the pressure from the guitar strings. it's just that frank doesn't have any guitar... haay...
then, my mom was calling... she told me, ms. patty called her and that i would have to report the next day at the office. woohoo! do you know what that means? that means, i got the job! wooohoo! heheheh! so, i just decided to stay there until the next day so that it will be just on my way back home.
i also decided to give frank a hand on the numerous plates he has to pass the next day.. so, i helped him. although it was just tracing some stuff, it just made me realize again why i didn't take this course and why i didn't consider it in the first place... haay! my back was aching.. my neck was strained and since i'm sitting on the floor, my knees were numb! waah! i will never be an architecht!
and then, i saw that his harry potter book, book 4 was already returned.. so i borrowed it and read a few chapters before turning in...
then there.. i slept until about 11 before i went to this office for the contract signing.. it may not be what i expected but it sure is a lot better and sensible.. heheh!
i'll be going back to bulacan tomorrow and i'll be missing a few entries.. i just wish there will still be people hugging me.. heheheh!
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waaah! i hate you..
I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick --
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh --
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way
I don't hate you --
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
i hate you!! waaah!
quoted from the movie, 10 Things I Hate About You
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Another Suitcase in Another Hall
by Madonna
from EVITA
[Eva:]
I don't expect my love affairs to last for long
Never fool myself that my dreams will come true
Being used to trouble I anticipate it
But all the same I hate it, wouldn't you?
[Chorus:]
[Eva:] So what happens now?
[Che:] Another suitcase in another hall
[Eva:] So what happens now?
[Che:] Take your picture off another wall
[Eva:] Where am I going to?
[Che:] You'll get by, you always have before
[Eva:] Where am I going to?
Time and time again I've said that I don't care
That I'm immune to gloom, that I'm hard through and through
But every time it matters all my words desert me
So anyone can hurt me, and they do
[chorus]
Call in three months time and I'll be fine, I know
Well maybe not that fine, but I'll survive anyhow
I won't recall the names and places of each sad occasion
But that's no consolation here and now.
[chorus, with Che's lines being sung by the starlets]
[Huevo:]
Don't ask anymore.
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shucks! i wasn't able to make an entry yesterday. although there were two attempts already. well, i'm sort of confused about times and dates so forgive me, it's one of the disadvantages of working in a call center and having very poor sleeping habits.
i'm not used to naming names when i'm writing in my journals. but this one would create a lot of confusion.. so, i'll just give them code names..
actually, i'm on my way out before i posted, it's just that it was already late and i don't think i'll be able to post when i come back. so, even though it was not technically a post, just to say i have an entry for the day i copied the song, it's just that i haven't heard it for the long while now, that's why.
earlier that day, shua was trying to contact me and was asking me to join them together with some beers. but i wasn't in the mood to so i made excuses. first, it was that he was asking me to go a long way since i'm in cainta and they want to have fun in malate. it's too far for me. so, i told them to go to eastwood instead, which was nearer. but too far for them of course, so for us to meet half way i just asked them if they want to go to makati. then they agreed, but the laziness took the best of me so i told them that i don't have the money to go. i don't know what's with me or them but there, rinksy called me and told me that shua would just treat me.. hehehe! so there after posting i went to greenbelt.
the movie ended up to 2, we watched van helsing.. it was okay it's just that i wasn't able to handle some scenes. i dunno it's just that it frightened me so much that i was already saying, "ayoko na!" the trailer wasn't that good so i didn't expect anything. so there, i ended up holding the hand of shua, well, both of us were already freezing and he really likes holding hands. anyway, there, aside from that i was already cursing under my breath. no screams.. well, there was one time, but not really.. hehehe!
then, we had coffee at seattles' because it was really cold. it was raining cats and dogs. so we stayed there for another two hours. then we planned to stay at lotta's place in mandaluyong to have a drink. so, we went there. but he also came from another drinking session and it appears he already fell asleep because we were calling him but he wasn't answering his phone. maybe he fell asleep waiting for us. it's a good thing rinka texted me and told me that pojso, our friend who has a condo in shaw tower will be leaving for the states on wednesday so there, and i will tremendously miss that guy! that's why when we were on our way to lotta's place i was like giving them a sign that i won't be staying that long there because i'll be going to shaw tower. so, it turned out, the ube in lotta's place didn't push through since he wasn't answering the phone, so i went straight to the condo. i didn't hit the sack right away, besides i'm not really that sleepy and another we had a gabfest as to why the sudden trip to the US.we were up until 8 in the morning but we already had breakfast in the nearby fastfood store. then i woke up at about 12 in the afternoon and watched "she's all that" and "evita" then i headed back in greenpark at about 5, then i had dinner. then gabfest again with my cousin. we planned to go out but she was in the phone and i can't wait any longer i fell asleep! then i woke up at about 10 and went back in front of the pc and wrote a letter to another friend through friendster. it was already late to make another post, that's why i wasn't able to make a post early this morning. it's only 9pm so i can still make it to this day... which was filled with.. what can i say?
when i woke up, i had breakfast then, after a short while i had lunch. then, played some guitar.. yahoo! i can already do the "bar"! yipee! i was able to play some songs.. well, lot of practice is needed of course.. but i've been trying to play that instrument since i was 11.. hehehe! 10 years in the making.. but still i'm glad.. something i'll be doing to kill some time. it's just nice to know that i can already play, "when you say nothing at all". although it's with very easy chords.. but still!
then, i fell asleep.. and now. i'm online again.. i'll be fat again in no time!
ooh.. i remembered, it was mother's day yesterday.. so, belated happy mother's day to all moms and to these special few...
my mom, of course.. i love you mom and miss you soo much!
and the mom's of my friends and special people in my life.. thanks for bringing to life the people that i hold dear in my heart, happy mother's day!! mmwah!
flowers for you...
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these are the people who are supposed to know you.. but are they? these are the people who care.. but are they? haaay... well, i'm having that friendship dillemma again. it's just that why can't things be easier? it's just hard for me to be always in the middle of things. why can't just they get along? i understand both sides but they can't seem to understand each other. and another thing, one would get jealous if you're with the other. why can't just they get along? haay.. i hate being in the middle... haay...
so, after practically dragging myself out of the front of the PC for staying for more than five hours, i'm still alive and kicking. so i guess, before i go to bed let me have a dose of QAF. so, there. i was already in season 2 episode 16 and i went to bed after the season finale. why? because my eyes are already hurting.. and not because of strain. because i was already crying... waaah!!
it's just that that episode reminds me so much of a special someone and now, i can really say i'd rather choose, Benedict Arnold Kinney or brian. as if i know that much about gale. it's just that some people don't understand the sweetness of not being sweet. haay... such irony. but i miss that. but i guess, i won't have another like thing like that.
it hurts and it's sad. and there's nothing i can do about it but let go.
well, i have and i've let go... and moved on. it's just that you can't help but remember right?
so, when i woke up at about 12 in the afternoon, i continued the series and stopped after episode 8. episode 7 was another tear jerker. haay.. but so, i would have to compse myself. so, i took a bath and took my salary from last week (there's still no news about the marketing job) and had dinner with my friend, frank, who was with another friend, mark, who will be staying at his place. he's nice.. not exactly my type but he has this air that i'm getting too curious about him... heheheh!
maybe that's what i need.. more... options? heheh!
after three days, i finally came back to my cousins' house and my nephew kyle asked me, "kanina ka pa wala ah.. bakit ngayon ka lang? ang tagal mong wala ah".. heheh! they missed me! and his three-year-old brother axle was like looking at me curiously wondering who am i and why am i kissing him. he's just too sweet to object. hehehe!
well, still feeling fabulous and divine!!
Heart of Gold
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla
hah! i took this test that i saw in the friendster's bulletin board. it was to see what your heart was made of.. and i answered it truthfully.. without the pretend-you're-kind thing. i answered with full honesty and it almost freaked me out.. well, maybe a little since i'm already writing about it. well, there! hah! so i placed the results on the left to remind me that my heart is gold.. i wonder how much will the pawn shop take this for?!?! hmm... just a thought!
in my dreams..
well, this is gale harold...
and i knew him because he plays brian kinney in queer as folk..
and up to now.. i still can't decide who i like better.. the fact or the fiction, gale harold or brian kinney, the straight or the gay..
imagine, the choice should be easy right? but i still can't decide? is there something wrong with me?
plus, i really like emmet honeycutt...
the guy who taught me the words, FABULOUS and DIVINE... haaay... so, is there something wrong with me? huh?!?
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Come Clean
by Hillary Duff
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy
CHORUS
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind
[CHORUS]
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean
[CHORUS]
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
sunrise or sunset.. i once thought of collecting sunsets.. in photographs that is. i don't have a good camera yet. maybe sometime in the future.
i really like sillouhettes.
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i've fallen in love many times before and i've been so vulnerable when it comes to this stuff...
.. segway...
we stayed all night until the wee hours of the morning in front of the pc. untill 6am to be exact! and what time did i get up? 4pm! hah!
i hate it.. and like it at the same time. the feeling i mean. well, what should i do? i'm still human. it's hard not to expect. it's hard not to assume. i don't want to keep my hopes up because when i do it would usually turn out as false hopes. i hate it. the pain it costs me is usually more than i can give. haay..
so, i was thinking. whatever this is that i'm having right now is nothing. a pasttime. so, i won't have to get hurt right? whatever the outcome may be. and i won't be seen crying when the truth slaps me in the face. or in the first place i won't get to be slapped since i can see it coming.
but am i being unfair? what if the other party is already thinking what we have is something special..
no.. it may be unfair and/or selfish.. but i don't want to add the list of people who makes my blue (brown) eyes blue...
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barn is her castle
barn is closed
barn is home to 19 oversized 15x15 box stalls
barn is in the heart of the essex countryside but only 20
barn is rocking against purdue
barn is empty
barn is lesson in history
barn is not a christian show
barn is home to exhibits
barn is no shelter as u loses again
barn is removed and transported
barn is reborn
barn is there
barn is her castle betterforage
barn is yours for the whole day and you are welcome to set up the day before
barn is rocking against purdue john r
barn is rocking against purdue; puckett in hall of fame was a no
barn is within easy reach of several market towns
barn is set in an elevated rural position on the edge of the peak district national park
barn is empty mark haywood
barn is a 9600 square
barn is a family owned and operated business
barn is a magnificent historic barn in rural oxfordshire
barn is here to stay the barn was incorporated into the livermore rodeo grounds in the 1940s and was used to provide shelter for horses
barn is still singing
barn is central to nebraska history and culture; and whereas
barn is the colonial revival garden
barn is located near geddes
barn is located a few miles northeast of worcester
barn is manufactured in canada by pti products
barn is a key element in the agricultural interpretation of the farmstead
barn is always open
barn is off the b6160 three miles north of bolton abbey village
barn is not only well located for fell walking but is also an ideal base for pot holing
barn is no shelter as u loses again tim klobuchar
barn is one of the largest western and work boots and apparel retailers in the world
barn is done
barn is open every day except for new year's day
barn is sold
barn is to create a working retreat centre
barn is on right
barn is featured on the front of the brochure
barn is the perfect
barn is fun and educational
barn is the headquarters of the historical society
barn is ready for siding and roofing
barn is a 144' x 24' structure that partially covers 12 individual pens
barn is among the oldest in this country
barn is owned by a qualified occupational therapist and an experienced carer
barn is fortunate to have available many high quality ranges at prices that just cannot be beaten
barn is ready to move
barn is in place
barn is a great gathering place for fans of bluegrass music
barn is available for hire to small groups
barn is on the right
barn is 1/2 mile on left
barn is in the process of being reconstructed at the mabee farm
barn is a little unpainted wood barn built for widow elizabeth zimmerman wenger after she moved with her family from martindale
barn is the preston barn in douglas county
barn is a traditional stone barn some 200 years old
barn is a part of our personal past
barn is a good surviving example of a type of round barn construction mainly found in iowa
barn is open until december 21/2001 for contact information scroll to the bottom of the page
barn is 29 inches long
barn is a no smoking establishment
barn is our recreation headquarters
barn is open to service by any licensed caterer
barn is owned by the city of atlanta and is operated by the atlanta and edgewood street railway company
barn is a place for nature lovers of all ages to enjoy
barn is 1/3 mile on the right hand side
barn is also a visual landmark along la honda road
barn is immediately opposite
barn is a must stop location during your visit
barn is the only 16
barn is located at the intersection of highways 9 & 65 in manly
barn is located in athens
barn is a unique mix of traditional southern hospitality and playfulness
barn is a badas project registered charity no
barn is south of waukon
barn is a surviving example of round barn construction
barn is full of hay bales
barn is a free classified ad site for hay
barn is a 19th century threshing barn
barn is a plant centre
barn is the second building on the right
barn is to return into circulation equipment
barn is 3 miles south of amherst center on rt
barn is itself unique
barn is worth something? it sure is
barn is then built from the finest materials one at a time
barn is the f%$#&*@ best"
barn is now known as the stone barn
barn is strictly prohibited
barn is kept up
barn is a local business dedicated to training area youth in the sport of cheerleading
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Rainbow
by Southborder
Fallin' out, fallin' in
Nothing's sure in this world, no no
Breaking down, breaking in
Never knowin' what lies ahead
We can really never tell it all, no no
Say goodbye, say hello
To a lover or friend
Sometimes we never could understand
Why some things begin with just love
We can really never have it all, no no hoh hoh
REFRAIN
But, oh, can't you see
That no matter what happens, life goes on and on
And so, baby, just smile
'Cause I'm always around you
And I'll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me
CHORUS
Take a little time, baby
See the butterfly's colors
Listen to the birds that are sent to sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything will be alright
For as long as the world still turns, there will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
Hoh hoh hoh hoh hoh
Hittin' high, hittin' low
Win or lose you should go, yeah yeah
Getting warm, getting cold
Weather can be so good or bad
But, baby, this is life, oh, don't get mad, no no no
REFRAIN
'Cause, oh, can't you see (can't you see)
That no matter what happens, life goes on and on
So, baby, please smile (just smile)
'Cause I'm always around you
And I'll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me
[Repeat CHORUS]
BRIDGE
Life's full of challenges, not all the time we get what we want
But don't despair my, dear (no no no)
You'll take each trial and you'll make it through the storm 'cause you're so
My faith in you is clear
So they say once again this world's beautiful
And let us celebrate life that's so beautiful, so beautiful
[Repeat CHORUS]
i had the interview for the marketing position this afternoon.. whew!
i woke up at about twelve noon and received text messages from my officemates asking how the interview went... but there was no interview yesterday right? and my supervisor didn't text me last night to let me know if finally the interview will push through and as to what time. so, i panicked. actually, pathetic as it may sound, i was already in tears! because i really want and need this job and i won't get it just because i missed the interview and it won't be even my fault! so, there i pulled myself together and texted my supervisor. it was a text message dripping with drama, so i appologized after for freaking out. then she replied by just asking me to call the HR head. so i did and she told me to come over and not to worry. so, there. i took a bath and went to the office.
i can say the interview went well. it was ok really. but then, i'm still not keeping my hopes up. because six of us were interviewed but only one would get the job... so there.
i think i've done everything that i can so, no regrets. it will all be up to them. if they won't get me, they're making a big mistake... hehehehe!
well, let's just wait and see...
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Blue Eyes Blue
by Eric Clapton
Album: Runaway Bride Motion Picture Soundtrack
The Best Of Chronicle
Written By Diane Warren
I thought that you'd be loving me.
I thought you were the one who'd stay forever.
But now forever's come and gone
And I'm still here alone.
You were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.
Chorus:
It was you (It was You) who put the clouds above me.
It was you (It was You) who made the tears fall down.
It was you (It was You) who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, It was you
who made my blue eyes blue.
Who Oh - Never should have trusted you.
I thought that I'd be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heaven's gone away
And I'm out in the cold.
You had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldn't see it,
I guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye.
(Chorus)
Who Oh - I never should have trusted you.
Guitar Solo
You were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.
It was you who put the clouds above me.
It was you.
It was you (It was You) who put those clouds above me.
It was you (It was You) who made the tears fall down.
Only You (Only You) who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, It was you
who made my blue eyes blue.
Who Oh, I never should to trusted you. (who made my blue eyes blue)
Who Oh, Never should to trusted you. (who made my blue eyes blue)
Who Oh, Never should to trusted you. (who made my blue eyes blue)
Who Oh, Never should to catched you
he day started out fine... or so i thought.
after my shift at work me and some of the gurls went out for a few beers and had that "girl talk". it was so nice. i laughed my head off and all those mind boggling questions gave my brain muscles a few excercises. what we talked about are definitely confidential stuff.. hehehehe
i was up for an interview for a position i really dig in our marketing department at 8am, so i had like barely an hour to sleep! but that i guess, i can do nothing about specially about the fact that i'm a deep sleeper. so i got up at about 7:15 and by 7:30 i was on the road. not getting used to the rush hour, i was confident that i'll get there in time. well, was i so dumb to think that? so, there i rushed to the office and the summer heat is getting to my head that i think my brain was already deep fried.
i was already 30 minutes late for the interview. then when my supervisor saw me the first word that came out of her mouth was, "sorry". well, i then thought that was fine since it was completely my fault why i was late. but she wasn't sorry that i missed the interview, the interview was moved to an unknown time and date! bad trip! and there was another thing why she was sorry, she handed me these few sheets of paper. a memo regarding my absences and i'm being suspended for three days! and my contract will end after that three days! so, in short it's a early end of contract for me! waah!
so there goes my day, and i haven't seen the half of it yet.
i'm just crossing my fingers for that marketing position. but i'm not exactly keeping my hopes up because of the turn out of this morning.
well, shit happens...
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dyslexic people are visual, multi-dimensional thinkers. We are intuitive and highly creative, and excel at hands-on learning. Because we think in pictures, it is sometimes hard for us to understand letters, numbers, symbols, and written words.
i'm always surrounded by people. my friends.. but thess passed few days.. this passed week i have managed to escape. i have managed to steer clear. yes, i have much time to have silence which makes me think (that's scary!) and i can take a break from the hyper-active-emotianally-stimulated people i know and love. and i miss them.. a lot. weird, how i never get to learn the easy way. i would always have to do it the hard way. hard headed... hmmph! i know it's easy to just show up in the usual hang out and get back in sync but i would have to mope around and pity my solitude. well, i sometimes don't even understand myself.. well, maybe tomorrow or the next day i would go and see these people that i miss... haaay...
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